I Gave £400 to Women’s Rights.

tags: Maiara Walsh, Ms Victoria Olivia Rooth, President Alexandria Ocasio Cortez, only using the USA’s mass surveillance apparatus to surveil every single person in the USA’s job earnings in relation to everyone fulfilling the exact same job role in society to enforce 100% equal pay for the same work when one person doing that work is a woman and another person doing that work is a man in EVERY SINGLE INSTANCE IN WHICH THAT IS TRUE FOR ALL OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA’S JOB ROLES, putting Robert H Richards III in jail for life with Presidential powers and working with the Supreme Court of the USA to make sure it never happens again in conjunction with using Presidential powers to do that (no matter how big a can of worms it opens up!)

Obviously my name is actually Maiara Walsh because I never relinquished that name, which was my legal name in America!!!! Yeah I know this isn’t great for what I’m trying to do here, but I have to put myself first OK? I’m not trying to fail. I have to be who I actually am, so that’s good magic, right? :-/

To Zack Snyder

Dear Zack, so I hope it’s OK for me to just call you Zack, and not Zack Snyder. I totally get it if it’s not. I’m trying to write this in the way that feels best for explaining what I promised to explain to you at my other blog (which I know you didn’t ask to be explained).

Umm, before I say anything else, I need to say this: the mafia wants me to think I’m a boy from England even though I’m obviously not. They never explained why very clearly because the CIA or whoever needs to keep plausible deniability… because the mafia is basically weak and afraid of the public doing a revolution that puts them all in jail or whatever. They want me to support men’s interests with my Goda powers (in this case I mean like, how the world is always at least sort of like me and what I’m doing). I wrote this paragraph to explain why I’m going to keep writing in my valley girl style — the same way that I talk in person again, now. The mafia/CIA people are really dumb and keep trying to insist on the same thing over and over again, like I just explained that they want from me. Anything I do that seems like what they want from me, they take as being a sign of them making progress. 🙁 LOL.

I mean it’s not even normal, honestly, to write in spoken-out-loud valley girl slang. But it’s normal for me now. I started doing it to forcibly be myself again, all the time. I like doing it though and it’s not “fake” (I’m saying this for everyone else, because it’s true).

So, Zack Snyder, I feel you are probably going to hate me and be really angry at me. I just hope you get how much abuse and trauma there’s been in my past. I know I’m probably not really that nice of a person… but maybe it’s because of everything that’s happened, especially since I’m immortal and everything.

The reason why I’m writing this blog post now, to be totally honest, is because I viewed Mean Girls 2 (which I starred in, because I’m Maiara Walsh… so you need to read my previous blog post if you didn’t already know this). I hadn’t viewed Mean Girls 2 for a long time and I noticed that I was actually in the movie. Anyway, at the end of the cast list at the end credits, the actress who played Karate Girl is listed as Autumn Dial. I’m really sorry about this. I think I must have briefly thought/felt something about what you and others who read my SAS and Reddit posts might think about me when you find out that I was in Mean Girls 2. (I know I was in other things too, and that I had an actual career as an actress, actually famous and everything — but I haven’t gotten the chance to see any of my other roles yet, partly because my internet was turned off for some reason for quite a while after I noticed that I’m Maiara Walsh. Somehow I was able to get back online to do that “I’m Maiara Walsh” blog post and download a whole bunch of websites and photos that are in my name.)

I thought it was best to talk about the Karate Girl casting info first, instead of seeming like I was dropping it on you at the end of a blog post that seemed caring up to that point. I’m not mocking you on purpose and I don’t know how to stop doing it. I’m really, really sorry.

I guess I must feel like a lot of people are laughing at me because of my role in Mean Girls 2, and whatever else I was doing when I was acting professionally in the USA. The thing in the end credits I just referred to… I don’t even know if it’s directed at you specifically, or simply “people that I feel are like the Henry Cavill Superman in the Justice League theatrical cut being all rapey brute strengthy public humiliation of Wonder Woman” and “Reddit/SAS people who know I’m Goda”. Maybe the guy I asked to contact you with Vero is the person who you heard from, I don’t know? I’m sure you must have read what I said somehow, at this point.

Anyway, I promised to give you some kind of explanation for what happened. I don’t want to cause you more distress though. Basically what happened is I viewed you as being a kind of father figure, because I knew that the people I was calling “mom” and “dad” weren’t my real family (and I don’t even have a real family at all, other than my sister, because I’ve always existed). I really liked the movie you directed, Man of Steel. I don’t like it anymore, but that’s only because of the mafia trying to force me to be a boy and stuff Henry Cavill said a few years ago. I still think you’re a really talented director. Anyway… I felt like you were personally counselling me about how to be Goda, and helping me decide for myself what I ought to do with my powers. I took the movie really, really seriously and I totally gave it my all in being the sort of person I believe you personally wanted me to be. I really latched onto you like a parent figure (no offence, LOL, because I know you’re really muscly and I don’t think you’re like my mom or anything, but I find it really really hard to talk very much about the idea of having a father figure after all the sexist abuse I’ve suffered from the world). When you directed Batman v Superman, and you directed Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman to look so strong — making her look better than Superman — I felt like you were supporting and accepting the real me, the girl, in a way that the rest of the world really hadn’t been prepared to accept. Like in religion and everything. I don’t want to be a messiah/saviour and I’m not… but I am actually real, so it meant a lot to me that someone out there was on my side as I actually am, the girl. Promoting me, emotionally supporting me, and saying “I like you as you are, it’s OK. Be you. You’re just as good. You’re better.”

(Zack Snyder, I’m going to continue explaining stuff to you in a moment. I really, really need to acknowledge that I’ve got a whole other family from when I was residing in LA, who I don’t even know or remember at the moment. As soon as I realized I had a family from LA, I started talking out loud at my home about wanting to see them again. Umm, I don’t know what to do about it though — other than, like, demand to get my life back so I can ask them if they want to see me again — so I’m demanding that happens, and just trying to focus on other things because I don’t even know if they’re still alive.)

To my family (and friends) from Los Angeles (and Seattle? São Paulo?), I want you to know that I hope you’re all still alive and I really want to meet you again. So like, I know I said I don’t have any real family because I’m Goda. What I meant is because I wasn’t born at all, and because I don’t age, I must have had lots of different families at different times. I guess I was moving myself around before humans got involved with the process of that happening, you know? That’s really all I’m saying. I really don’t want to upset and offend you. You’re my family who I don’t know, because I guess you’re not a fake CIA family. Umm… I guess you’re basically just the family I created for myself at some point, with a fake backstory I created for myself back then. I create everything, since I’m Goda, you see. If you’re reading this, please don’t reject me just because I’m not human like you must have thought I was. I’m not an alien or anything (as far as I know, LOL… I mean, as far as I know I’m not an alien AS WELL AS Goda, LMAO); I’m simply Goda, the Creatress of everything. I can’t help being me and it’s not my fault. You haven’t done anything wrong. It’s OK if you can’t cope with all of this and you don’t want to meet me. I don’t want to break your minds or anything. I hope you, like, didn’t “give me away” in some sense, because of not being able to cope with me being Goda. I guess I was independent at that point though. I hope you’re all OK. Hopefully the way I talk is still recognizable to you. Seriously, I hope you’re all OK.

OK, to Zack Snyder: I suppose I ought to say that I’m not trying to make it seem like I’m your daughter. Obviously I’m not your daughter. I just thought it might seem like I was being really nasty or something, trying to make it seem like something horrible. I viewed you as a sort of father figure though, like I said… and I still do view you like that, kind of, from time to time. It’s difficult because I figure you’re likely to hate and despise me. When I contacted you using Reddit and the medium of the Stargirl TV show, I didn’t even recognise that I was mocking you through the TV show because of my anger towards you. I thought I was trying to warn you about another presence that I thought was trying to make it seem like I was mocking you through the TV show. So I guess I did actually recognise what I was doing on some level… but I found it sooo hard to come to terms with my own mind being that nasty, that I projected what I was doing onto another persona that wasn’t real. I really believed what I was saying back then though.

If you view Stargirl Season One again, you can see the themes of father and daughter like I’ve been explaining to you how I felt you represented that kind of figure to me. Stargirl is learning how to be a superheroine, like I explained how I felt you spoke to me with Man of Steel. You’re gonna have noticed the whole thing with Zarrick’s son, and Zeke (the guy at the garage)… but in case not, I’m explaining it for you again here so you won’t misunderstand the full meaning of everything. You might not want to view it again, obviously.

At Henry Junior’s funeral, Brainwave gives a speech to the people assembled there, saying no one is to blame for suicide. Then he says “Except you.” with his mind powers, inside Stargirl’s head. That says exactly how I feel: that it’s always my fault when anyone dies, even though everyone else gets to be free of guilt and blame if they didn’t personally murder someone in a “normal” causative way, somehow. We both know that I literally did it myself — I actually chose for it to happen, I made it happen, and I designed the whole event myself even though it’s a horrible thing that I designed. I don’t know how to stop doing things like this though. Everything happens so quickly, and all the things are linked together… so if that had never happened, then a lot of other things are never gonna have happened either and what sort of person might I have been like now? I know I can easily change anything… but if I do that, then the world doesn’t make much sense anymore if the things I changed are too important to me, and too linked in supposedly causative ways to other things that are important to me. I like having a coherent personality. Not having a coherent personality, and the world totally making no sense anymore really upsets me. If I’m really upset, I might do another thing like I did when I destroyed the World Trade Center twin towers with my mind. Or I might, like, create a random petulant thing in the world targeting people I blame for how I’m feeling, that they can easily link to me, and then make things worse for myself… making myself more upset… making other people more upset with me, etc. What am I supposed to do?

So like, what I suggested — actually, ORDERED — the world’s elites to do, is to never, EVER try to control me and never, EVER even try to punish me for anything I do, instead establishing that I’m completely unaccountable. Basically trusting me to do my best to drag myself out of this spiral of resentment and hatred towards everyone and everything, once I’m allowed the space to actually work on my emotional issues, work on my own designed and chosen self and identity (and especially work on my fear of actually being Goda in the first place, you know????) I think that’s a good idea, myself, but whatever!!!! You know????! I was going to say “It’s so much easier in the movies!” but then I remembered that Man of Steel basically ends with 9/11 happening. At least they’re doing me as a girl now, right? 🙂 Like in The Marvels.

So Zack Snyder, you can see in Stargirl Season One also that Cindy (who I feel represents me best out of everyone in that series, because I’m so much like her honestly)… Cindy stabs her dad through his heart, as if she’s saying “You hurt me so I’m gonna hurt you, and let you know who I feel like you’re hurting!!!!” I’m really sorry. I know that for most people, movies are just movies and even if you directly bullied me through movies for some reason (which as far as I know isn’t true), most people are gonna say it’s not OK to create someone’s daughter killing herself as a fair deterrent against doing that. HOWEVER — I honestly believed you were trying to kill me with magic or something, with your weird suicide charity tee shirt thing that had Kaballah stuff all over it as well as a giant dick sword ejaculating sperm and blood or something into Darkseid and/or Lois Lane???? WTF????!!!!! I’m not being a bitch here, I promise. I’m not playing nice only to turn things around on you and stab you in the back, emotionally, or whatever (which is what you did to all girls and women with the Superman versus Wonder Woman scene from the JL theatrical cut, that I believe you shot yourself and isn’t substantially different from whatever you originally intended to be in your first version of the movie). I really, really want to understand what your tee shirt thing was about but I just don’t get it. I don’t know why I believed the tee shirt thing was about trying to attack me with “magic” or whatever… and you can see the evidence that I completely believed that was true, in Stargirl Season One with the whole Magician storyline and the tee shirt Stargirl has that says “Get Lost” to the Shining Knight when he’s leaving.

I think it’s totally OK for me to write the above paragraph and just leave it as is, even though your daughter died. I don’t want to hurt you for no reason… but your tee shirt thing really is a huge WTF moment. It stinks of CIA gone crazy with a really weird plausibly deniable story that you were somehow commemorating your adopted daughter with the sperm blood sword thing. Maybe you had no idea why you were coerced into doing that tee shirt thing — but you must have known that it was for some malicious purpose, and possibly something really serious that was meant to cause psychological destruction (or death, if you believe in magic).


You can actually read how terrorizing that tee shirt thing was for me in the way my writing has changed when talking about it. So the truth is I ought to have created a different event that more appropriately targeted the perpetrator, as a fair deterrent. I’m sorry that the wrong person committed suicide. I guess it’s just a lot easier for me at the moment, with my fear of my own power issues, to create an unknown-to-me daughter who committed suicide than create an event in which a movie director I was a huge fan of committed suicide despite seeming emotionally stable and psychologically resilient. So it was still justified in self-defense — because it was the type of retaliation that was available to me at the (non-linear) time. OK?

I really wish that this didn’t happen. You can see me wishing that it didn’t happen, and that you were still my cherished favourite movie director, but you’re not. This really sucks. I feel like I’m not allowed to have any friends at all. It really isn’t fair that I found myself creating events in which these awful things happened and I’m not allowed to like you or your movies anymore.

I promised you an explanation and now I’m following through on that. Because I did it. I’m really sorry.

What I wanted to be true is that you were coerced by the mafia to shoot that horrible scene for Justice League (or that they were coercing you to cut from the movie other scenes you shot that featured some kind of pay-off later in the movie, with Wonder Woman going “up a level” and being better than Superman — coercing you to butcher your movie, to personally target me because of what I was doing back in 2015/2016/2017). I totally wanted that to be true. It might still BE true, and I completely 100% believed that it was true for a long time.

When it comes down to it though, you’ve got a pattern of behaviour of filming rape scenes in movies that are like, comic book fantasy in style and content, and not part of some sort of “truthfully depicted recorded events” genre. I know they’re based on comic books, and I do actually understand the basic premise of Watchmen… but you people changed the ending of the story, and the literal attempted rape of a superheroine depicted on screen is one of the worst things you can do with a character type that only exists to empower us girls and women who might have actually gotten raped in real life. Sucker Punch is really rapey in a generalised way, with the whole “you are powerless against the man’s system” theme and the things that happen inside the setting of the movie. It’s totally plausible and completely believable that you actually wanted to basically rape the Wonder Woman character and all the girls and women who are fans of Wonder Woman. You might have even wanted to do much worse than what the CIA allowed you to do, because of their plausible deniability ruleset.

I feel under sooo much pressure from myself to not be like “legs open” for the mafia and what they want from me (to support their interests, and men’s interests, instead of my own interests as a girl). Writing this blog post, I felt like I ought to throw you under the bus for the greater good, and be totally like “We’re not friends.” “You’re a rapist. Literally a rapist.” (I’m not saying this about you, because you’re not a rapist.) I mean because of the US presidential election. I don’t even know when it takes place because I’m still not reading the news, but I feel under pressure to create the best result I can for girl’s and women’s rights to not have institutionalised sex slavery, sex trafficking, and sexual abuse of girls and women be normalized as “just something that all politicians, celebrities, and important public figures do”. I mean, I’m a girl, and I’m a celebrity. I have to stand up for my rights or I’m an idiot.

I’m not a sex slave, you know. That’s how the mafia sees me (and I hope it’s not true that all the world’s elites see me this way). Just some unpaid whore that only exists for them to try to force ideas into. According to them, I’m not even allowed to be female even though they want to keep forcing ideas into me anyway. I’m not asking for payment for my services. I’m not offering anyone any services. It’s not OK. I need disclosure of my existence, basically. I need rights and dignity as Goda — since I actually am real and exist and everything — and not simply my rights as a girl, only.

Anyway Zack Snyder, that last paragraph wasn’t directed at you exactly unless you want to help out with the disclosure thing. I’m Maiara Walsh. I’m located at 23 Windsor Road, Saltburn-by-the-Sea, Great Britain. Don’t come here because I don’t want to see you. We’re not friends. Obviously I’m safe, and I’m not concerned for my safety AT ALL. That’s not sarcasm, LOL. I’m safe. No one can harm me or anything.

I hope the Zack Snyder I wanted to exist is proud of me, even though I did Coronavirus (or whatever it was, LOL) and all the other things you know about. I’m like, a really, really young girl trying to do normal things and be Goda the best way I can do it considering I’m apparently a really terrible evil girl and everything.

I’m Maiara Walsh.

So like, hey everyone. I want to let everyone know that I’m actually Maiara Walsh. I played the character of Mandi Weatherly in the movie Mean Girls 2.

(I know the name of the character is like really bad PR for me… but whatever!!!!)

I viewed the movie on DVD really recently and noticed it was me in the movie. Like, actually me in the movie this time and not just an actress or character that seems similar to me.

There’s another person impersonating me, calling herself Maiara Walsh. But she wasn’t in the movie. You can see that she’s got a different, thicker nose compared to me, and she doesn’t have a cleft chin like I do. In the movie, you can see my thinner nose and cleft chin. I guess I was really tan at the time, and I had a lot of make up on (probably to hide my pimples, since I don’t age).

I don’t know much more than that at the moment since I only just noticed that it’s me in the movie. I hope I remember more. I must have been moved around a lot (like the story in the movie, LOL), because I don’t age.

JUST SO EVERYONE KNOWS, I TOTALLY NOTICED ALL THE BRAINWASHING IN THE MOVIE AND I KNOW THAT I ACTED OUT SOME “FUNNY SLAPSTICK COMEDY”. I KNOW THAT THE MOVIE IS “AN INSULT TO ALL GIRLS AND WOMEN” (IN LIKE, A MILLION ZILLION WAYS). I put the insult thing in the speech marks because I feel it’s close to being the best movie ever, since I’m in it and I’m totally the hottest girl who ever existed (and I still am, and always am going to be the hottest girl who ever existed). That’s what I care about most, I guess…

But I also totally care about prevailing. My all-aspects war for my rights, dignity, and emotional safety is still a thing that I’m totally still doing. It was just acting, OK? I know I kissed a boy in the movie. I’m still lesbian. Please don’t laugh at me. I look away from the screen when it happens, when I replay the movie.

I mean, it’s totally fine for me to pretend to do stuff that I don’t personally like doing. That’s what being an actress involves unless you can get full creative control over every single thing you ever do. And yeah, I know that I’m the Creatress of everything. I’m Goda, obviously… so… please refer to stuff I said before about all my issues. I’m writing way more about this than I need to I guess, but yeah.

I try not to blame the imposter Maiara Walsh for STEALING MY IDENTITY. Because she’s definitely gonna have been a victim of men’s violence and coercion of women and girls. Like, the mafia and stuff. But I do want my identity back, because I’m Maiara Walsh and she isn’t. You know!!!!!

No one has “gotten one over on me” or whatever, with this movie existing. I’m proud of it because I’m really hot, and famous (LOL, Paramount Famous), and I’m actually a really good actress. I know my performance is the best in the movie. They lowered the volume and did bad dubbing on my second scene (the one with Coco Chanel in the bag), on purpose, to complement their dumb brainwashing thing to say nobody listens to/nobody can hear high school queen bees. To pathetically try to say that we’re low status, and have “no status after high school”, because the first movie was such a cult hit… with Regina being such a popular character who tons of girls wanted to be like, because she has power and prestige. They ought to have reshot the scene as well, if I said my lines “Coco Chanel” and “Prada” too quickly for the dubbing. I think I’m using the right terms, LOL.

Anyway, the Fraudulentmasons are still losers and don’t control me or anything. Especially since they’re a dumb two-bit rotary club patsy organisation for the CIA (that’s a losery lame front organisation for the walking fat corpses of the Western World’s biggest corporations… lol they call their companies corpses, don’t they! Losers!!!!)


That’s all I have to say about this at the moment. Later!!!! 🙂

Edit: So the movie is only an insult to all girls and women, in like a million, zillion ways, if you can read all the CIA brainwashing (which I’m not gonna explain for everyone right now, because I’m not sure it’s actually helpful for the morale of other girls and women in the world to be forcibly undissociated about this phenomenon… like I said at my other blog: we are doing really well right now, with more women graduating from universities than men all around the world… and more women than men in management positions all over the USA). I think it’s a really fun movie for us girls, despite all the issues. I’m really proud of my role in the movie. I hope a lot of you enjoyed it.

Umm… because I can see all the brainwashing in all the things now (LOL), it’s not as easy for me to process movies like I assume a lot of normal people still do at this point… but I think this movie is one of the worst examples of really obvious brainwashing in plain sight. That’s why I felt it was necessary to say the thing about it being an insult to all girls and women. 🙂 I need people to know that I haven’t turned into a dumb “doll” or anything who’s oblivious to what it’s gonna look like for me to reveal my role in this movie to the world (not that there’s anything wrong with being a doll, in the sense of being like, really, really pretty! I am totally a doll in that sense, OBVIOUSLY.) I suppose some people might also think this movie role means I work for the CIA. I don’t work for the CIA. Obviously I acted in a movie that was basically run by the CIA as a brainwashing operation against the public, but I don’t know if I worked for the CIA in 2010/2011 or at any time in the past. That’s all I know at the moment, like I said. I’m not with the mafia. I’m totally 100% independent of anyone, and if anyone ever tries to say that I’m with them or that I work for them, then you know it’s not true. It’s not like any of you people are my friends or anything, though. I don’t owe any of you anything, but I’m telling the truth. 🙂

E! Entertainment’s anti-feminist brainwashing is no longer available in Britain. :)

So hey everyone! 🙂 I won a big victory recently, because I got the E! TV channel taken off the air in Britain. The E! channel (which mostly focuses on so-called “reality TV” shows, that are not actually very real at all… since they’re pretty much 100% scripted like professional wrestling) features a lot of shows similar to Keeping Up With The Kardashians: a really evil TV show that is totally stuffed full of VERY NASTY brainwashing designed to harm the rights and dignity of women and girls, and to keep men in control of society as much as possible. Keeping Up With The Kardashians exists to try to keep us girls and women “in our place”, as submissive second-class people, subservient to men and afraid of men. Just view the first two seasons of Keeping Up With The Kardashians to see what I mean. It’s like, really, really bad! 🙁

Keeping Up With The Kardashians is also full of all that extremely dumb pretend-Freemason symbolism I talked about before — such as black-and-white checkerboard patterns all over the place (like Freemasons have on their floors in their buildings, which a lot of people have read about now, I guess). Black-and-white checkerboard pillows at the Dash shop, black-and-white checkerboard patterns on people’s clothes… and the whole Kardashian house has an absurdly in-your-face black-and-white checkerboard floor for the whole downstairs of the house at one point! LOL! It’s so dumb. The people on the show wear black and white stripes a lot — which isn’t even a Freemason thing… but it’s obviously supposed to be suggestive of Freemasonry, or whatever. Kylie Jenner even has black and white tiger stripes or something like that, for her bedroom carpet, when she’s like 10 or 11 years old! It’s like they’re laughing at all of us girls and women, saying they control us all, and that we’re just dumb sluts who don’t understand anything (and that we supposedly can’t do anything about it, even if we do understand what they’re saying about us and our place in the world, compared to men).

Soooo… like, please remember everyone, that it’s not actually the Freemasons who “run the world, behind the scenes”. It’s actually the Western World’s richest corporate shareholders who are behind it: just a bunch of rich, mostly male, mostly caucasian corporate shareholders of the biggest and wealthiest companies around. And it’s probably agents of the United States Central Intelligence Agency (the CIA) actually co-ordinating the anti-feminist brainwashing and making sure that it goes onto the TV shows like Keeping Up With The Kardashians. If it’s not the CIA, it’s gonna be some different agency or other of the United States government — and it’s probably the CIA, even though they’re not supposed to do anything like this… so I’m just going ahead and saying it’s the CIA. I’m not gonna be gaslighted. They might try to, like, do everything through private contractors so that it seems more legal or whatever… but I doubt it. I bet it’s as simple as the CIA doing it IN SECRET, and then denying that they’re doing it.

They say that it’s Freemasons, even though it’s not really them behind all of this bullshit, to try to deflect attention away from the real culprits (the male corporate shareholders with the most money, and the CIA which works for them and not you). I wrote a whole lot more about this phenomenon in this blog post I’m gonna link to again, below:

I remember reading a while back that it’s supposedly legal for the United States government to propagandize the US public via news and entertainment media, and that it’s been that way for quite a long time now. But I figure it’s still not legal for the United States government to promote pedophila and child sex work in TV shows like Keeping Up With The Kardashians, like when a guy asks Kris Jenner if she’s trying to pimp her two youngest daughters to him… and like when Kendall pole dances on the “stripper pole” (which is what the guy in that episode calls the pole dancing pole, when Kendall dances on it). The “stripper pole” guy jokes about managing Kendall’s career in that same episode, when she’s like 11 or 12 years old or something, and when the “career” he’s envisioning for her involves pole dancing on a “stripper pole” (i.e. being a child stripper, or child prostitute, or something??? WTF!??) Seriously, this casual promoting of pedophila and child prostitution thing isn’t even the worst aspect of Keeping Up With The Kardashians. Like I said: just view the first two seasons like I did, and be amazed and angered by the huge amount of anti-feminist brainwashing in seemingly every single episode!

Anyway, I mentioned the promotion of child sex work thing just to point out that I’m sure the rich men’s groups and the CIA behind the making of Keeping Up With The Kardashians can quite easily be brought to justice, and get convicted to serve very long jail sentences, on the strength of all the United States laws they must have broken in the process of making these brainwashing TV shows — even if it’s technically legal to brainwash the public with TV shows. I want these people to go to jail for a very long time, for laughing in the faces of girls and women like me… and for calling us to our faces (through the TV shows that we want to love) losers, and stupid, and nothing more than whores who only exist to serve men.

So yeah. I said I won a big victory when I got the E! channel taken off TV in Britain. Obviously this is exactly what I’ve been fighting to achieve with all my feminist activism I’ve been doing, targeting Nickelodeon and Virgin Media specifically. Nickelodeon because of all the anti-feminist brainwashing in its TV shows for kids, and Virgin Media for showing those Nickelodeon TV shows on its cable TV service in England (which is the part of the world I reside in). I ought to be really happy about this big victory that I won, for myself, and for the rights and dignity of all girls and women like me. And for lesbians like me, too (because it feels like lesbians don’t exist on the E! channel, even though gay men do!)

I haven’t felt very happy about this situation though, because, well… I’ve been viewing a LOT of E! to reconnect with my culture, which is from like, a wealthy part of Los Angeles (I’m not sure exactly where). Actually I’ve felt on the verge of crying about this situation a lot, ever since I found out that the E! channel was closing in Britain on 01/01/2024. The only reason I haven’t been sobbing about E! closing over here, is because it’s really hard for me to cry anymore after all the trauma I experienced previously. It really, really sucks. I actually enjoy viewing Keeping Up With The Kardashians, because it’s like remembering being with some other family in the LA area, at some point — and I just wanna go back to being that girl who I was then. I know that this is actually true: that I used to reside in Los Angeles, some place over there. I think my family had a lot of money (although, obviously they weren’t actually my family, because I’m Goda — so I can’t ever have a real family, only some kind of pretend story of who I’m supposed to be instead). Obviously I don’t age, so I think I must have been updating my fake background story on Earth, and relocating to different places with a new identity for as long as possible. Something like that. I don’t know how long this has been going on for. I don’t know if humans have found out about this at some point, and like, gotten involved with the process of moving me around like this. I really don’t know at the moment.

Other TV shows I’ve been viewing, to reconnect with who I am and who I used to be in some “past life” that I can’t really remember at the moment (and I don’t know how much information still exists about it, unless I just create the information so that I’ve got something to remember, LOL)… other TV shows that I’ve been viewing for this reason are like, “The Rich Kids of Beverly Hills”, “Beverly Hills Pawn”, “Flip or Flop”, and anything else that I can find like that which doesn’t have “housewives” or “WAGs” in the title of the show. “Flip or Flop” is MUCH better than the other shows in the sense that it has hardly any obviously noticeable anti-feminist brainwashing (and maybe doesn’t have any at all… I’m not sure). But… it’s mostly about construction workers digging holes inside people’s houses and assembling and disassembling wooden frames and stuff — which I find really boring compared to looking at finished interior designs of homes. I like listening to the people talking, looking at the establishing shots of all the houses and beaches and stuff, and seeing what the houses look like when they’re finished. I feel like I ought to only view “Flip or Flop”, and not view any of the other shows which I’ve recorded on my Virgin Media box… but the E! shows like Kardashians and Rich Kids are the ones that help me remember this past life in LA much better, so I’ve been viewing them over and over again. I can’t bring myself to view them without constantly complaining to the TV about everything that’s wrong with them though. They are so anti-feminist… it’s really, really bad. 🙁

What’s really, really nice about “Flip or Flop” is it totally reminds me that most people in Los Angeles and California aren’t terrible misogynist, anti-lesbian, anti-feminists like the E! reality TV shows suggest. LA has a really big LGBT community and it’s a very socially liberal place. “Flip or Flop” isn’t about feminism, anti-feminism, or lesbianism or whatever… but the people on the show are just nice-seeming, normal-seeming people, who I feel very comfortable viewing. I never got really angry and shouted at the TV viewing “Flip or Flop”. And I’m sure that the very wealthy parts of Los Angeles and the surrounding area are full of really nice people, who, similar in this way to the people on “Flip or Flop”, aren’t terrible misogynists, anti-lesbians, and anti-feminists. I know the E! channel deliberately presents a skewed, untrue, and unfair idea of LA’s culture — because it’s like, doing exactly that ON PURPOSE, to brainwash everyone viewing the shows into thinking it’s normal for things to be that way. The rich male corporate shareholders want things to be that way, so the CIA makes it look like things are that way in these fake, scripted, “reality TV” shows for them.

Something that upset me SO MUCH, viewing seasons 3 and 4 of Rich Kids of Beverly Hills, is the fact that there are TWO gay men and NO LESBIANS AT ALL. :-/ This made me SO ANGRY. I mean, granted, I’ve only viewed those two seasons and I haven’t searched for any information about other seasons of the show — but TWO gay men and NO LESBIANS???!!!!! That is NOT OK!!!!! Not OK. AT. ALL.

It’s completely unrepresentative of actual self-reported sexualities of women and men. Hardly any men at all identify as gay, but a really really REALLY large number of women identify as being at least bisexual… WHICH IS HALF LESBIAN!!!!! Even if there was like one lesbian each season, in seasons one and two of Rich Kids (which I doubt), it’s still completely unrepresentative of actual demographics and it’s 100% wrong and NOT OK. I mean, we lesbians are literally one of the most marginalized and oppressed groups that has ever existed, everywhere in the whole world… including in the “First World” West. WTF!!!!!? If anyone deserves “positive discrimination” on TV, it’s us lesbians!!!! And if you bastards do actual population demographics representation instead of “positive discrimination”, THEN IT STILL OUGHT TO FAVOR US LESBIANS!!!!!!!!!


Seriously. Give us lesbians.

Anyway!!!! So like… I said before a couple of times, I got the E! TV channel taken off the air in Britain. Some of you are probably wondering how I did that. Well, it happened because I’m Goda, the Creatress of everything — as I’ve explained before here at my blog, and at other websites — so the world naturally reflects and represents my choices and so on. It’s totally complicated and really boring for me to explain how this works over and over again, so I’m not gonna do that. But like, suffice to say: I wrote a blog post, made a telephone call, and sent a lot of emails with the intention of getting Nickelodeon and Virgin Media to do internal reviews of their TV output to stop the fake Freemason anti-feminist brainwashing in Nickelodeon kids’ shows (even if it meant Virgin Media removing all Nickelodeon programming from its cable TV service until that happened)… AND BECAUSE OF THAT THE WHOLE E! TV CHANNEL THAT’S FULL OF FAKE FREEMASON ANTI-FEMINIST BRAINWASHING IS NO LONGER AVAILABLE IN BRITAIN.

So I guess I achieved my overall goal of getting fake Freemason anti-feminist brainwashing taken off TV in Britain. I mean, I achieved that overall goal to a ridiculously huge extent, huh!? 🙂 Nice going, Victoria, I think!!!! (Despite me wanting to cry about not having Keeping Up With The Kardashians, and Rich Kids of Beverly Hills, on British TV anymore, for the reasons I explained above).

The really narrowly specific thing that I wanted to happen when I did all of that work was to get Nickelodeon and Virgin Media to stop allowing anyone to see Haunted Hathaways, in any way, on every kind of service/media that they offer to people. And I wanted them both to do internal reviews of all their content, to make sure that they weren’t, like, deliberately (or unknowingly in the case of Virgin Media, maybe) harming the rights, interests, and dignity of girls and women as part of a conspiracy to advance the rights and interests of “ultra rich” male corporate shareholders in America. (I put “ultra rich” in speech marks because I’m sure they’re not as ultra rich as they used to be, LOL!!!! Assholes!!!!) Anyway, I’m just saying I achieved my overall aim to a MUCH LARGER EXTENT than I expected was going to happen… primarily because, I like didn’t even know that the E! TV channel was so full of the same type of fake Freemason anti-feminist brainwashing. I only started viewing it after I complained about the Haunted Hathaways thing, LOL.

I’m totally ready to continue with my mission to stop Haunted Hathaways being seen by kids ever again, and to stop Nickelodeon from harming the rights, interests, and dignity of girls and women! And I’m gonna keep going with it as soon as I can. I did pretty good already though. So I’m just reporting that for all my fans. 🙂 I know there are plenty of people out there who support me, Reign The Superheroine (or Reign The Cynthia Burman as I’ve been calling myself more recently, as a joke). I’m still Reign, and I’m still a superheroine!!!! You might all get nuclear bombed at some point — or suffer some other kind of horrible fates — but at least all my fans out there know that I’m still basically good, and doing my best regardless of how I feel and everything that’s happened. Is anyone even still alive out there? I have to say I’ve been wondering about that. Anyway, anyone can comment on my blog. I set it so you don’t even have to register with Vivaldi to comment. You don’t even have to enter a username, LOL. You can just write a comment and click to post it, with no other information necessary at all.

(Vivaldi is really cool in allowing us to make it as easy and anonymous as we want to make it for our commenters, or as moderated and protected as we want it to be for ourselves.)

I’ve known for a really long time that I don’t even have to interact with people to change the world in a big way, with very finely tuned and accurate outcomes based on what I intended to make happen in the world with my mind’s focuses. I’m just saying. I literally create the world with my mind, so it’s always gonna be like that. I know I have my issues and I’m a little girl and everything, but I have serious power and I’m using it. USING IT FOR GOOD, YOU KNOW!?!!!?! REIGN THE CYNTHIA BURMAN, BITCHES!!!! (Saying “bitches” is part of my culture as an annoying and wealthy school girl from Los Angeles someplace, so I hope people are gonna be OK with me saying it and everything.)

I hope some people still like me, but I can’t help being me. I literally can’t help being me… and saying what I’m saying… and doing what I’m doing. And if I can help it, I don’t want to. Y’know? I like who I am. It’s not like anyone I care about has asked me to be someone different — but I still wonder if people stopped liking me because of the way I talk and act, now. I don’t know if anyone really liked me to begin with, though. Everyone likes a girl who’s “nice”, don’t they? But that’s not the same thing as really liking someone. If you like someone for being “nice”, you basically only like them for being compliant, passive, submissive; for making you feel good, even if it doesn’t make her feel good doing it. I don’t wanna be like that anymore. I wanna feel good myself. And what’s wrong with that? Countries go to war if things get too much not-to-their-liking, so I don’t see why a person can’t do the same thing. And it’s not like I’m doing anything illegal. 🙂 All I’m saying people, is don’t blame me for doing whatever I have to do to make sure I’m gonna be OK with the mafia being such nasty people and all. I don’t have to give in to the mafia or anyone else if they’re bullies, so I’m not gonna — and I hope some of you respect me for it, even if it means I’m not very “nice” anymore and really bad stuff happens in the world you’re all in. Getting E! taken off TV in Britain was pretty good, wasn’t it?

So like anyway. I’m gonna finish this blog post with the first paragraph I wrote, shadebefore evening — before I decided to begin the post totally differently. (I felt it didn’t read right, considering how important the E! thing is, so I chose to lead it with that instead.)

I just got myself some really great takeout from one of my local takeout pizza places. I got a triple-cheese vegetarian burger (the burger bun is out of this world), and a side of fries. The fries from this place are really, really nice. It’s simple food, but it’s all so good to eat that I wanted to write about it! I never knew that one of those mixed vegetable patties can taste so hamburger-like until I asked for three slices of cheese on it. It totally has the whole cheeseburger taste somehow — even though it’s like, not even meat at all, and it’s just a bunch of veg mashed together in the shape of a burger and not, like, one of those fancy soy burgers or anything (that are supposed to be just like real meat). I guess it’s because a lot of the cheeseburger taste comes from the taste of a quality burger bun and the cheese. Here I am talking again about how you’ve gotta add cheese to food to make it better, but I guess people say that sort of thing for a reason, huh?! 🙂 So take it from me: if you’re going to have one of those really basic vegetarian burgers from a fast food joint, ask for THREE slices of cheese in there (at least!), and you won’t regret it vegetarians!!!!


I’m a feminist and I’m against all immigration. Am I wrong?

So like, I’m a feminist and I’m against all immigration to the country I reside at (which is Britain). Am I wrong?

The reason I’m asking if I’m wrong is because I’m like genuinely unsure if my new political position is what’s best for my interests as a girl… and I’m like, inviting you to comment: to share your opinions with me about this. Try to change my mind, or maybe even agree with me?! 🙂

Before I explain my reasons for my new political position, I wanna say a few important things first. I noticed that there are a lot of people from all around the world who write blogs at Vivaldi Community. I think this is really cool, and I’m glad you’re all here, because it means we can share ideas with each other and learn more in the process. I don’t want you to think I’m a racist because I’m not! 🙂 Also, I wanna say that I’m not associated with the Vivaldi company at all. LOL!

I viewed the videos of Jon von Tetzchner being interviewed at Web Summit 2023, and he said that the original purpose of the internet was the exchange of information — and that he wants to get as many people online as possible with equal access to information and services. He didn’t say anything like what I’m saying here, obviously. LOL again! 🙂 But I hope it’s gonna be OK for me to say what I’m saying now (since internet censorship, and outside pressure to censor, is still something we all need to be concerned about, sadly). I like, especially hope it’s gonna be OK for me to say all this, since the reason I’m saying it has to do with my interest in equality — to do with equal rights for us girls and women in this case — and to do with my interest in free, uncensored exchange of ideas, to help us all make up our minds about what to believe.

OK. So like I hear you asking, why am I against all immigration to Britain? And like, what does that have to do with feminism?

So here’s the answer: I recognized, nowshade, that there are pretty much no countries in the whole world that have better rights and respect for us girls and women than Britain (except Iceland, Sweden, and maybe the other Scandinavian countries that I haven’t heard so much about). This means pretty much all immigration to Britain from other countries is only gonna be bringing in people from comparatively backwards cultures, in terms of how progressively feminist they are, who probably believe in us girls and women having less rights and respect in society. And I figure that most people from countries that are as good as Britain aren’t going to want to emigrate here, since they’re likely to be happy enough where they are already!

My recent experiences — like when I discovered the CIA agenda to brainwash multiple generations of children to grow up with internalised anti-feminist ideas about what it means to be girls and boys, to try to roll back feminism on behalf of “elite” mens’ groups in the USA and other Western countries — these recent experiences have taught me that us girls and women have to start focusing on the rights of our girls and women group EXCLUSIVELY, above all other people’s rights and TO THE EXCLUSION of us devoting time and energy to fighting for the rights of any and all other groups!

There are people out there with a lot of money, resources, and socio-political influence, who are actively working to roll back many of the rights that we girls and women won for ourselves at great cost to us and our group. And quite simply, we can’t afford to be fighting for anyone else’s rights when there hasn’t even been a woman President of the United States of America yet (the so-called “leader of the free world”). This is not a joke people!!!! It’s like feminism as a political force — and as an interest group — has gotten too strong for the rich men’s groups that try to hide in the shadows of Western society, and now they’re like, trying to completely reverse all the gains that feminism has won for us. I’m not talking about Freemasons or whatever, remember! I’m talking about “elite” corporate shareholders, and the CIA that works for them!

Maybe these rich men’s groups used to feel that feminism was actually helpful to their agenda before… like since getting more women into the workplace wasn’t exactly unhelpful to promoting consumerism, to keep their consistent exponential growth of the economy Ponzi scheme going for as long as possible (to try to siphon away all the wealth from the public, through inflation and all of that). Also — I guess they probably found women’s rights movements to be useful in keeping the general population divided and fighting amongst itself, instead of uniting as a single interest group against the rich men’s groups.

In the last decade or so, though, Harvey Weinstein went to jail, Jeffrey Epstein died in prison awaiting trial, and everyone knows all about Epstein’s list of important contacts who probably all partook in the rape of trafficked young girls. Everyone knows all about Robert H Richards III, too! Feminists, and all people interested in protecting the rights of us girls and women to decide who has sex with us (or if we wanna have sex at all!), have been getting closer and closer to taking away the ability of these rich men’s groups to use and abuse some of us in secret… because we’ve been exposing what they’ve been doing to us!!!! And that means other people have been like calling for it to stop!!!! Obviously the rich men’s groups don’t like that very much. They want things to continue on as before. They’re only interested in feminism — and our rights — when it serves their interests… and when feminism starts working against their interest in having unrestricted access to the “best females'” vaginas, suddenly the rich men’s groups and the CIA are against feminism. What a surprise, huh!!!?

It’s not a surprise to me anymore 🙁 but I suppose it might still come as a surprise to some of you.

So! I decided that because of the situation in the world, with the CIA actively trying to roll back feminism on behalf of rich men’s groups in The West, I have to put the interests of my own girls’ and women’s group first. Like, put girls’ and women’s interests first in every way… even if that means prioritizing what’s best for our rights as girls and women ahead of what’s best for the struggle of all of us together, regardless of gender, against “inequality” in a general sense. Because I don’t see many people caring about the things that I’ve been saying matter to me as a girl. I guess I don’t have that much faith in other interest groups standing up for my rights reciprocally, if I invest time and energy in standing up for their rights.

I’m not sure that I believe in “feminist allies theory” anymore. 🙁 <— non-sarcastic and very deeply felt sad emoticon.

I’m not sure that I believe in “multiculturalism = feminism theory” anymore either.

So like just to make this totally clear, I’m not sure that I believe in those two staples of popular modern feminist thought anymore because I feel like both of those things are urging me to invest time and energy in fighting for the rights of other interest groups who aren’t gonna invest the same amount of time and energy in fighting for my rights. And to be honest, I don’t believe anymore that they’re gonna invest ANY time and energy in fighting for my rights. I feel like any time and energy that I invest in their rights results in a net negative improvement in my own rights (as part of the girls and women group), because I helped improve their rights and my own rights stayed the same. They didn’t help me at all in return, I now believe. 🙁 So yeah. That’s basically why I’ve turned against supporting immigration and multiculturalism, to the extent that I’m now against all immigration to Britain… and I’m basically sort of against multiculturalism too, which I’m gonna explain more about below so people don’t think that I’ve turned racist. It sucks butt. I don’t wanna feel this way — but I have to put my own interests first when I know they’re under attack from “elites”, and if other interest groups don’t care about my rights even when I’m helping them.

So to like reiterate what I said already: when it comes to immigration, because I guess that only Iceland and Sweden/Scandinavia have better rights and respect for girls and women than Britain does, ANY immigration at all is only gonna be bringing in people from outside Britain who probably believe in us girls and women having less rights and respect in society. I also guess that the amount of immigration to Britain from Iceland and Sweden/Scandinavia is negligible, compared to the amount of immigration coming from nations and cultures that are always gonna have worse rights and respect for girls and women than Britain does. So pretty much all immigration to Britain is basically harmful to the rights of us girls and women, here. So I’m against all immigration to Britain.

I want there to be no immigration to Britain AT ALL — until girls’ and women’s rights and respect in other countries are as good as they are in Britain. Maybe that sounds unrealistic, but it’s what’s best for my rights and respect as a girl… so like that’s what I’m calling for!

It occurred to me that it’s in my interest as a girl to call for the emigration of British people to other countries though. So I’m in favour of that! LOL. Kind of funny, huh? I have a real example of how this works in my interest though. I’m a fan of women’s pro wrestling in WWE and AEW (I view WWE and AEW only for the women’s matches, because of my PTSD to do with aggressive men… but I used to like viewing all pro wresting matches and storylines, not only the women’s divisions.) A few years ago, WWE started doing an annual pay-per-view show in Saudi Arabia called “Crown Jewel”. So like, when Crown Jewel started, Saudi religious-oppression-of-women rules meant that the female WWE wrestlers had to wrestle in baggy pants and baggy long sleeve tops, that completely hid the shapes of the women’s legs and breasts in all of this excess clothing material. It was ridiculous… especially since the male wrestlers were coming out practically naked, the same as they do in the USA!!!!

I used to think that supporting WWE Crown Jewel was against feminism (because the Crown Jewel pay-per-view is shown all around the socially liberal world, including in the USA, Britain, and Western Europe — so it feels like being forced to accept the backwards and oppressive rules that the Saudis have enforced on women and girls in their nasty country, if you view the show in a Western country). I was like, WTF WWE???? Why have you even agreed to do this show in Saudi Arabia if it means forcing your female wrestlers and your female fans in the West to accept the oppressively sexist rules of the Saudis towards us girls and women???? I was like, doesn’t WWE give a shit about the rights of us girls and women as long as it’s making dirty sexist Saudi money? And I still feel that way about Crown Jewel and WWE’s decision to start doing that specific annual show in the first place.

BUT — I noticed when fast-forwarding through the televised highlights of this year’s Crown Jewel show, that the female wrestlers of WWE now wrestle in skintight body suits when they go to Saudi Arabia. And these skintight body suits very much DO show the shapes of their legs and breasts… even though the only actual bare skin made visible by these outfits is at the hands and face/neck of the wrestlers. So that’s a huge improvement in the attitudes of the Saudis towards women, probably directly resulting from WWE’s decision to put on an annual wrestling event in Saudi Arabia. I still feel that the show ought not to be shown here in The West at all — but noticing the huge improvement in a handful of years made me recognize that socially liberal Westerners traveling to less socially liberal parts of the world can force an improvement in our rights as girls and women, in those parts of the world that still treat us as second class citizens with few rights. So that’s why I’m in favor of Western emigration to less feminist countries, LOL! It sounds kinda dumb saying it out loud, but it’s actually true that it’s in our interests as girls and women to support it. So it’s actually not dumb at all. We ought to support activist groups that voluntarily travel to less feminist countries, specifically to improve the rights of girls and women around the world. Like non-Christian feminist missionaries, I suppose.

I wrote to a group like that (Plan International) seeking help with the “Haunted Hathaways promoting sexist abuse of girls” issue! I also wrote a letter to Ms Magazine. And I wrote to the largest domestic violence support organisation in Britain, Women’s Aid. If anyone here feels like helping me with this issue, then like, please do!!!! What I’m trying to achieve is for someone to ask Nickelodeon to comment on why it continued showing the “Haunted Cookie Jar” episode for ten years, when a little boy angrily shouts “NOW WOMAN!!!!” in a horribly aggressive and sexist way at a little girl (who doesn’t challenge this, and actually runs away in fear to carry out his command to do something). And why Nickelodeon continued to show “Haunted Camping”, in which the same little boy says “woman!” in a similarly sexist way to an older teen girl (who also doesn’t challenge his abusively sexist behavior). If I can get someone to at least contact Nickelodeon or the TV providers that show Nickelodeon for comment, then I can say to my TV provider Virgin Media that this happened because of me — so they ought to take me seriously, and listen to me when I demand they stop showing this sexist kids’ show that’s trying to brainwash kids to turn against feminism in the future. Getting Virgin Media to stop showing Haunted Hathaways, or cancel all Nickelodeon programming because of Nickelodeon sexism, is better than nothing!!!! What I really want is for Nickelodeon itself to carry out an internal review of its programming to remove all of this anti-feminist brainwashing, though!

I’m fighting on every level for my interests. And I’m not going to stop.

It’s worth pointing out that the Nickelodeon Kids’ Choice Awards take place in Abu Dhabi this year. So that means Nickelodeon is acting as a net force for good over there (like, with respect to the rights of us girls and women — since it’s good for us to have more rights, you know!?) when Nickelodeon acts as a non-Christian missionary to Abu Dhabi, speaking overwhelmingly with its programming in favour of feminism to the Abu Dhabi audience — that I guess must be consuming Nickelodeon content like The Thundermans and Danger Force, featuring female superheroic characters that are strong and confident leaders of society. I haven’t forgotten Super President Kickbutt, LOL! 🙂

So like about The Marvels again, which I enjoyed sooo much at the movie theater recently: I loved the Ms Marvel character and she’s totally my favourite part of the movie — but like, upon reflection after seeing it, I wondered if I ought to be against the character being featured so prominently in Marvel movies since she’s Pakistani American. This is because I’d also recently seen this feminist documentary on TV that was about a woman traveling on Indian trains to interview Indian women about their experiences as women in modern India. The documentary made India seem like a pretty oppressive place for girls and women to exist in, even now in 2023… although the attitudes of the younger women was much, much better (the young women seemed to be pro-feminism, mostly — with the middle-aged and old women being anti-feminist, or basically defeated/apathetic about their rights as female people). I know that Pakistan is a different country to India since a long time, LOL. Buttt… I figured that since it’s still a similar culture to India, compared to Britain and the USA — and since it’s also a mostly Muslim culture, which I guessed to be worse for us girls and women than Indian culture, then I thought it might seriously be against my interests as a girl to support the Kamala Khan version of the Ms Marvel character in any way. (This isn’t something that I ever thought about before, until I viewed The Marvels, for some reason.)

But after I went to multiple showings of The Marvels, I began to recognize that Ms Marvel’s family in the movie are extremely Americanized in the way that they behave and dress. They’ve retained very few elements of Pakistani culture, as they’re simply Americans living in Jersey City, and Kamala Khan is an American girl. Honestly I don’t care if they’re Pakistani or American, as long as it’s good for the rights and respect of girls and women like me!!!! And supporting the Kamala Khan Ms Marvel of The Marvels movie specifically is not much like supporting anti-feminist Pakistani Muslims in Pakistan, or anti-feminist Pakistani Muslims in America either. She doesn’t even seem to be a Muslim character in this movie. There was no suggestion of her being a practicing Muslim in the movie, and no suggestion of her family being practicing Muslims in the movie either. Are they supposed to be Muslims in the movie version? Is Kamala a Muslim in the movie, even though it’s never mentioned by the script in any way? I know she’s a Muslim in the comics — and I’m against that, because it seems to me that supporting Islamic culture as being equally valid alongside feminist Anglo-American culture is pretty much supporting the oppression of girls and women. If she’s supposed to be Muslim in the movie then I’m against her being Muslim (because I’m not gonna support people who aren’t supporting my rights as a girl… even if they’re not fully practicing Muslims, and only tacitly supporting the oppression of us girls and women by legitimizing it when they self-identify as Muslim, Christian, Jewish, etc).

Honestly I ought to stop self-identifying as partly Jewish like Rachel Weisz’s character does in that lesbian movie, Disobedience. I guess I’m doing that now, saying what I’m saying. I’m not Jewish.

I really, really like the movie version of the Kamala Khan Ms Marvel. I hope she’s not supposed to be Muslim in the movie, so I can keep supporting her. I’m not going to look up the information because I’m happy, and I don’t want to know. As far as I know she’s not Muslim. Anyway, at least I think her costume is OK because it’s basically just a form-fitting standard superheroine costume basically the same as most of the other non-Pakistani superheroines in Western comic book culture have now — except the movie Ms Marvel is a bit like some traditional Pakistani dresses I guess (but it doesn’t look much like the ones I’ve seen). We girls and women don’t always have to show flesh, so I don’t have a problem with the costume. That’s something positive to say after wondering if I need to stop supporting the character completely, LOL! The costume’s basically no different to the Captain Marvel costume from the first Captain Marvel movie, except it has like two layers to it. It’s still very form-fitting though, and not oppressively “chaste” or whatever.

One really nice thing about The Marvels is that Kamala’s mom is pestering her to do her science homework — which is totally like a positive stereotype of a different culture, instead of a negative stereotype. It’s more of a stereotype of Indian Americans, I thought, instead of Pakistani Americans? Like, Indian American parents expecting their kids to become doctors or whatever? Anyway… it’s a good thing in this movie, because Kamala is a girl. Her mom expects her daughter to become a scientist or something, even though their family comes from a mostly Muslim country (and I was under the impression that Muslim cultures are pretty much always oppressive to girls and women, even if they’re not the Islamic State kind of head choppers or the Saudis that I really don’t like!) It’s good for my rights and respect as a girl that Kamala’s mom wants her to be a scientist — or maybe a doctor — because scientists and doctors are respected, “high rank”, well-paid, and culturally influential people in American society!!!! I’m all about my rights as a girl and not anyone else’s rights, these shades! 🙂 Maybe I can be more of a philanthropist again when I have enough rights and respect!!!!

Weirdly, I searched for a neutral “anti-immigration” free licensed picture to use here in Adobe Stock free images search, and the search bar asked me “did you really mean anti-immigration?” I clicked yes, and it returned a single picture which is a “No KKK” picture with one of those red circles with a diagonal red line through it to say “No” to something. WTF? I’m not KKK!!!! LOL! There are legitimate reasons to call for no immigration as a national policy, and it’s not always racist. I just explained a perfectly legitimate reason to call for no immigration in this blog post! We girls and women are 50% of the population, and it’s OK to be concerned about anti-feminist cultures arriving in Britain and America and being promoted as equally valid here, with the multiculturalism political philosophy. I believe in civic nationalism, and I’m not a Nazi. The Nazis were 100% TERRIBLE for the rights of my girls and women group.

Here is the Wikipedia definition of civic nationalism: “Civic nationalism, also known as democratic nationalism and liberal nationalism, is a form of nationalism that adheres to traditional liberal values of freedom, tolerance, equality, individual rights and is not based on ethnocentrism.”

(Generally I don’t lazily post Wikipedia’s heavily CIA-influenced consensus definitions of things, but in this case it’s like really helpful to show people that the CIA hasn’t been able to say civic nationalism is evil or whatever!!!!)

Went to see The Marvels. It’s awesome!!!! (And talk about food!)

So like, what has Goda been doing? After all, I am the Creatress of everything… so someone’s gotta be interested, right? 🙂

Let’s see. So I went to see The Marvels at the movie theater four times so far. At two different theaters actually! If you guessed that I enjoyed it, then you’re right!!!! It’s awesome!!!! I had so much fun viewing it — and there are a ton of scenes in the movie that had me smiling like a deliriously happy person. It’s very good.

Like, I’m not completely happy with the movie for personal reasons, and for some very specific reasons… but I don’t wanna talk about that now. The important thing is that, overall, it’s TOTALLY everything I wish for from popular culture and entertainment. Like, speaking overall it is. A seriously, seriously GOOD and AWESOME and TOTALLY AMAZING movie that it’s hard not to want to shout about from the rooftops how good it is — even if there’s some parts of it that you don’t like or whatever — speaking as a girl, specifically. Movies like The Marvels are everything I’ve been fighting to have, as a normal part of cinema and not as a rare and special thing, you know? It’s great! 🙂 At the moment I feel like it’s the best movie ever. LOL!

(Ms Marvel is my favourite thing about the movie, if anyone’s wondering!)

So yeah!

What else have I been up to? Well, doing my usual thing of creating everything that exists with my mind, since I’m Goda and everything. 🙂 At some point I might want to explain how I created all of the different parts of The Marvels with my mind — and like, what all of the different parts of the movie mean from the primary perspective of my thoughts and feelings — but I don’t wanna do that at the moment either. It’s a lot of work to do that, and I’m very focused on my all-aspects war against the mafia for my emotional safety and dignity. So like, I sooo used to love writing about how I created things like TV shows and movies, though. It was totally my passion to write all those things down on the internet, back when I used to do that at this forum called SAS.

Anyway… hopefully everyone relevant knows that my position is still the same as it was on 24th September 2023. Like, all of it is still the same. Everything I said on that shade, and everything I said leading up to that point on SAS. I thought it might be useful to make this clear.

Like, after everything I said back then — what with it seeming so final and all — I decided to concentrate on writing a more fun and free-spirited blog… because what is the point in saying the same things over and over again when I can do my best to have fun in the situation I find myself in, ya know? 🙂 Especially after I wrote up all of that information and put it at my other blog, and there wasn’t much left to say. Obviously I had other motivations for writing that stuff too — but I can’t keep going over that again and again, or it’s creepy. LOL. 🙂

I guess I’m always the pragmatist though. So that’s why I’m saying my position is still exactly the same, huh?!!!! Because, like, it is.

So like I was saying, what else have I been doing!? 🙂 I had a very good afternoon, nowshade, actually. Obviously the variety of meals I cook for myself at my home is kinda limited now… because of my all-aspects war requirement for all of my meal ingredients being locally-grown and locally-made products of small local independent businesses, paid for in person with cash at the small local independent shops. But nowshade I had some fun experimenting with adding small cubes of mature cheddar cheese to my 50/50 English-grown quinoa and English-grown lentils mix, then warming it all up together in a pan after the quinoa/lentils mix was already cooked — so that the little cheddar cubes partially melted (but not fully dissolved into liquid) to make a gorgeously delicious cheesy substitute for rice. I then ate the cheesy quinoa/lentils mix alongside English-grown broad beans that I’d warmed in a small local independent British company Indian jalfrezi curry sauce. I had some hot lime pickle with it on the plate too. With a cup of English-grown black tea with milk. (The milk was delivered to my door by a small local independent dairy, partially in reusuable glass bottles with recyclable foil tops!!!!)

So you see, people — Reign The Superheroine lives on!!!! I mean, she simply keeps existing on. Because she’s me, and I’m still doing all of this ****. LOL. I’M HERE TO HELP! >:)

“I never wanted you to see that side of me!” 🙂 That’s a line from The Marvels, haha! I guess I’m trying to like, let people know that I’m still the same Victoria, even though I’m being more honest with you all about who I am or whatever. It’s like still me who wrote all of that stuff before. I was just pretending to be British. I’m trying to stop being British. Especially trying to stop being dumb British… like a dumb Jane Austen character. Just don’t laugh at me for drinking so much tea and constantly talking about drinking tea grown in England and all of that. Because it’s not funny. Also, I like tea!

Anyway, the curry I made for my lunch was really nice. I’ve totally started liking jalfrezi — which I used to think was too hot. But I like it now! Oh… also, I know that you can totally get English-grown rice these shades — however, I’ve been using my English-grown quinoa and lentils mix instead of rice for my curries because it’s so easy for me to get these long-lasting dried foods from my local shops. It’s definitely better with some cheese, or some seasoning, though!

Speaking of cheese, I’ve been using my locally-made cheddar in larger-cut cubes in curry sauce like paneer, too!!!! You can melt mature cheddar as much or as little as you want in curries, and it works well for all sorts of different things (and tastes great). That’s something I discovered! It’s so simple but I never thought of doing it until recently.

What else is there to say? I got myself a pair of sweet berets. Very cute looking (especially on me, since I’m so hot and sexy, etc). I got one pink beret, and one black beret. It was too hard to get only the pink one because of my I AM REIGN obsession… WHICH IS TRUE. I am Reign. I’m glad I got the black one too though, because it looks nice as well. I also got a smaller black hat; like a bucket hat style sun hat, like for going to the beach or something (except I have it for walking around on the streets). I still have my big black hat though. BUT… I got one of my fresh unused ones out of my attic, so it doesn’t look all beat up anymore!!!! 🙂 I am totally doing flat shoes now too. And I feel so short. Because I am short.

I’m like so much happier now that I’m dressing in clothes that are actually my size. So much happier. I feel really good in skirts with pantyhose too. Thin leggings at the moment because it’s December — but leggings that actually fit me, instead of looking like two black leg-shaped accordions. :-/ Oh… and I got two very cute little cropped jackets for the Winter that I look great in!!!! I look so good in them with my beret, skirt, pantyhose and flats. I seriously do.

I wish I was able to find some nice black dresses, minidresses, skater style or even gothy style, like I used to have. But they don’t have anything like this at the shops in my size! 🙁 Like, nothing! Nothing at all. I’m sure I can find something eventually. 🙂

So that’s my blog post for now, people!!!! Like, YEEAAAHHH!!!! You know? Totally!!!! 🙂 Let’s do this! Like, whatever it is that we’re doing, you know? I’m ready for it. I’m ready for anything. (This is what my vibe is right now! Not on drugs though. LOL!)


The CIA puts anti-feminist brainwashing in Nickelodeon TV shows for kids.

Was the CIA putting in-plain-sight “subliminal” messages into Nickelodeon TV shows, in the early 2010s, to try to roll back feminism’s gains by brainwashing kids into accepting casual sexism again? I say, Yes it was — and I am going to prove this to you. Is it still doing it? You decide! So read on to learn all about this disgraceful and very harmful phenomenon in American popular culture.

So like, I was viewing The Haunted Hathaways on Nickelodeon recently… it was this episode, “Haunted Cookie Jar”… and the older boy, Miles, who normally seems really sweet and gentle, out of nowhere gets angry at the youngest girl Frankie — saying to her, angrily, “NOW WOMAN!!!” (like, as in, move your butt over there immediately you inferior subhuman member of a slave caste). The Frankie character then runs away to the place Miles pointed at, seemingly in fear of him… and also seemingly because she was ordered to do it, and she sorta “unquestioningly obeyed the man when he raised his voice”, for some reason!!!?

I was like, What. The. Fuck. Seriously. What the fuck? For some reason the little boy was written to order the girl around like a white man ordering a black “boy” around in pre-civil war America or whatever — and Nickelodeon corporate OKed this scene to go into the final version of the episode, in 2013. I was incensed. So angry about this! Actually kinda in shock for a while, trying to understand why something like this can have happened in 2013 when I thought that things had improved so much for us girls and women at that point in time, that something like this was never in a million years going to happen on a mainstream kids’ TV show in America. So I paused the episode for a long time, then eventually decided to not view the end of it in protest.

Update: I took the steps of personally contacting my cable TV provider, Virgin Media, on the phone and with a text reply to the automated “How did our customer service assistant do? Rate their helpfulness, and reply with any comments you have” thing. Using both methods, I like explained at length — referring only to the essential information though — why The Haunted Hathaways needs to be withdrawn from being aired by Virgin Media immediately. I explained which two episodes it is that contain the unacceptably sexist stuff… and I DEMANDED that Virgin Media’s head office, board of directors or whatever, hears about this important issue immediately! I also DEMANDED that Virgin Media does actually stop showing The Haunted Hathaways effective immediately, and also like strongly chose to demand that Virgin Media apologises publicly to all girls and women for missing this disgusting blatant sexist bigotry on one of its TV shows — and I demanded too that Virgin Media actually goes as far as suspending all of Virgin Media’s Nickelodeon programming effective immediately pending a review by both Virgin Media and Nickelodeon of Nickelodeon’s own current output (to make sure that it doesn’t contain any other unacceptable sexist bigotry that “they somehow didn’t notice”, and like… to make sure that this never happens again!!!!) I also said that Virgin Media has to contact me personally by phone, letter, or email, to reassure me that all of these things are definitely going to happen — or I’m gonna contact the feminist press for comment, with an eye to setting feminist attack dogs against both Virgin Media and Nickelodeon, basically. No offence to the feminist press and fellow feminist activists, who I love and appreciate a ton. I’m sure you understand that you gotta scare corporate types with the feminist activist boogeywoman, and the “attack dogs” characterization is only mentioned here to help people understand the sort of things I said using different words, in an extended conversation with Virgin Media. 🙂 I suggest that everyone concerned by the issues that I’m bringing to your attention here does the same sort of thing as me! Also, I was careful to put in my text reply to the automated survey, the phrase “Virgin Media’s Nickelodeon programming”, to suggest the idea of brand confusion (i.e. that people are gonna think Virgin Media is directly responsible for the unacceptable sexism, and maybe Virgin Media is making the TV shows itself). 🙂 I once had a letter printed by The Guardian, back when I thought Freemasonry might actually be very important (it was during the Westminster Freemasonry lodge story, around 2016 I think: I strongly criticized Freemasonry in the letter). I know my letter was in a printed paper edition of The Observer or The Guardian. They never printed my “nom de plume”, The Goddess Athena, LOL! I wanted to mention this when I contacted Virgin Media, but I forgot! LOL! I thought that might have really gotten them to listen though, if I’d said that. I think I said more than enough though!!!! I was gonna simply say that The Guardian once printed a letter of mine, and that’s all I was gonna say. I deliberately chose not to mention Freemasonry to Virgin Media because I felt it wasn’t the essential information and I needed to be concise — avoid prejudices against “conspiracy theorists” that might stop people listening to me quickly, etc — but I’m not sure if other people ought to do the same as me there. It’s obviously your choice how much you say about the CIA fake Freemasonry brainwashing aspect of this, if you wanna do your bit to help. I think some people ought to mention it, to try to gradually get “authorities” to take this sort of thing seriously instead of automatically switch off and stop listening when anyone discusses this real and serious stuff.

Eventually, I also decided to not view anymore of whole The Haunted Hathaways show, in protest… even though I like the Taylor character and the mom character a lot!!!! Seriously, I was enjoying viewing this series and I had lots more episodes left to view — but I feel very strongly that us girls have to take some kind of action when we find ourselves getting treated like this. I.e. if it’s like you’re enjoying something but you know you have to eat shit to enjoy it, because there’s something sexist and nasty going on underneath, then don’t just accept it! Loudly point out the sexism. Loudly demand that it stops. And actually refuse to participate in non-essential things that are sexist… and like, loudly explain why you’re not participating anymore!!!! Because that’s what changes things, and you’re gonna be happier in the long run when the world gets better. Viewing more episodes of The Haunted Hathaways wasn’t gonna make me THAT happy in the long run. But I liked this show. 🙁

The series was helping me a lot with my PTSD issues (me being triggered by men on TV and in movies… all men and boys, basically… resulting in me wanting to reject all TV shows and movies that have lots of men and boys in them). Obviously that’s been making things pretty difficult for me viewing TV and movies, but I just felt like I didn’t want anything to do with men and boys in my entertainment media… when I’m not, like, doing my shopping or whatever and I have to interact with them. I started viewing a lot of kids’ TV shows and animes from Japan. Anyway — this was making things unnecessarily difficult for me and I wanted to change it… so for a long time now I’ve been doing self-directed exposure therapy to entertainment media that’s more about men and boys than I used to feel able to cope with. Viewing The Haunted Hathaways was supposed to be part of that, and it was helping me a lot until this seemingly sweet kid (Miles) treats a girl like she’s his slave housewife from a previous century. I actually sort of liked the Miles character too, because I have PTSD that comes from my experiences with men, and I found the character unthreatening and pretty likeable (similar to the dad character, who I also find unthreatening and sort of likeable). So I know this might seem ridiculous, but at first I found the Louie character a little challenging because the child actor looks like he’s gonna grow up into a scary big man and he does a lot of aggressive posturing, LOL! That’s because of my PTSD though. The more I viewed the programme, the more I found him to be OK and a nice-seeming kid character who isn’t doing anything to hurt anyone, and gets along with the little girl Frankie as equals. So yeah.

Like the only reason I was able to think of that made any sense, for why this scene exists, is the CIA (or some other network of private agents, not Freemasons LOL) trying to brainwash a couple of generations of kids into accepting casual sexism again!!! Because it’s not only this whole Haunted Hathaways show that’s a problem (the Miles character says “woman” the same way again to Taylor, a girl much older than Frankie, FFS!)… iCarly is also totally 100% terrible for feminism, for a ton of reasons. And the iCarly show was being made at the same time The Haunted Hathaways was being made, in the early 2010s. One of the gross running themes of iCarly is the Freddie character “being in love” with Carly for a long time, even though she keeps rejecting him over and over. But eventually the character is rewarded by getting “dates” and/or kisses with Carly (AND WITH SAM!!!! A character who explicitly hates Freddie so much that she’s constantly beating him up throughout the series… like, to a ridiculous extent. She beats him up SO MUCH that it seems like a pretty clear cut attempt from the CIA or whoever to light a fire underneath a generation of American boys, to make them feel as if “boys don’t matter anymore” and “the world is unfair to boys now, and it’s girls who get unfair special treatment from society now”… even though that’s soooo wrong in a million ways, especially as iCarly was being produced long before even the Harvey Weinstein sexual assaults story broke in the media, nevermind the Epstein sex trafficking of minor girls as sex slaves to the rich and powerful basically. Anyway — I refused to view any of the episodes that are about Freddie getting together with Carly and/or Sam, after both of them VERY CLEARLY rejected him as a suitor AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN on the show… because I felt it was so wrong for boys to be sent that message: that if they sexually harrass girls often enough, eventually the girls are gonna give in and “date” them or kiss them, or whatever. (In the case of Freddie and Sam getting together, the very bad and wrong idea that “girls pretend to hate boys they actually have secret crushes on” is used as the reason why Sam relents and actually gets with him, completely out of character!!!!)

Both iCarly and The Haunted Hathaways have seriously lame “Freemason” symbols on their shows — put there, I guess, by the CIA (or whoever) to try to convince the public that Freemasons, like, run everything. To misdirect people away from simple corporate shareholders with a lot of shares in the biggest companies, and inbred trust fund people that inherited a lot of money and use it to fund creepy secret networks of agents to advance their interests… which might be as disappointingly simple as being able to keep fucking “the best whores”, including child sex slaves (not whores) for those of them that like them young. For some reason I feel like these people’s interests are like totally against my interests LOL. So I’ve been exposing them on the internet since 2016.

Anyway people… iCarly has this dumb “G” symbol burger restaurant or something, and The Haunted Hathaways has a pie shop with a black and white checkerboard floor. The “G” thing and the checkerboard are both symbols important in Freemasonry, but I guess a lot of you might know that already. A lot of people — like me — read all about Freemasonry in their obsessive conspiracy researcher phases… so the CIA (or whoever) totally play on people’s knowledge of dumb Freemason conspiracy stuff to try to make it seem like Freemasons are in control of everything, putting their symbols everywhere (including on Supreme Court buildings and seriously retarded stuff like that… not just iCarly, LOL!!!!) They’ve been trying to convince everyone that Freemasons (or the “Vatican secret societies”, LOL) run everything behind the scenes, and they’ve been trying to convince everyone of this dumb idea since they pretended that Freemasons took over the whole Italian government in that “Propaganda Due” psyop that was supposed to seem “too big and too reported on in the media to be a totally dumb CIA lie”. Basically, the corporate shareholders and inbred trust fund people have “think tanks” and computers that are always coming up with projected models of the future and stuff. They’ve known since the US military was developing that Arpanet thing or whatever (the thing that later became the early internet in the USA), that the internet becoming widely available for the whole public to use in the 1990s was gonna result in investigative journalists and conspiracy researchers figuring out exactly which corporate shareholders and inbred trust fund people actually “ran things behind the scenes”. So the HUGE Propaganda Due psyop (i.e. HUGE orchestrated CIA lie) and all of this retarded literature about Freemasonry, Vatican secret societies, lizard people, and a trillion other narratives like that got produced by the CIA to confuse the public and misdirect them away from the “real people behind the scenes”. The Propaganda Due thing was so huge and intricately orchestrated, involving a whole country like Italy that was already a total mess anyway (always changing governments constantly with no stability or trust in government to actually lose by doing this)… this retarded CIA gigantic lie was carried out by them, to like well and truly convince the journalists and public that the “Freemasons and Vatican mafia secretly controlling everything” thing had to be at least partly true. It’s soooo dumb. So. Dumb.

So that’s why iCarly and The Haunted Hathaways have “G” symbols and black and white checkerboard floors in them, so prominently. To intimidate the people, basically. To try to convince us that there’s no point in fighting against the corporate shareholders and inbred trust fund people, by making it seem like it’s not even them doing this dumb stuff and it’s actually a super-secret Freemasonry organisation that “got exposed in Italy and South America once, but is obviously in control behind the scenes everywhere else and never got exposed in all those places because it’s THAT SCARY AND POWERFUL” (LOL, when that’s not true at all, and Propaganda Due actually completely failed to take over Italy even in the dumb CIA gigantic orchestrated lie, proving the Freemasons and the Vatican are a total failure at controlling things… not that they control everything everywhere else, in secret!!!! Like, WTF!!!!? Why does Propaganda Due FAILING, and being like ARRESTED AND JAILED, mean that Freemasons are powerful and effective? Just because Gelli got released from jail, and before that was able to escape at one point, after like running away from Italy like a total loser because his organisation failed and he was hunted by law enforcement? LOL?!

I wonder why rich men’s groups felt the need to place all of these nasty anti-feminist themes into kids’ TV shows like The Haunted Hathaways and iCarly, targeting impressionable little kids that look to characters on shows like this for guidance on how to be girls and how to be boys! Targeting the generations of little kids that are gonna grow up to be the feminist or anti-feminist adults of the future, with their constant repeats of these same TV shows on the Nickelodeon channel which is shown all across the USA and in Britain! Were the secretive corporate shareholders pulling the strings of the CIA like worried that feminism was gonna cancel their “right” to have sex with underage sex slaves, and like mess with the quality and quantity of their whores in their whorehouses in every city they fly to? Were they like worried that maybe not enough women were gonna want to be their whores anymore, if feminism kept getting stronger and stronger, out of their “control”? Were they maybe worried that their child sex slave trafficking operations might get legitimately busted and shut down for good? People like the inbred trust fund guy Robert H Richards III, fucking his little baby relative and getting away with it, thanks to a Biden man? Because this is like the sort of stupid self-destructive scum that pull the strings of the CIA and other groups. People with too much money, no morals at all, and obsessed with protecting their “interests” using networks of compromised individuals (which includes protecting their whorehouses in every major city, and protecting their supply of good quality whores). Basically a kind of super-mafia behind the biggest private companies of the Western World.

What I want to know is WHY IS THE HAUNTED HATHAWAYS EVEN STILL BEING SHOWN ON TV IN 2023, POST WEINSTEIN BEING JAILED AND EVERYTHING THAT FEMINISM HAS ACHIEVED FOR US GIRLS AND WOMEN???? Like, why is this show been repeated every year on Nickelodeon since 2014 or whenever it started, even though the little boy character Miles refers to two different girls as “woman” in a clearly sexist and minimising way?!?!! One of the girls Miles calls “woman” like this is actually older than him, FFS!!!! Why the fuck is this show still on TV? Not even the offending episodes have been pulled. WHY???? This is not OK. Like I said — there is no way that either of the two girl characters can get away with calling him “boy” like from a previous racist century, so how does he get away with calling them “woman”? Does anyone think that the offending episodes are still gonna be on TV in 2023 if it was the other way around, and they called him “boy” in a clearly racially motivated way? Surely the whole series is gonna have been pulled from TV forever if that happened. WTF????

When are we (girls and women) gonna stop silently viewing ourselves as basically inferior as a starting position, and so naturally accepting of less improvement as a NON-MINORITY GROUP than minority groups do in nations in which they’re not the majority?!!!! When are we gonna demand the same amount of change happens for our girls and women group that the black people group (that includes girls and women) rightfully demands happens for them, as quickly as black people demand that it changes? WHEN ARE WE GOING TO DEMAND THAT OUR RIGHTS MATTER TOO? Like, when are we gonna demand the amount of improvement that a MAN demands “as a human with rights”, instead of the amount of improvement that we demand “for a girl”, or “for a woman”?! You know?!!!! When are we not gonna accept being like the harem princesses of whatever male group we’re attached to in society, accepting as many rights as “our” male group allows us to have (in recognition of the status of “our” male group compared to other male groups, and not because of OUR STATUS and OUR RIGHTS as GIRLS AND WOMEN!!!!?) This is a pretty shitty way of thinking about it that’s obviously not completely or even very much true at all — but it is partly true, I think, and that’s our fault for accepting less because of thinking we’re inferior to start with. We’re “just girls”. “Just women”. And even if we ARE inferior in some ways, like being smaller and stuff in overall statistical ways specifically… that DOESN’T MEAN WE OUGHT TO ACCEPT LESS RIGHTS COMPARED TO OTHER INTEREST GROUPS!!!! THE POINT OF CIVILISATION AND THE RIGHTS OF LESS ADVANTAGED PEOPLE IS THAT WE GET THE SAME RIGHTS. So we have to demand the same rights. We have to demand as much as everyone else gets even though we’re smaller, because we have civilisation and they’re not gonna kill us all or rape us all for demanding the same as what they get. Look at what happened in Iceland in their 1970s feminism movement, when all the women in the country refused to go to work, cook, or do any childcare for a whole shade (my word for day). The women and girls of Iceland got more rights. They got the first democratically elected female president in the world. Iceland has pretty much exactly 50/50 female and male lawmakers in their parliament!!!! The same amount of female members of parliament as male members of parliament!!!! Sweden — another extremely (notoriously to some people?) feminist country — has almost 50/50 female and male lawmakers too… and THAT’S WHAT DEMANDING MORE DOES FOR YOU!!!! That’s what saying “give us the EXACT SAME RIGHTS… not something almost as good, or just something better than before”… that’s what demanding MORE gets us!!!! More, not less, you know? If we don’t put ourselves first then no one else is gonna do that, ever.

So like, speaking to female readers of my blog, please do at least one thing like I did when I refused to view the rest of The Haunted Hathaways (even though I enjoyed it) because it’s too sexist to justifiably continue supporting without being a gender traitor, basically. And please do what I did, which is loudly and clearly explain why I did this: to get us girls and women the exact same rights as boys and men. To make sure I’m not pathetically accepting less from male people just because I’m smaller than they are, knowing that the world is only gonna change if I don’t eat shit when eating shit is all that’s on offer at that moment.

There were other issues with The Haunted Hathaways that I knew about, and maybe I ought to have rejected the show sooner. Brec Bassinger (who plays Stargirl) plays a minor role on the show, and her character Emma is a huge insult to all girls and women. I mean, especially insulting to girls like me actually, because she plays a “dumb blonde” stereotype that isn’t even funny. Seriously, none of her lines are funny because, like, they’re not supposed to be. Like, having viewed the other episodes with Miles talking to girls in a sexist way, I’m sure that the Emma character was written that way by the CIA (or whoever) SPECIFICALLY TO SEE HOW MUCH THEY COULD GET AWAY WITH, IN PLAIN SIGHT, TRYING TO BRAINWASH A COUPLE OF GENERATIONS OF KIDS TO TRY TO ROLL BACK FEMINISM’S GAINS ON BEHALF OF ELITE MEN’S GROUPS. I found the character hurtful and upsetting, and I knew that it wasn’t even funny at all… so I was like, “eating shit”, accepting girls like me being insulted… because it was only girls like me being insulted, and not all girls and women being insulted. It was wrong of me to accept the show up to that point when it was blatantly insulting ME, and all girls like me — but the CIA and organisations like that always try to disguise what they’re doing with their plausibly deniable narratives for why it’s like that (in this case, using the fact that people prefer to assume the best instead of the worst, when they don’t wanna stop viewing a TV show… and using the fact that it’s completely possible for writers to write lame, unfunny jokes that lazily insult “dumb blondes” without it being a conspiracy: so that’s the CIA’s plausibly deniable narrative for why Emma is like that). I ought to know better though, because I’ve seen iCarly (LOL).

It’s not just iCarly either. The CIA does all of this stuff for the rich men’s groups (remember: it’s NOT Freemasonry behind this)… they put a ton of other anti-feminism themes into Nickelodeon TV shows, that are in plain sight, surrounded by all the pro-feminism themes that they can’t stop people writing onto Nickelodeon shows because that’s the way American culture is now. That’s just what people do when they’re not a secret agent infiltrating Nickelodeon corporate, or when they’re not put onto the writing/production team by a secret agent in Nickelodeon corporate specifically to write these crappy anti-feminism scenes. Everyone else is just trying to make money, and if they’re making political points with their writing, it’s probably gonna be good for feminism, etc. At the moment, feminism makes money for Nickelodeon. 🙂 This is a good thing. If feminism didn’t make money for Nickelodeon, it’s not gonna be constantly repeating shows like The Thundermans, and having 50/50 female and male child characters with superpowers on the successor show to Henry Danger (Danger Force). I never viewed Danger Force myself, but I was happy about seeing the girls on the adverts for it!

So, the important thing to understand, is like, the CIA has to look at things long-term when it’s trying to roll back feminism, working for these corrupt rich men’s groups who are trying to keep their Epstein/Weinstein whorehouses running (when they can see feminism coming for them, about to take away their rights to treat women as nothing but disposable whore pieces of meat, in secret, away from public eyes). The CIA can’t attack feminism too openly, so that’s what the anti-feminism stuff on The Haunted Hathaways was about. Kids’ TV is a good place for the CIA to try to brainwash future generations of people to be against feminism, because adults don’t care that much about kids’ shows so they aren’t being scrutinised very hard by adults. Nickelodeon shows are stuffed full of zany, crazy, over the top nonsense… and this “TOTALLY CRAZY AND FUN kids’ TV genre” helps to hide the CIA’s brainwashing (they hope their brainwashing gets lost with all the zany nonsense, so people don’t notice it — or if parents do notice it when viewing with their kids, that they explain it away as being “not important to society’s future”, or “more bad/stupid writing as usual and probably not deliberately anti-feminist, so they won’t keep doing it: no reason to complain I guess”).

But there is a reason to complain about this. It is important to society’s future. And that’s because kids are like, simple, in the way they think (especially very little kids). Kids look to things like the characters on Nickelodeon TV shows to help them understand how to behave: how to be a girl, or how to be a boy, or whatever! If a little girl sees the Taylor and Frankie characters on The Haunted Hathaways meekly accepting the Miles character calling them “woman” and ordering them around like they’re beneath him in some hierarchy of authority, just because he’s male, then the little girl is maybe gonna internalise that idea that being a girl means accepting more shit from people than boys do (and maybe she’s gonna internalise the idea of being automatically below boys in a hierarchy of authority, since even Taylor accepts being angrily called “woman” by Miles… even though Taylor is several years senior to Miles, who is just a little boy compared to her). And EVEN THOUGH the little girl is gonna see lots more examples of female characters who DO strongly challenge being treated in a sexist way, on television, in 2023 — remember she’s still a little girl who thinks about stuff in a simple way, so instead of those other examples cancelling out the idea of girls automatically being below boys in a hierarchy of authority, regardless of age, she might instead think that girls are SOMETIMES below boys in a hierarchy of authority, regardless of age (with there being no explanation for why things are sometimes like that). Adults look at stuff differently, so they might assume that one VERY BAD AND TERRIBLE example of a girl being treated the way that Miles treats Taylor and Frankie on The Haunted Hathaways being seen by a ridiculously large number of girls every year since 2014 isn’t that important. But it is important! It’s really, really important!!!! That’s why The Haunted Hathaways needs to be pulled from TV by Nickelodeon immediately and never shown again. The whole series needs to be pulled, because it’s that serious. It’s a disgrace. It stinks!

They are trying to see how much they can get away with in plain sight, to test the waters. If they got away with it, they keep the show on TV, to see HOW LONG they can get away with it. The show is still being repeated and it needs to be pulled from TV, because it’s sexist to a completely unacceptable degree in 2023. It’s not an accident that it’s still on TV either, because don’t think that a huge business operation like Nickelodeon doesn’t involve people constantly reviewing their programming — and the actual content of the programming, meaning employees having to view the TV shows again each year (at least) to see what they’re like — so that means SOMEONE IS MAKING THE DECISION EVERY YEAR AT NICKELODEON TO KEEP THIS SEXIST SHOW ON THE AIR, EVEN THOUGH THEY KNOW IT’S UNACCEPTABLY SEXIST AT THIS POINT. The only explanation for why they’re making this same decision every year is because it’s a CIA agent doing it, on behalf of the rich men’s groups. They want to brainwash kids to be anti-feminist as much as they can get away with doing this, for as long as they can get away with doing this… to try to take away our rights in the future. They are literally trying to take our hard-won rights away from us again, and you can see the evidence that this is happening if you view the TV shows I’ve talked about. It’s not a joke. We have to do more. We have to demand more, as girls and women.

Nickelodeon, I’m saying to you, STOP SHOWING THE HAUNTED HATHAWAYS because it’s unacceptably sexist in 2023!!!!

Also, I think there ought to be all-women candidate lists for the next US Presidential election, to make sure that we get a female United States President. We need to call for things like this to happen, even if it seems extreme, because extreme situations require extreme action to correct inequalities like this. Like what happened in Iceland with women refusing to go to work and refusing to do any childcare (the type of extreme action that helped Iceland’s women to win their first elected female president before the rest of the world), and like what happens in Sweden. I’m in England, so I can’t vote in the US elections, but that’s not the point. The USA calls itself the “leader of the free world” — and that’s a fucking joke when it hasn’t even had a woman president yet. I think it’s disgusting. I’m disgusted with the USA for acting like its women and girls have the same rights, when it’s never had a woman leader, and so many countries around the world have! It’s like, a total disgrace.

So here is another example of this bullshit the CIA have been pulling, using Nickelodeon kids’ shows, to like try to brainwash little girls into becoming more submissive to men when they grow up… to try to roll back feminism in the future on behalf of rich men who don’t like the way society is going. The Thundermans. Now I’m totally going to explain exactly what is wrong with The Thundermans, and how totally bad and terrible it is, LOL! But first I’m going to totally say a few nice things about this show that I actually love a lot.

The Thundermans is a very cool and special show, because it’s about a family of superheroines and superheroes — and the girls often (but not always) seem like they’re actually better and more effective than the boys at using their powers, and fighting crime and stuff. And when the Chloe character arrived on the show, it meant that the Thundermans family actually had more girls than boys!!!! Four girls and only three boys! A pretty special thing for a TV show like that, even in this era of TV still. 🙂 It used to be that girls with superpowers were very rare characters in popular culture, just like it was with the small number of action women characters that there used to be compared to all the Rambos and John Waynes. And TV shows for girls used to be pretty much exclusively written to prepare girls for being submissive housewives and mothers. The girls and women of The Thundermans are not much like the female characters of previous eras of TV and movies. The world sure has changed, you know? So I don’t want to depress female readers of my blog. I want to light a fire under you all, so that you do what you’ve gotta do to make sure that the rich men’s groups can never roll back feminism by brainwashing little kids bit by bit, over years and years, without you noticing it happening. I want to make sure that a woman President of the United States gets elected soon, and other things like that. To like, change the status quo forever, so it’s never gonna go back to how it used to be (which wasn’t THAT long ago, y’know).

So anyway. Even though The Thundermans is an awesome show for kids, and even though it seems like overall it’s much better for girls and women than it can possibly be bad for us… sigh… unfortunately, the CIA was able to use its agents at Nickelodeon corporate and on the writing team to have two episodes in which girl characters have proven that they’re good enough to win against male characters, but then deliberately give way to the male characters and let them win. It’s like they suddenly turn into submissive “good girls” for men, for seemingly no reason. Obviously, reading this post I’m making, you can now see that the reason why this happens is because of the CIA’s agents doing this crap on purpose for the reasons I already explained. 🙁 It sucks butt.

One of the episodes of The Thundermans in which this happens is “The Thunder Games, Part Two”. It’s like, especially sad that this happens, since that’s the final episode of The Thundermans series. 🙁 Basically, the two main characters, Phoebe and Max, have to compete against each other for a better job position at their superheroic workplace. There’s only one spot available on the “Z Force”, so “Dirk Trumbo” makes them literally fight each other in single combat. Phoebe actually wins the fight, because she uses her telekinesis better than Max to hold him floating in the air as if he’s a ragdoll that she can just toss out of the Sumo-like ring to win the combat. He looks totally defeated with puppy dog eyes. Then she has a personality crisis about not wanting to be the “mean” person who crushed her brother’s dreams and lets him win on purpose. (It’s not “mean” for a girl or woman to defeat a boy or man, when she’s better than he is.) He recovers while she is hesitating, and quickly tosses her out of the ring and wins. There was like no reason to have them fight each other like this, so that there was only one winner out of the girl and the boy — but they wrote this scene for the final episode. It’s one of those “I’m never gonna forgive this” things that I have stored in my mind now, LOL!

The other episode of The Thundermans in which this happens is “Back To School”. So in this episode, for some reason the dad character is called “President of the home” for no reason — and he’s in charge of everything that happens at the home of the superheroic family that the show is about. He decides who has to do what chores, etc. A pretty crappy idea of how division of labor between a husband and wife is supposed to work, huh? It’s basically reinforcing the patriarchal idea of a man being “head of the family”, in plain sight. Barbara, the wife and mother character, actually supports him being “President of the home”, and begs him not to let their daughter Nora challenge him for the Presidency in an impromptu leadership election. So like, Nora actually wins the election on merit until her own votes are counted, because she got more votes than him. She actually won, just like Phoebe actually won the single combat against Max in the final episode. But then when Nora’s own votes are read out, she voted for her dad instead of for herself to win “because she only wanted him to listen to her”. You can see the clear pattern here of trying to teach little kids that being a girl means giving way to boys and men, and letting them win. It’s probably disguised on purpose as a political commentary about Hillary and Obama, that only parents are gonna understand (maybe the plausibly deniable narrative for why the episodes are like this is that the writers wanted to say to girls “if you have chance to get a woman president or whatever, make sure that you vote for a woman, or vote for yourself metaphorically by making sure you win against men in any situation like competing for a promotion at work… don’t miss your chance girls!”) But the very little girls who view the show are only going to understand the idea that they’re supposed to lose on purpose to boys and men though, and that’s the point of it. The plausibly deniable narrative — that’s confusing, and only makes sense if you view both episodes — is only there to try to stop parents from complaining, by having them think they’re “smart” for noticing the “clever” political commentary. 🙁 The CIA is evil. They’re literally trying to keep women down using brainwashing on kids’ shows, even though that’s not the CIA’s job at all.

Some people are gonna say it must be Freemasons and not the CIA, because the CIA has women working for it, so how can the rich men’s groups convince the CIA to do all of these things against women’s interests? That’s dumb though, because there aren’t enough Freemasons to have them fill all of these job positions to do all of these things at corporate and writing teams for all of the companies in America’s entertainment industry. Some of the people doing this crap for the CIA are gonna be women, sadly… and I guess that’s just because it’s not hard to get people to do evil stuff for money. There was this whole anti-women master-slave sex cult in America’s TV industry featuring that Smallville actress. Somehow it was pretty easy to convince a whole bunch of high-status women to be pathetic masochistic whores for men, just for BDSM pleasure or something (not even for promotion in the TV industry, I think). I think it’s like pretty easy to get enough people of any gender to be agents of rich men’s groups, working against the interests of everyone else who isn’t in the rich men’s groups. It’s the CIA doing all of this, and even if Freemasons are used to do some things here and there as part of the wider network of influence and blackmailing of people to do stuff for the CIA — the “Freemasons control everything” theory is dumb, and it’s the boring big corporate shareholders who are the real people behind the scenes. The CIA is their main way of co-ordinating the network of influence and blackmailing, I think. So yeah. It’s the rich men’s groups and the CIA. Feminism has it right, basically. It’s the Patriarchy and Freemasonry is only a small and relatively unimportant part of that, besides the role Freemasonry plays as the official patsy of the CIA and the rich men’s groups (so that people get misdirected away from the real culprits).

The twin towers thing was me in 2021, because of an episode of the Melissa Benoist Supergirl TV show that upset me. And just in case anyone’s wondering, I don’t think she’s ever been in a sex cult (because mentioning the Smallville actress stuff and then her name, or even just “Supergirl”, might be confusing). Anyway — it’s not the Freemasons who are the real people behind the scenes. It’s just my fault that the rich men’s groups have had to say it’s the Freemasons even more than they were already doing before that, since I used to be convinced by the Propaganda Due CIA big lie… so when this thing happened on the TV show in a previous version of the universe, I like blamed the Freemasons and big corporate bankers (because whoever it was that did this thing, they literally said it was those specific people who did it). Also, it wasn’t planned. It wasn’t something I was able to help doing. You can read more about this on my other blog. I never uploaded any of my posts from my other blog, like I said I was going to do — and I don’t think I’m gonna do that now. I already said it all, so it seems like there’s no benefit to uploading the posts here too. I made my other blog easy to find though. So yeah.

The “Back To School” episode of The Thundermans is pretty cool, because it references a website I used to use to post my thoughts like this on the internet. Social Anxiety Support, or SAS for short. I used to post there as XebelRebel. In the episode of The Thundermans, the school that Phoebe and Max go back to is called SASS. 🙂 The little girl who creates rainclouds is supposed to represent me, LOL. Although I don’t like boys, since I’m lesbian. I like flying cars though!!!! 😀 Get it? It’s a clever code I put in the episode, since I’m Goda and I create everything in the universe with my mind. OBVIOUSLY the rainclouds, and the reference to making a rainbow, are there to say I’m REIGN. 🙂

I also responded to the episode of The Haunted Hathaways that upset me so much (Haunted Cookie Jar), in which Miles calls Frankie “woman” in a nasty sexist way, by putting lots of “hilarious” and obnoxiously obvious references to Freemasonry rituals into the episode of The Haunted Hathaways that I viewed next (“Haunted Brothers”, LOL! Even the name of the episode is a stupidly obvious reference to Freemasonry, haha!) As I’ve been explaining to you all, it’s not actually the Freemasons who are behind this dumb Nickelodeon attempted brainwashing of children to try to roll back feminism — it’s the rich men’s groups and their CIA traitors to all humanity agents who are behind it, actually — but anyone who like knows anything about Freemasonry, knows that they aren’t supposed to make it stupidly obvious to everyone that they’re Freemasons. It’s supposed to always be easily plausibly deniable when they do their intimidatory gang signs in public… which is why their hand signs and stuff are close enough to random things that lots of people do with their hands and clothes, so they can say “I was just fiddling with my coat, or grabbing my chin, or whatever! I wasn’t doing Freemason things! WTF! You’re crazy!!!!!” if anyone points out what they’re doing. Anyway, I used my mind to have this “Haunted Brothers” episode lampoon Freemasons with the actresses and actors “just happening to have been written to do a bunch of genuinely random non-malicious things that just happened to look extremely similar to Freemason rituals and stuff Freemasons do”. 🙂 They keep waving wands around like some of the dumbest Freemasons rituals that they do in their dumb lodge buildings. Temples, whatever, doofuses. There’s this scene with something that looks like an oversized Freemason ring. People “cut signs” like Freemasons do for the first three degrees of Freemasonry. I think someone gets raised up from the floor, like the third degree ritual or whatever. I can’t remember what degree it is anymore, because it’s a long time ago that I read all of these books about Freemasonry, LOL. It must be the third degree though I think. I remember that they call their buildings temples, but not everything. 😉 Seriously you’re not supposed to say this stuff in public so you can probably trust that I’m not a Freemason (since there are actually female Freemasons, although they say they’re not real “regular” Freemasons, blah blah whatever). LOL. I’m always anxious that people are gonna think I’m a Freemason when I say stuff like this, which I ought to remember not so many people are gonna think! But a lot of the general public might not understand how Freemasonry works and think that talking about it obviously is like saying you are a Freemason when the opposite is true, pretty much always. That’s why this episode is so funny, LOL. They’re supposed to intimidate people without ever making it too clear that they’re saying it’s Freemasons. I totally wrecked the CIA’s plausibly deniable narrative that it’s Freemasons running Nickelodeon by making this episode be called “Haunted Brothers” and by making all the people in the episode be constantly acting out all the Freemasons rituals I can remember. 🙂 Fuck you, CIA! LOL! I’m not gonna view the episode again, but there’s a ton of dumb Freemason stuff in it because of me… so you can all view it and have a good laugh at the CIA’s expense! CIA losers!!!!

If anyone’s wondering, I was so unhappy about feeling that I needed to stop viewing The Haunted Hathaways because of Miles’ nasty sexism in “Haunted Cookie Jar”, that I rebelled against myself and continued viewing the show for two more episodes. I didn’t want to have a kids’ show I was enjoying taken away from me, when it’s already hard enough for me to find TV shows I can comfortably view with my PTSD. I was kind of in denial about how serious it was, and how much I needed to stop viewing it to be a self-respecting girl and feminist. I like Taylor a lot because she’s a lot like Phoebe in The Thundermans, so it was hard to recognise that I needed to stop viewing it in protest. But the only two episodes I viewed after “Haunted Cookie Jar” were “Haunted Brothers” and “Haunted Camping”. I was unhappy with the awkward way that I said I’m Goda, and that I’m actually female, in these episodes (the warty school matron lady is supposed to represent me trying to scare people away from me by pretending to be “God” instead of Goda… trying to appear ugly and unattractive, when I’m actually an attractive girl). In “Haunted Camping” someone says “Mom, you’re good!” which is supposed to be understood as “Mom, you’re God(a)!” LOL. So like I hope people get a kick out of noticing these funny things I put into these episodes. I can’t remember exactly everything I put in the episodes, but you can have fun trying to figure it all out. Anyway, Miles called Taylor “woman” in the same angry way that he said it to Frankie, in “Haunted Camping” — so I was like, Victoria, you can’t respect yourself if you keep viewing this sexist show after him saying it a second time. So I stopped viewing it after that.

Umm, to conclude this blog post, I wanna say that us girls and women WON our own rights to vote, to have money, and to own property — so that we can be completely independent from men if we want to be. I’m lesbian and I reside completely independently, so I’m like very happy that women in the past (and girls too!!!!) made sure that I can be totally independent in the way that I am now. It used to be that women couldn’t even have their own bank accounts or anything. What I’m saying is that it was us who won our rights to do all of these things, and men didn’t give these things to us because they wanted us to have them. They were forced to accept that we won, with activism and direct actions like the women in Iceland did on 24th October 1975 in their women’s strike — and like women all around the world did to simply win the right to vote in elections and to be able to do other things like that, much earlier! The way these rich men’s groups look at things though is like they’re controlling everything like master planners and manipulators, “giving” everyone just enough rights to keep us all docile and compliant (not to keep us happy, really), so that we don’t rise up in a revolution against them. That’s why they make the CIA try to roll back feminism with attempted brainwashing of little kids viewing Nickelodeon kids’ shows, and other seriously grimy, nasty tactics like that. These rich men’s groups don’t actually care about the rights of women and girls. They are actively trying to take our rights away from us again, to send the world back to the sort of place in which only men’s rights matter… because that’s all they care about: rich men’s rights to do anything they want. They actually want us to go back to being submissive housewives. It’s not a joke. There’s no other reason for Miles saying “woman” like that to Taylor and Frankie on The Haunted Hathaways, and there’s no other reason for Nora and Phoebe both deliberately losing on purpose to male characters when they’d already won, on The Thundermans. They are trying to brainwash impressionable little kids who look to kids’ TV show characters to understand how girls and boys are supposed to behave, hoping that whatever we all want now as girls and women in 2023, that it won’t matter when all of these little kids who are still viewing Haunted Hathaways and Thundermans repeats on TV grow up! They are hoping that all of these little kids are gonna be against feminism when they grow up, and that they’re gonna outnumber us in the future!

Seriously people… we need to act now. We need to call for all women candidate lists for all stages of the United States Presidential elections, immediately! We need to do this to make sure that the status quo in the US changes so much in favour of feminism and equal rights for women and girls, that it’s gonna be extremely hard to ever change things back again to how they used to be. And we need to call for The Haunted Hathaways show on Nickelodeon to be banned, because it’s unacceptably sexist in a post-Weinstein, post-Epstein world! Pull this show from TV now, and never show it again, Nickelodeon!!!! Also, never do anything like you did with The Haunted Hathaways and The Thundermans ever again, Nickelodeon! And we know that it’s not just you doing this. Look at the first episode of Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures. 🙁 I love Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures so much, and it’s a great show for feminism in a million ways that I won’t explain now. Most of the show is nothing like the first episode AT ALL, and it’s great for little girls… but please view episode one of Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures, people, and open your eyes to what the CIA is doing in all of these shows on behalf of the rich mens’ groups, to try to roll back feminism in the future by brainwashing impressionable little kids now! Remember very little kids look at things in a simple way. Barbie’s mom is a computer programmer and she’s supposed to be very intelligent and capable, but her husband undermines her and doubts her abilities… and she doubts herself until he gives her permission on behalf of patriarchy to believe that she can be as good as a man. Then she’s written to fuck up the wiring thing and almost electrocute herself in front of her daughters, because she somehow doesn’t know which wires to reattach (even though she’s supposed to have designed the whole smart house herself, because she’s a technological genius or something). Ken also saves everyone by letting them back into the house somehow, just because he’s male or something, when the mom might have been written to get the door open. That’s the first impression of the show for anyone viewing it with a streaming service, since they’re gonna start from episode one (not like television)… so that’s probably why the CIA made sure that their agents had the female characters look like they’re never gonna be as good as men at doing anything, on a show that’s all about “You can be anything!” Girls growing up to be doctors and programmers, etc! That’s the theme of Barbie at the moment (You can be anything!) aimed at little girls, and the CIA was undermining the feminism that the other makers of Barbie are doing by making sure that the first episode of Barbie Dreamhouse Adventures was written so horribly for feminism. NOTICE THIS and make sure that you DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT!!!! Whenever someone in society tries to push a sexist thing on you, push back and make the world be the way you want it to be for all girls and women!!!! 🙂 Be strong, because us girls can be strong too without losing our femininity. I kind of think “What does Barbie do?” if someone is sexist to her on her TV show, even with the CIA trying to write the characters badly when they can get away with it… and I think she says “I don’t agree with that! I’m not going to do what you want me to do. I’m going to do things my way, thanks! But like, thanks for your opinion!” slightly psychotic but nice smiling face (Smiling isn’t necessary, but it helps me to think of stuff like this — because Barbie is still feminine, even if she replies to people in a firm way like that.)

I am not gonna let the CIA take Barbie away from me. I can make Barbie say and do anything I want her to do, in my head, in response to like any kind of sexism and barbarity — however extreme the sexism and barbarity might be — and everything that I have Barbie say and do in my head, in response to all of that crap, is authentic. It’s all in Barbie’s voice, and it’s her personality taking all of these actions in self-defence against these monsters… because she’s not weak, and she knows that you can’t let bullies win or the world won’t ever get better! I know that Barbie can even go war if the situation calls for her to do that. I’m not being funny here, but she can do anything. She can be anything. LOL. She’s like a character who is always strong, but always feminine, tries to always do the right thing and be nice… but stops being nice if there’s no way to be nice anymore without letting bullies win. She probably cries about having to do the things she has to do to stop bullies from winning, if they’re that horrible to her that she’s forced to take extreme action herself to be OK. Barbie is never written on her TV shows to fight in wars — because that’s not the point of her stories. They’re about girls having the space to be feminine and pretty and nice, without anyone saying they can’t do things if they’re feminine and pretty and nice. The stories are about feminine girls being able to do all the things they might ever want to do; not about girls being forced to do stuff that, like, they don’t wanna do, ever!!!! That’s not my point I’m making though. I’m saying that never, ever, ever is Barbie gonna be written to say she gives in to bullies and lets them win. The TV show creators simply don’t write her into the horrible situations in which she has to go to war against bullies, defeating them using whatever means she has to use in the end to stop bullies from winning. But it’s obvious from what she IS written to do, in the stories she actually stars in, that Barbie is a winner and not a loser… so she’s never gonna give in to bullies and let them win, meaning whatever she says and does in these extreme situations I’ve visualised her in are all authentic Barbie behaviours. She believes that everyone can be a winner, and wants things to work out like that — but she’s gonna choose herself being OK, and not bulllies being OK, if it’s a zero-sum choice being forced on her!

So please, do what I do when I ask every shop assistant who ever calls me “love” and “darling” and “sweetie” to kindly not call me that in client-servant dynamics — because, as I say to them if there’s like, the time and the opportunity to explain my reasons for reacting that way to what they said: I’m a feminist, and I seriously don’t like it that big men tend to get called nothing, or “sir”, by shop assistants and paid servants of all kinds… whereas small girls and women like me tend to get called all of these minimising, allegedly “well-meant” names implying familiarity, as if we’re lovers or I’m their daughter that they can call whatever they want, as if I’m inferior to them. I explain to them that I respect them as paid servants in this dynamic, and I don’t act as if I’m better than they are, just because they’re being paid to serve me — so I want them to respect me too. I say to them, if there’s time, that maybe if some women routinely call ALL people of any gender these allegedly “well-meant” names implying familiarity, then maybe it’s like, because they secretly feel resentment at the way girls and women are treated as second class inferior beings in patriarchy and they want to continue this cycle of minimising people by not respecting them properly, assuming familiarity where there is none… using the excuse that it’s a sort of feminine culture, or local custom, or all sorts of other excuses for minimising others in a passive-aggressive way instead of attacking and overthrowing the patriarchy that minimises them! They ought to attack and overthrow the patriarchy that makes them feel the need to minimise others in this passive-aggressive way! This is what I say to them in the politest, nicest way I can, without being weak. I choose to be strong and make sure I don’t let people treat me in ways that I don’t wanna be treated!

Please call for all women candidate lists for all stages of the United States Presidential elections, immediately, even though it feels radical and aggressive to call for something like that when you expect a lot of people to be hostile to the idea. You know yourself that it’s right for a woman to be President of the USA by this point in the USA’s existence. So know the truth that calling for such extreme measures IS JUSTIFIED AND RIGHT, and YOU ARE BEING NICE by saying this loudly and clearly. Because letting bullies win isn’t nice. What does Barbie do? Does she say — after hoping that people just choose to vote for a woman president without having to be forced to choose from only women, and that never happening — “Well I guess we can’t ever have a woman President of the USA, then!” I can’t hear the character ever saying those words. So do what Barbie does, if she’s put in the appropriate situation. The appropriate high school debate, or whatever situation she needs to be in, to call for all women candidate lists for all stages of the United States Presidential elections, immediately. 🙂

And call for the whole TV series, The Haunted Hathaways, to be banned from being shown on TV ever again, forever!

I hope you all enjoyed reading my latest blog entry, people. It’s long and repetitive in areas, but it’s necessary, you know? We need change, now. Not later. Now! How else to say this? If people don’t wanna listen, you have to beat them over the head with the same ideas until they listen! And take direct actions at every place you can.


So I just want say that you do NOT “get curry sauce in the bottom of the tea cup” after drinking Goda’s favourite brand of sweetened masala chai (which comes in powdered form). Not if you stir it properly, anyway. I.e. stir it thoroughly!!!! 🙂

Also, I have NOT been talked to by my sponsors about this. As if! Seriously though… as if I have any sponsors! LOL! But like I want to clarify anyway that Goda’s favourite brand of (made in Britain!) sweetened masala chai is very good and is in no way a bad product. I’m not drinking an inferior masala chai, you know? Not for Lesbian Laser Fest!!!!

I don’t think it has any alcohol in it, does it??? Just a lot of sugar. So anyway! I’m looking forward to Lesbianlaserween — which is like, nextshade (my word for tomorrow). I don’t know if I explained all of my shade words, but I figure you can figure them out pretty easily. You don’t need me to explain them.

What you might need me to explain though, is that when Lindsay Lohan’s character says “grool” in Mean Girls, what it means is “you’re a girl, because I’m a lesbian”. And when the character agrees to the “grool” thing by repeating it back to Lindsay Lohan, it means agreeing to being a girl in the movie. I still don’t look at any of the offending scenes though. Whatever they are. I literally don’t know what happens in any of those scenes. Also, I don’t feel that I’m best represented by Lindsay Lohan. It’s just like a general complaint/direction from Goda aimed at anyone who cares about the demands of interest groups that take direct action when the pace of sociocultural progress is like too slow for them. Because I’m, like, an interest group. An interest group of one. I guess I have power and stuff. Maybe I’m important and it’s a good idea to listen to my demands I DON’T KNOW!!!!?!

So yeah. Also, when Lindsay Lohan’s character says “It’s pronounced Katie not Caddy”, this means “Katie McGrath not Mehcad Brooks, because he’s ugly and gross”. She’s acceptable to me. I don’t wanna suggest any alternatives.

Sooo… something else I need to say is that apparently that thing “towards the end of the movie” isn’t a problem anymore, so forget I said anything. I improved the movie on a second viewing, this Lesbian Laser Fest. 🙂 Hopefully the rest of the movie is OK? 🙂

Like I said people, it’s still Lesbian Laser Fest until the morning of November 2nd. AND IT’S LESBIANLASERWEEN NEXTSHADE!!!!!!!!! 😛 Celebrate???? I’m celebrating!!! 🙂

Like I said: it’s Goda’s OFFICIAL annual celebration.

Still celebrating Lesbian Laser Fest!!!! :P (It’s Lesbian Laser Fest until the morning of 2nd November)

I guess this post is mostly like an extended introduction to me and my values, and the things I care about, and what’s going on with me at the moment. But there’s more about Lesbian Laser Fest towards the end of the post. 🙂 Oh yeah, and I added a picture to the top of my blog, to properly celebrate Lesbian Laser Fest here during this celebratory period! It’s got lasers!!!! They’re red and pink!

So like, I got the masala chai (in powdered form, in little sachets) and it tastes, like, sooo good!!!! 🙂 I was super happy this morning looking at the boxes that the sachets come in — because they say the chai is made in Britain (with a little proud flag and everything). Also, the company that makes the chai puts two telephone numbers on the box — like, one for customers and one for little shops that want to phone the company’s sales department. It’s like the exact opposite of big corporate culture because they’re making it so easy for both the public and very small businesses to get in touch with them. Nothing like Amazon — which I never use anymore — and for which you can never find even an email address to contact the company. Amazon is like a trap for small companies that tries to lure them onto their platform/”marketplace” (away from a real marketplace with actual people to talk to), and then tries to sell its own Amazon branded versions of their products to try to extinct them after trapping them. Amazon is like evil. I am so concerned about the world going that way, like the Weyland-Yutani corporation from the Alien movies… so that’s like the basic reason why I don’t do any internet shopping anymore, and buy everything I want and need from small local independent shops, in person, paying for everything with cash! 🙂 I pay all my bills with cash too.

I am totally a decent person, making the world better. Just because I talk like this… and just because I’m a little girl (like, actually a little girl!) …it doesn’t mean that I’m stupid, or like, selfish in a bad way that’s harming the planet. And I think my selfishness is making things better in the long term, you know!? The big corporate mafia are very bad people and they have to be stopped. They are like Nazis. Corporate Nazis. You don’t wanna be in a corporate concentration camp, do you? People minimise ideas like that, talking about “Godwin’s Law” and saying that anyone who says stuff like that is an Alex Jones crazy or whatever — but I think deep down most people know it’s true that these people are THAT terrible, and they just don’t wanna believe it’s true because they don’t wanna make all the personal lifestyle changes they have to make to win a war against their evil. But I started caring about supporting small local independent businesses and stuff well before I started my all-aspects war against the mafia (because the mafia targeted me… and well, it’s a long story).

So yeah! You’re reading the blog of an actual superheroine. Like Supergirl or Captain Marvel, or whatever (I’m just using examples that most people are gonna know about). I call myself Reign The Superheroine though. I’m Goda. Like, actually Goda. The Creatress of everything — and that’s why I have superpowers (because I’m Goda). But if that’s too much for you to cope with then just think of me as a superheroine like Supergirl, I guess. I use my superpower to force the world to reflect, represent, and respond to what I’m doing, to make the world the way I want it to be. Like that’s what superheroines do, you know? They choose to do good with their superpowers, using force to do it. Forcing stuff to be better, to protect people and to stop the baddies. And obviously they gotta protect theirselves as well, if the baddies are attacking them. If that sounds scary, then you gotta remember that if you feel safe from other humans and their violent behaviour towards you that you’ve got real evidence of actually existing, then it’s because of the system of crime and punishment that you feel safe. But like, there’s a good argument that the only reason the system of crime and punishment exists in the first place is because feudal barons, kings and queens and stuff, set up courts and police and armies to try to control you and to stop you from overthrowing them. And like, they had to have a good story for why they were doing all these things to control you — so it’s like “to make things fair and to keep the public safe”. And like, then it actually had to BE mostly fair, and the public had to actually BE mostly safe, so that too many people didn’t notice the unfairness and double-standards of the system when some people became genuine threats to the feudal leaders’ rule. You don’t need to be so scared of me using my superpowers — like, using force — if you’re not scared of the system you already live in… especially since you know that the Jeffrey Epstein and Robert H Richards III and “Sir” Peter Hayman of MI6 stuff is like the real face of the people with a lot of money behind the scenes of your establishment system, who the system of crime and punishment was set up to protect. I’m way nicer than them, so you don’t have to be scared of me if you’re not scared of them. If you feel pretty safe and everything. I’m not a paedo, I’m not corrupt, and I’m not trying to take your local shops away — and I’m not trying to stop you from having access to cash money. I just have a lot of power, and I use it, to make the world the way I want it to be, which I think is gonna be a pretty nice world and I think you’re gonna like it too. But you’re just gonna have to trust me on that. Maybe it sounds like I’m saying I’m planning to take over from your rulers, but I’m not. I don’t even wanna be the leader. I just happen to be Goda… and it’s not my fault that I’m Goda… and I may as well, like, USE my power to, like, make things better!!!! Like, how do you think it’s gonna go if the way I use my power is decided by some committee of humans, with the way your world works at the moment????

Ohhh… I feel like so uncomfortable with saying all that stuff in the last paragraph, because I feel it makes me sound like such a brute or something. But I guess it had to be said, because I wanna be myself here at Vivaldi Community. LOL that sounds like I’m trying to sell something to someone. “Here at Vivaldi Community”, LOL. This seems like a great place though. I like the values I read about. I want to write a blog here that’s me being the real me, not pretending to be like a human so the world can cope with me and more easily interact with me, you know? I’m a little girl who has superpowers, and it’s real. I have absurd power and I use it. It feels like “little girl” and “power” don’t go together, but they can go together. Like, they do! 🙂

Sooo! I noticed that the “likes” got kinda out of control again, but I don’t care. I’m writing how I want to say it out loud, thinking it in my head just before I write it. Hopefully people can still take me seriously writing like this, huh????!

Anyway, basically what I was trying to explain above (with some of the stuff that I was saying) is I had to go to war against the mafia, because they wanted exclusive rights to use my superpowers for their interests only. Exactly like you might expect the corporate mafia to respond to a real superheroine existing in the world! It’s a long story though, and I’m not explaining it all now. They used to know my identity but I stopped them from knowing it, kinda like Martian Manhunter keeps Supergirl’s identity secret on the TV show using psychic powers to wipe people’s memories. I still need to make the world safe for me to be in it, though. Now I’m at war against them from a distance, with them not knowing who I am specifically. So yeah. I went to war against them at the start of 2022, by completely refusing to use supermarkets anymore and only buying things from small local independent shops, in person, paying with cash for everything (no exceptions). And also by using only grown-in-Britain and made-in-Britain products at my home. All the food and drink I consume at my home is grown in Britain now, and all the products I buy again and again for my home are made in Britain. I don’t buy anything from the internet at all. I get mobile phone credit added with cash, in person, LOL. All utilities bills, TV/internet bills, council tax bills, TV license, every single one of these things I pay for with cash, face to face with another person. I like, completely refuse to use any large company’s shops for anything except one-off purchases that I can’t find anywhere else… or for clothes shopping, because I have standards and I can’t find enough decent clothes looking only in small independent shops. And when I said “large company”, I meant like including national chain stores as being large companies — so what I mean is I only shop at small independent stores that only have shops in my area of England (preferably only a single shop in one town only), unless there’s no alternative for a one-off purchase… or unless it’s for clothes, because I’m not gonna look like a hobo or a badly dressed person.

Thankfully my dissociation about my appearance is getting less and less — so that’s been seriously helpful for me not looking like a badly dressed person.

So like, when I went to war against the Western World’s corporate mafia at the start of 2022, the rest of the world started going to war against them too. I can do other things besides taking personal economic and political choices, but it’s like, how are people gonna react to me if I do more than that if I don’t need to? I don’t wanna be fighting armies on my own, if I don’t need to be doing that, you know? I want people to like me!!!!? Also… I have fear of my own power issues, so it’s like, me trying to say that it’s “other people” doing all of these things — when I know that it’s me creating everything that happens, since I’m Goda (so like, naturally whatever I do is gonna force the world to sort of be that way, somehow).

Listen everyone… I need emotional safety and dignity, even though I’m always safe from actual harm because I’m Goda — so I gotta win my war against these gangsters so I’m gonna be OK. They picked on the wrong person and it’s their fault. Unlike everyone else, I can actually beat them on my own, so I’m gonna beat them on my own (if I have to). I already said they can just give in to me. It’s whatever it takes, however long it takes. I repeat: whatever it takes, however long it takes. You know deep down they have to be beaten anyway, because they’re so awful. I figure a balance of power, or like, let the rest of the world have their go at running things, isn’t gonna be that bad. The other sides still have to try to control everyone, and even if they completely take over responsibility for this side of the world, I doubt they’re gonna try to make places like England and America be like Russia or China or wherever. There are too many people with too many expectations of all sorts of freedoms here now — so that means administrating these areas differently behind the scenes, so that people don’t start a revolution. It might be that they can liberalise over there then too. Maybe they want to. I don’t know. I don’t care too much, even though I want them to be a lot more socially liberal — because I need to focus on getting my emotional safety and dignity, because that’s what this is all about. I mean, I do care (to be honest) but I make sure that I don’t care too much because that’s important to winning. And like, I said already that I don’t want to take over and run countries and stuff. I just want to be left alone to do my thing, with the understanding that I’m unaccountable because I’m Goda (maybe even I don’t want this, but it can’t be any other way really). And I want my token “Cosby show” stuff I explained about before, so I’m happy. Like, NOT LITERALLY COSBY SHOW. Mehcad Brooks is ugly and gross. I’m just saying so people don’t “creatively” misunderstand me again, trying to make it look to the “people in the know” like they control me or whatever. I support black people, you know? The main reason why I don’t find Mehcad Brooks attractive is because he’s a man. It’s just, it was like they said “Here’s the largest man we found. Your message said find the largest man, yeah?” No.

Anyway! The masala chai tastes amazing. If you people don’t know what it is, it’s basically like curried tea or something. Masala chai literally means mixed spices tea — and you get, like, curry sauce in the bottom of the tea cup after drinking it if you use this powdered masala chai. LOL. I’m seriously proud of myself for making the effort to celebrate Lesbian Laser Fest properly this year. Making the journey to Middlesbrough to buy some boxes of masala chai, and getting a whole bunch of all-girls animes on Blu-Ray and DVD.

I also pushed myself to view the movie Carol on Blu-Ray, because I felt it was very important that I viewed an actual lesbian movie instead of only pseudo-lesbian animes and things like that. The thing is though, I have PTSD because of my experiences, and a lot of the actual lesbian movies I’ve seen have themes of repression, oppression, and trauma. Like, especially to do with lesbian girls and women getting terrible abuse from Christianity, Judaism, and men. One movie like that stars the actress who played Regina George from Mean Girls: it’s called Disobedience, and Rachel Weisz is in it as well.

I was trying to decide which movie to view on Blu-Ray from my collection, trying to choose between Thelma (2017) and Carol. I decided to view Carol, but Thelma might have been the better choice. I’m not sure. Both of those movies have pretty traumatic themes, and Carol has a lot of Christmas stuff that I hate. I feel so much resentment about Christmas, and I hate that the movie Carol has so much Christmas stuff, but I needed to view an actual lesbian movie to feel like I was properly celebrating Lesbian Laser Fest — so I viewed it. I’m gonna view Thelma at some point as well, so I suppose it doesn’t matter which one I view first. I need to get some more lesbian movies on Blu-Ray that don’t have anything to do with Christmas or Christianity or Judaism or male violence. At least I have Booksmart on DVD, which is a feelgood teen movie (but what I want are movies that are like primarily about the lesbian relationship in the movie, like Carol, Thelma, and Disobedience — but fun and feelgood like Booksmart, instead of miserable). Mulholland Drive, which I also have on Blu-Ray, is like sombre as fuck as well… and I don’t like the ending, obviously. LOL. :/ I’m fine with art movies, or serious movies, though! As long as they’re not miserable and all about abuse, seemingly. To be honest, I wasn’t that hot on the ending of Carol because Carol’s friends seemed like Freemasons or something and I’m not into that AT ALL. I was like, has she invited her to a fucking men’s club or something? Maybe it’s supposed to be like a gay and lesbian meeting place of that era, and I just didn’t understand it until thinking about it now. I like the ending of Thelma better: the two of them walking out and proud in public, happy. 🙂

I am actually enjoying myself, LOL! The masala chai is great. Also, the movie Carol is such a beautiful movie to look at and to listen to. I always enjoy viewing it just for the soundtrack, and for the sex scene between Rooney Mara and Cate Blanchett. I don’t know what they’re actually doing though!!!! It’s like “suggestive”. I think it’s too “suggestive”, honestly. It’s still good though. 🙂

Have a choice Lesbian Laser Fest, everyone out there celebrating it with me!!!! 😛

Lesbian Laser Fest!!!! :)

Hey everyone! So, like, I began celebrating Lesbian Laser Fest this shade (that’s my word for day: shade). It’s my own celebratory period that I created for me to celebrate instead of Christmas, because… to cut a long story short, because Christianity is one of the biggest components of rape culture (Mary didn’t consent to being impregnated in the fictional story, and Jesus Christ is supposed to be the same person as “God” in the fictional story). Also, the popular secular Christmas still has “Christ” in the name — so it’s like celebrating “Mike Tyson three months” (yeah, THREE MONTHS of Mike Tyson movies on TV even though everyone knows he’s a rapist, or they ought to know it) — and secular Christmas still totally stinks of patriarchy if you ask me, with some old guy deciding who gets rewarded and who gets punished. Like, Christmas gifts or Christmas coal, depending on if the old guy likes you or not. And it’s basically corporate CIA-driven and corporate CIA-approved “culture” to promote whatever percent of economic growth the Western establishment’s criminal bankers need to try to keep their fraudulent money system going. So yeah… I like, hate Christmas with a passion for various reasons including my own personal reasons, so I started celebrating Lesbian Laser Fest on my own a few years ago — so that I can still enjoy the things I used to like about celebrating an annual special event in Western culture.

Lesbian Laser Fest is also so I can have an annual celebration of me being Goda, since a lot of the other annual celebrations are about fake versions of me in different religions. But I’m not forcing Lesbian Laser Fest on anyone, and at the moment I only celebrate it on my own. It just feels nice to have something once a year that’s actually about me! 🙂 You know?

It’s Lesbian because I’m lesbian. Laser because I’m Reign and Reign shoots lasers out of her eyes (heat vision actually, but everyone calls that kind of thing “laser eyes”). Fest because it’s a festival. I remember obsessing about thinking up a better word to use instead of “fest”, just in case anyone thought it was about some Greek god character — but then I eventually thought that was dumb, and decided that Lesbian Laser Fest was a good enough name. LOL!

I plan to celebrate Lesbian Laser Fest in the same ways that I celebrated it in previous years — which includes putting my home-made Lesbian Laser Fest decorations up (lesbian wedding cake toppers stuck onto recycled cardboard boxes for stands), viewing lots of lesbian-themed movies and TV shows, eating lots of candy, eating krokiety, and drinking masala chai. I ate so much candy this year though that I’ve had to include eating a ton of white chocolate as a new Lesbian Laser Fest tradition… so that the candy-eating part of it still feels special to me, instead of the same as usual LOL. 😛 (I don’t eat much chocolate at all, even though I LOVE WHITE CHOCOLATE — because I purposefully cut down the amount of chocolate I eat to hurt the international trade in cocoa beans, as part of my war against the mafia; people might think that’s a long shot, but my war against them is an all-aspects war and I’m not gonna assume that getting people to cut back on their chocolate consumption isn’t doable. I aim for, like, 100% locally-grown non-imported food and drink to destroy the profits of the mafia’s big corporations. Basically all the food and drink I consume at my own home is 100% locally grown and made by small local independent companies. All of it. Even my tea comes from England, so drinking masala chai is gonna be another exception I’m making only for these 9 shades of Lesbian Laser Fest. I drink a lot of tea!!!!)

Like, so far I’ve already put my decorations up and viewed plenty of somewhat lesbian-themed movies and TV. I also started a new tradition: Lesbian Laser Breakfast. LMAO! This involves eating candy for the first breakfast of Lesbian Laser Fest, instead of my grown-in-England “chilled” porridge oats mixed with (as far as I’m informed) grown-in-England granola, thrown together in a bowl with “chilled” milk. My “chilled” granola porridge actually tastes pretty good, but I used to like Kellogg’s Special K a lot and eating only grown-in-England “chilled” porridge oats for breakfast is one of the sacrifices I’ve had to make in my all-aspects war to destroy the Western World’s corporate mafia. Lesbian Laser Breakfast was a big success anyway. I had a white chocolate coated marshmallow on a stick, and a white chocolate lollipop… both of which were covered in rainbow sprinkles (and the lollipop was covered in sugar glitter stars too!) 🙂

On my TV I viewed Mean Girls as a celebration of me, Goda!!!! 😀 Even though the movie is basically bullying people like me for no reason, using the excuse of saying we’re all like the Regina character — or deserving of being bullied for no reason even if we’re not. I identify a lot with the Amanda Seyfried and Lacey Chabert characters (as well as with Regina George, I guess… and with Lindsay Lohan when she turns “mean”; Cady or whatever.) Seriously I just viewed the movie and I can’t remember their names, LOL. One of them is called Gretchen, I just remembered. I identify most with the Amanda Seyfried character, to be honest — even though it’s her character’s name that I still can’t remember. Ummm, yeah. I’m not stupid though, even though I sound like this. And I resent that all the members of our sort of culture are typified as being stupid, shallow, and nasty! Like, Lacey and Amanda don’t even seem very “mean” in the movie. Like, they don’t seem “mean” at all, honestly! They literally don’t seem mean. One of them is not very intelligent but sweet/innocent (and allegedly “slutty”), and the other one is more intelligent but still sweet and innocent. They’re friends with Regina, but I figure that’s no worse than anyone of any gender who sticks to men and boys exhibiting varying levels of toxic masculinity in patriarchy’s protection racket targeting pretty much everyone. In a Dwayne Johnson movie, it’s always presented as fine to be his male friend or girlfriend and consequently get bullied by him when he’s playing an alpha male bully “good guy” mean jerk jock. In a Dwayne Johnson movie, just being his friend doesn’t signify it being totally 100% OK for you to be also typified as a bad person (like HE ISN’T in his movie, even though his characters are bad people), even if you’re otherwise sweet and innocent and your only crime is letting him be the boss of you. What with him being a man and all, so it’s “OK for him to be the boss of people, and influence them somewhat to also be jerks to others”. I guess Regina’s crime is that she’s female but she acts like she’s “allowed” to have power. Everyone knows that in patriarchy, girls and women have to be “allowed” to be a certain way before they can do it… NOT!!!! LOL! 🙂 Yeah I know that Regina is a terrible person (and that lots of people have experiences of being bullied by people like her), but I’m just pointing out the huge double standard here that’s all.

LOL. I didn’t mean to go on a rant there about the movie I actually love so much that I bought it on Blu-Ray to view again and again, but it’s how I feel. And it’s true, soooo…

Anyway — since I’m Goda, the Creatress of everything and all, when I viewed Mean Girls again nowshade I put various things into the movie to say that I, Goda, am a lesbian. You know, to celebrate Lesbian Laser Fest!!!! For example, there’s a lesbian kiss at a party. And my new favourite bit is when Regina outs both Cindy Burman and Wonder Woman as lesbians when she talks about how she had to ban her former friend from her “all-girls pool party”. LOL! There’s a girl dressed a lot like Cindy from Season One of the Stargirl show behind her, and I think it’s Cady who has a bracelet or bracelets very visible in the scene to be suggestive of Wonder Woman. And obviously Regina is “accidentally” outing herself as a lesbian when she talks about “blowing off” girls… and since she admits that her pool party was an all-girls pool party for some reason. She seems very eager to point the finger at some other girl as being the only lesbian, when they were probably both having sex with each other at the party and no one got banned from it — but someone walked in on them, so she threw her friend under the bus instead of admitting the truth that she’s a lesbian too.

I just wanna say that I don’t think Melissa Benoist ought to view this movie because my feelings are a mean girl, and my feelings weren’t very nice to her towards the end of the movie. I’m sorry about this. It’s like everyone can read my mind when I’m viewing TV and stuff (or when people are making random conversation around me, in public). It isn’t fair to judge me like I’m a bad person for my feelings saying stuff like this, if I feel hurt or confused or something. No one else has their private feelings being always made public in the world for everyone to scrutinise and judge and make assumptions about, like this. Please don’t hate me. I guess most people aren’t gonna understand this part of my post, so just ignore it.

The other things I viewed on TV were the first episode of the classic anime, Bubblegum Crisis. This anime series is SO COOL, because each episode of it is like a mini-movie. They are fucking cinematic in scope and all around AWESOME!!!! 🙂 I love Bubblegum Crisis. Anyway, at the end of the first episode, it’s strongly insinuated that Priss is a lesbian. Cool, huh? 🙂 I’m also awesome, aren’t I? Placing all these references to lesbianism into the movies and TV shows I’m viewing as part of Lesbian Laser Fest — even if they aren’t specifically “lesbian” stories at all! 🙂 The episode also references 9/11 being something to do with the Supergirl TV show and Supergirl being a lesbian, as well as references a small town in England during the closing credits. The ridiculous song that plays during the closing credits references the first name and surnames of the Supergirl character, and a Bret Hart promo (meaning, Reign is the best there is… etc. As in, “Sure, Supergirl is totally a match for… It is gonna be a competitive contest, no doubt!”) You need to speak (ancient?) Greek to understand the reference to Supergirl’s first name though. I don’t speak Greek and it’s one of the only Greek words I know, and I don’t even know how to pronounce it. LOL! I have put this single Greek word I know into way too many things, as a code for Supergirl, way too often. 🙂 So I’m not the smartest person ever! Big wow, you know? So what! 🙂 I can create all sorts of vast amounts of knowledge for myself though, so I seem like I’m a super genius or something. I just create memories of knowing all sorts of stuff for various dumb reasons.

Anyway! The last thing I viewed on TV for the first shade of Lesbian Laser Fest was an episode of iCarly: “iScream on Halloween”. So it was like a pretty boring episode to be honest with you, but I put some references to lesbianism into it. Sam grabbing Carly’s butt in a closet seems pretty implausible, but I think that actually happened in this episode. I mean like just groping her butt for seemingly no reason, when it wasn’t even dark or anything. Like she just decided to molest her. It’s not my finest creation for Lesbian Laser Fest since it’s so morally terrible. I’m pretty sure that it happened though, even though I only viewed it once. Also, one of the little girls who shows up to menace Spencer about Halloween treats looks a lot like me in her floppy hat that looks just like mine. And another one of the little girls has a WWF championship belt on, to say “I won!!!!” and “I’m the champion!!!!” and “Leave me the fuck alone, mafia, unless you want a huge stink in the world that you can’t get rid of!!!!” Happy Hanukkah, LOL. I hear there’s some things going on. I don’t know what though. I don’t care. I’m guessing there might be more than one stink. Haha!

So anyway. Lesbian Laser Fest is like 9 shades of fun that comprises of the week and one shade leading up to Lesbianlaserween (which always takes place concurrently with Halloween, so I can feel as if everyone else is celebrating Lesbian Laser Fest with me), and then there’s one more shade of Lesbian Laser Fest after that. Something like that. It’s not an exact science how many shades there are — but I don’t want it to ever get much longer than 9 shades, so that it’s nothing like Mike Tyson Three Months. It depends on how much I enjoyed myself and if I need another shade of Lesbian Laser Fest to happen, to make sure I had enough fun. I have, like, PTSD, so giving myself some leeway to add an extra shade of fun to my celebration helps me feel less pressure about Lesbianlaserween going well each year.

Hope you enjoyed reading about Lesbian Laser Fest: Goda’s own OFFICIAL annual celebration!!!! 😛 Oh and just so you all know — on Lesbianlaserween I basically just eat Halloween candy and maybe dress up in costume like most people who celebrate Halloween. The “death” theme isn’t ideal or anything, but I just think of it as being like a celebration of Season Three Reign and it makes me feel better. As if everyone is actually celebrating my preferred myth about myself, for once!!!! 🙂

You’re all free to actually celebrate Lesbian Laser Fest with me, if you want to!!!! 🙂

Edit: Just so you all know, Lesbian Laser Fest started a shade early this year because I misread my note in my diary organiser to remind me that Lesbian Laser Fest was starting soon. I thought the note meant “IT STARTS NOW, CELEBRATE IMMEDIATELY!!!!” 🙂 It’s only supposed to be 9 shades of Lesbian Laser Fest, including Lesbianlaserween. This is like the third year I’ve been celebrating it (I think), and I’m pretty sure I’ve decided now that this is how many shades I want it to last for each year. It’s fine though if I get confused or need an extra shade added for the reasons I explained above! I hope there are some people celebrating it with me at this point. It’s weird thinking about it, but I hope there are! 🙂

The blog of the Creatress of everything.

Hey people! I’m Reign a.k.a. Goda, the Creatress of everything, and this is my blog. People who know me personally call me Victoria. So nice to meet you all. LOL! (I’m not joking about any of this though. It’s just I’m a little girl and I say LOL on the internet even when I’m not joking, just to fill space I guess. Especially if it feels awkward or whatever. Weirdly enough, I don’t often say LOL in person. And I guess you can infer from that that I do occasionally say LOL in person, which is true… but I only say it to myself, when I’m alone. In person I tend to say it with the exclamation mark after it, haha! I still hardly ever say it though.)

So anyway. I created all of you. Because I’m Goda! I created everything, with my mind. Like, with my thoughts and feelings and stuff. Everything is here because I wanted it to be here, you know? It’s like I started thinking, and the world happened. Something like that.

I was like, wow I created a whole world. And then I was in the world. And now I’m here writing this blog so I can talk to humans (hopefully talk WITH humans at some point, FFS) about the truth that it was me who created all of this and who still creates all of it, constantly. It’s a lot of work creating everything constantly… not like anyone cares, it seems like. I mean, a lot of people do care I suppose, as long as they think I’m a man. >:( I’M NOT A MAN! I’m a girl. A little girl. I don’t age and I’m immortal and stuff. My name’s Victoria, like I said. If people are gonna refer to me with a fancy title for being the true Creatress of everything then they ought to call me Goda, because I’m female. So call me Goda, OK!? Or call me Victoria. Or call me Reign.

It’s insulting to call me “God”, because I’m a girl, not a man and not a boy and not non-binary. I’m a girl. GIRL. I’M A GIRL. (I have a lot of issues with the fact that I’m a girl though, believe me — but that’s because everything here is so shit for us girls and women. And when I say “here”, I mean planet Earth. There is actually a space, right? LMAO! I’m just saying because I don’t want people to laugh at me later if there’s not a space, since THE CIA AND ALL THOSE TYPES LIE ABOUT PRACTICALLY EVERYTHING SO YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT TO BELIEVE, HUH!?!!!!) Not trying to discredit myself. I’m not that sceptical about there being a space, but I am a little bit sceptical for the exact reason I just outlined.

So, like, I said you can also call me Reign because I’m Reign. Umm… so what I’m saying with that is that there’s this character from a TV show I created with my mind (that I had the idea of other people also creating in different, more normal ways) called Reign. She’s from the Supergirl TV show of the best actress in the world, Melissa Benoist. Obviously Reign is played by some other chick. 🙂 Anyway, the story of Reign is my preferred myth that humans came up with to sort of not very accurately represent the truth of me, Goda, the Creatress of everything. I don’t wanna bore everyone by saying that over and over, LOL. But yeah, so like all of your stories don’t accurately represent the truth of me, Goda, very well. I just happen to like the story of Reign from Krypton the best. The TV show version. At least Reign is a girl, not like “God” or Superman. I’m not a villain though. But neither is she, really.

So I don’t wanna, like, explain every single reason why Reign is my favourite and preferred way of being represented by you humans in your myths about me. Does it sound insulting when I say “you humans?” I didn’t mean it like that. Anyway — I just like her style with the black devil girl outfit and everything. I wasn’t too hot on the screaming/laughing deaths head skull thing (which I suggested be changed to a silver “o” shaped circle after making her into a good superheroine who helps people like Supergirl instead of tries to extinct humanity or whatever… because that’s how I wanted to be: helping people like Supergirl and not killing anyone or anything). But what I like about Reign is that she’s the best and the strongest, etc. And she does what she wants to do instead of what some creepy CIA-type extraordinary renditioners tell her she’s allowed to do, when they’re the real villains. OK… she spends quite a lot of time doing what some creepy witches from Krypton tell her to do, but it feels a lot different. She has power and agency. She’s her own woman; not like a glorified harem slave of the patriarchy that they’re always threatening to shoot with Kryptonite darts (since like the first episode or something) if she ever does anything without some sort of broad approval of the US government and totally secret unaccountable weirdos that might not even tell the US government what they’re ordering Supergirl to do/not do. It’s cool that in Season One they say Supergirl doesn’t actually work for the DEO though (just violently coerced by them into doing their dirty work, I guess). I’ve been viewing Season One again recently, if you haven’t guessed. Fucking Livewire episode and the things Cat and Lesley say about her. Wow.

I’m a lesbian and the CIA must have known about it. Nice “welcome wagon”, huh? (ID4 reference.) OK… so I guess it went a little differently to that movie in reality. Kind of out of sequence. Not that different. But anyway. I explained all of that before. FFS. 🙂 Please allow me to joke about things, OK? You have like, no idea all of the things I’ve experienced. Anyway I’m going ahead and joking about it. But I want people to know I completely get that it was a big event and people died and stuff. It’s just for me, everyone that dies is my fault and at some point I stopped feeling it. I used to be so nice. I used to think I was so nice, anyway. Like I said — I just wanted to be like Supergirl, but called Reign The Superheroine instead and being in a slightly altered Reign costume. That’s who I wanted to be. Except, you know, a little girl. It has to be like that, since I’m a little girl.

I feel like everyone including myself has wanted Reign The Superheroine to go away. I feel like everyone has wanted Reign to go away, generally… but I’m not gonna stop being Reign. Even though I’m a little girl. Like, actually a little girl. And even though I talk in valspeak. I’m still Reign. I’m still Reign The Superheroine, specifically (that’s who I want to be: the superheroine version who I personally believe in as being real, and the real me).

OK so the real me is like, Cindy from Stargirl, but shut up OK? Reign Cindy. Whatever! I’m Reign. Maybe Reign Courtney. StarReign? Fucking bullshit. Definitely without the stupid staff thing unless I’m carrying my umbrella around since it’s England. I’m a very small girl though. I might actually have blonde hair. It’s hard to see since I’m so dissociated about my appearance. Like, what do you want from me? I’m just trying to be honest here. I’m Reign though. Reign isn’t going away. I. AM. REIGN. 🙂

OK, that’s enough for now, people! I guess I’m gonna upload the posts from my other blog here too. This first post is gonna make more sense to you all, then. Later!