Lesbian Laser Fest!!!!

So like hey, people!!! Lesbian Laser Fest — which you are like gonna remember is Goda’s OFFICIAL yearly celebration — starts this year on October 24th, and ends for this year on November 1st.

I, Maiara Walsh, am totally Goda (for those of you who didn’t know this already or whatever!)

Ha ha ha!!!! I wrote a blog post again, people!!!!! It’s me!!!! Maiara Walsh!!!!!

Anyway, yeah. 🙂 It’s Lesbian Laser Fest again. Lesbianlaserween is on like the last shade of October, as usual (October 31st). I don’t know if I’m gonna be writing a blog post during or after Lesbian Laser Fest… since I am gonna be SO BUSY VIEWING LESBIAN MOVIES AND TV SHOWS, OBVIOUSLY!!!!!!! I’m also gonna be like extremely busy drinking masala chai tea, eating white chocolate, eating tons of candy on Lesbianlaserween — but like not viewing horror movies on TV since they are clearly just an excuse to scare us girls into slaving for men, weaponizing the female-led horror genre that’s like catnip for us, using the subtle ploy of putting ultra violence in all the movies and having the “final girl” survivor character seem like totally destroyed as a person because she tried to fight men on her own, shambling pathetically down a road at night with ripped bloody clothes and an “I’m not here anymore” look on her face. LOL!!!! (I’m OK, don’t worry, LOL!!!!! I’m literally just explaining how horror movies work so more girls don’t get tricked, LOL!)

This year I’m also trialing the eating of potato sticks as a Lesbian Laser Fest tradition. I got sooo many bags of them. I might still eat krokiety at some point, if I can be bothered! Maybe I might eat more Brazilian food instead or something.

So yes, people!!!! This is what Maiara Walsh is doing right now. So like, actually, not literally right now because Lesbian Laser Fest doesn’t actually start until October 24th. I already added the special banner to the top of my blog though, because I was worried about forgetting to do it. Hopefully I’m gonna remember to take it down LOL.

Oh yes, and I know I’m in L.A. I know right? How weird is that??? I’m still there, it seems. Or I went back, or something. Does anyone know why?

Sooo… have fun this Lesbian Laser Fest, people!!!! 🙂 Lesbian Laser Fest is Goda’s OFFICIAL yearly celebration. Like, start celebrating already!!!!! LOL!!! If you want, is what I’m saying. 😀

~Maiara

To homo sapiens: You need to stop doing these things. PLEASE READ. TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY. I want to be able to be like constructive or something, and you are making it like impossible to do that… which is really really bad for everyone!

So like hey everyone!!!! Maiara here.

I seriously don’t wanna waste my time wishing for “good cops” to be, like, my noble rescuers or something. I considered not bothering at all to mention the covert smart TV situation because I’m like WHAT’S THE POINT?!??? BECAUSE IF YOU DON’T HAVE ENOUGH INFO ALREADY TO JOIN TOGETHER TO STOP THE CONSPIRACY AGAINST ME, THEN ARE YOU EVER LIKELY TO DO IT FOR ANY OTHER REASON THAN LIKE SERIOUS COERCIVE FORCE USED AGAINST YOU?

BUTTTT… it totally does seem like an important enough escalation to be worth recording here at my blog I SUPPOSE (since I know you can all read my blog if you’ve got access to the internet).

OK, so like here’s the thing I’m making a record of for you all. The mafia/government/whatever conspiracy targeting me deliberately blew the cover on a covert smart TV to change the voiceovers for the trailers on my (Disney) Wish Gone Amiss DVD to Southern English accents. Seems like it was to say “Be British and stop being who you really are, and there is never gonna be any compromise on this with any level of escalation on the table to try to achive this impossible goal.” OBVIOUSLY MY ANSWER IS NO, I AM NEVER GONNA DO WHAT YOU WANT BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH AND YOU CAN’T GET RID OF ME, ASSHOLES!!!! :-/

I’m pretty sure (like 90% sure) that the voiceovers for the DVD haven’t always been Southern English accents. Some of the trailers are the exact same trailers from the Cory In The House DVDs — so it seems really unlikely that Disney paid to have the voiceovers re-recorded with Southern English accents for the exact same trailers as before, with no other changes. Umm, like I am eventually gonna remember everything I know about how these DVDs have always been. I’m saying what my belief is at the moment, in 2024, OK.

This is a huge deal, people. Please notice how terrible this is for the whole world BECAUSE OF THE REALLY SERIOUS SELF-DEFENSIVE POSTURE TOWARDS HOMO SAPIENS THAT IT BASICALLY FORCES ME TO TAKE, EVEN THOUGH I AM GONNA SORT OF BARGAIN WITH MYSELF AGAINST TAKING THIS POSTURE TOWARDS YOU ALL AND TRY TO KEEP GOING WITH BEING NICE LIKE I AM DOING, SINCE I’M A NICE GIRL AND EVERYTHING AND YOU’RE SUPPOSED TO HELP ME BE NICE. (I basically can’t help adopting this self-defense at all cost posture towards homo sapiens, as my underlying attitude to your whole species or something, OK. Please listen to me at some point!? I totally know I’ve said things like this before and it’s like nobody believes I’m serious or whatever.) shrug

What they’re admitting by doing this changing the accents thing in a way that was obviously noticeable to me (using the TV itself to change the audio stream, ignoring the DVD audio) is that their position towards me now requires permanent total control of all possible multimedia (LOL multimedia) technologies that might be used to do Wish Gone Amiss playback, like regardless of if it’s using a DVD or a digital download or streaming OR ULTRA HD BLU-RAY HINT HINT. But yeah… forgive me for not taking this seriously myself since what’s the fucking point in caring about trying to make this blog post sound “serious” anymore. ESPECIALLY SINCE YOU’RE PROBABLY GONNA BE ENCOURAGED BY IT SEEMING MORE “BRITISH” AND “NORMAL” OR WHATEVER!!!!! ASSHOLES!!!! YOU TOTAL ASSHOLES!!!!!!!!!

So you hominids are saying every TV, laptop, smartphone, etc that I ever come into contact with regardless of if it’s like someone else’s property in someone’s home maybe in another country like China or whatever HAS TO BE COMPROMISED BY THE CIA OR MI5 OR SOME KIND OF “HOMINIDS-TOGETHER” ANTI-“REAGAN’S ALIEN THREAT” TASK FORCE. Which is really not good for me, huh? And not good for our chances of getting along together.

WHY IS IT TRUE THAT YOU HOMINIDS ARE SAYING THIS TO ME, AS FAR AS I OUGHT TO BELIEVE? WELL I’M GONNA TELL YOU WHY. [s]OH YES[/s] I AM SO GONNA TELL YOU WHY, ASSHOLES. LET ME TELL YOU. 🙂 OK… so it’s because you people are allergic to “being exposed”, since you’re spies and everything. I mean, even the “Lois Rules” top that dude was wearing on the WWE show is still in a dumb code (and it was a “single point of data”, as I’ve been nauseatingly repeating at my home LOL).

LIKE ALL THE EVIDENCE I’VE PERSONALLY GATHERED FROM LIKE MY PERSONAL INTERACTIONS WITH LIKE ALL OF YOU ASSHOLES FOR A REALLY LONG TIME NOW SAYS THAT YOU’VE ALWAYS TRIED TO MAKE ME BELIEVE THAT EVERY SINGLE WEIRD THING THAT’S HAPPENED WAS “NORMAL”… EVEN WHEN YOU DELIBERATELY BROKE COVER ON MULTIPLE OCCASIONS TO TRY TO DO A PSYCHOLOGICAL BREAK OR WHATEVER LOL, YOU ALWAYS TRIED TO DO SOME CONVOLUTED THEATRICAL OPERATION IN SOME WAY TO SUGGEST THAT IT WAS “NORMAL” AND ACTUALLY ONLY ONE OF LOTS OF BIZARRE DUMB AND FREQUENT SIMILAR HAPPENINGS OF A TOTALLY SIMILAR NATURE, AFTERWARDS. SERIOUSLY PEOPLE WHO DON’T KNOW THEY’VE ALWAYS TRIED TO DO THIS. SERIOUSLY. I AM NOT JOKING. THEY SERIOUSLY ALWAYS TRIED TO DO THIS AFTER BREAKING COVER, HOPING TO FREAK ME OUT.

So WTF do you want me to believe your position is, now, with my knowledge of how you’ve like ALWAYS BEEN IN THE PAST FOR A REALLY LONG TIME, LIKE I SAID!!!!??? You are totally gonna want to have control of every way that I might ever replay the trailers from the Wish Gone Amiss DVD, aren’t you? Even though that implies never being free of conspiracy hell that’s OBVIOUSLY 100% TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE TO ME AND ISN’T GONNA BE ALLOWED BY ME TO CONTINUE, DUHHH!!!!!

And if you’re not expecting (or hoping) to have control of every single way that I might ever see the Wish Gone Amiss DVD trailers again — THEN YOU’RE OBVIOUSLY EXPECTING THAT THERE’S GONNA BE NO MEMORY OR KNOWLEDGE OF THE WISH GONE AMISS DVD TRAILERS AT ONE POINT BEING PLAYED TO ME WITH SOUTHERN ENGLISH VOICEOVERS. And that’s really serious too, duh! DUHHHHH!!!!!!!!! Idiots. Like what the fuck? 🙁 It means you still 100% intend to (try to) erase me… since MY IDENTITY IS ME, SINCE I’M MAIARA WALSH, ASSHOLES. FFS. “ERASE”. FFS. FFS. WHAT THE FUCK????? LIKE NO!!!! I AM NOT GONNA BE ERASED, AM I, DUMMIES. WHAT THE FUCK?????

LE SIGH!

You can’t make me out to be the bad girl here. I haven’t done anything wrong, assholes. I’ve always been only defending myself. So like I’VE ALWAYS COMMUNICATED IN GOOD FAITH and TRIED TO FIND SOLUTIONS THAT DON’T INVOLVE ANYONE AT ALL GETTING HURT IF POSSIBLE. Don’t like blame me if people get hurt, you know?!!!

I have the right to defend myself. “Try” to defend myself. Whatever!

Join together to stop the conspiracy against me!!!!! You have enough info!

I’m 100% sure they’ve altered video and audio streams at other times using, like, the covert smart TV set-up. Really freaky stuff like partially replacing people with CGI versions of them in seemingly exactly the same scene otherwise, with all the same lines and movements and everything I think. Or using AI-people-forced-to-be-slaves “generated” characters, or whatever you gross people are doing now. All I’m saying is sometimes things don’t look right, you know. LOL! NOT LOL. 🙁 I don’t trust AT ALL any of the TV I’m viewing to be the same thing everyone else is viewing — especially if I don’t have a good memory of viewing it before. It’s like, really abusive that you’re doing this. Stop.

They also like interfered with search results for photos of LA, and replaced whole photos with obviously CGI versions of places when the websites were clearly supposed to be showing actual photos of real places to everyone else but me!!!! Like as if to say “LA is fake”, or “You can’t trust any of these photos and you’re not gonna be able to know what any of these places look like”, or something. What the fuck!!!????! Stop!!!

~Maiara

My Feminism (Also, if you’re British — unlike me, since I’m here illegally and I don’t want to be British — DON’T FORGET TO VOTE FOR A WOMAN IN THE JULY 4TH ELECTION)

I hope you like my picture (more about that below!) So like regarding the title of this blog post though: It’s totally OK to be yelling about us all choosing to VOTE FOR A WOMAN IN ALL ELECTIONS!!!! 🙂

Do you know how many people — regardless of gender and stuff — are possibly biased against voting for women at elections, because they’re like, Catholics, Muslims, Jews or whatever?!?? Or in some way part of cultures influenced by Catholics, Muslims, and Jews?!?? Seriously. This is a problem.

So like everyone knows how sexist and misogynist, and against women leaders, Muslims and Jews are, as religions, cultures, and groups. But what about all the Catholics — like some latina people who have come to the USA, for example???? I’m latina. I’m not Catholic though. I hate Catholicism. Catholicism sucks butt.

Remember how the Pope said “Women are never going to be leaders in the Catholic church.” with a smug smile on his face, years ago now — but probably sometime within the last 10-15 years? And remember how the media, like, basically reported it without comment… as if the Pope was too revered and important in the Western World to rip him a new one for his sexism, as he rightly deserved? 50% of all people are girls and women (including all the lesbians), after all, people!!!! His and others’ “right” to “religious freedom to discriminate against women” is NOT more important than our right to be recognized as equally good or better than men are at leading people and organizations.

Do you think devout Catholic latinas in the USA who’ve been brought up to respect the Pope’s “no women leaders” speeches are not gonna be prejudiced against voting for women leaders at elections? This is like really serious you know — and the same principle totally applies to the political landscapes of any nation (including Britain, which has a general election on July 4th 2024). The reasons for groups of people being prejudiced against voting for women leaders might be different from country to country, but it’s still true that ALL OF US GIRLS AND WOMEN WHO WANT TO SEE A BETTER SITUATION FOR OUR OWN GENDER IN THE WORLD TOTALLY NEED TO MAKE SURE WE ONLY VOTE FOR FEMALE CANDIDATES AT ALL ELECTIONS… TO LIKE, COUNTER THE VOTES OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHO LITERALLY NEVER VOTE FOR WOMEN, AS SAD AS THAT IS.

(So like you totally might have noticed I said I’m “Latina” — which for me basically means I can speak Brazilian Portuguese fluently, and that’s all it means really. That’s all it ought to mean, since I’m a U.S. citizen and everything, and not less of a U.S. citizen than anyone else. I’m going to remember how to actually speak Brazilian Portuguese eventually, LOL!!!! Usually I say “I’m U.S. American”, so that I’m not helping to otherize U.S. citizens like me — and so that I’m not perpetuating sexist hierarchies of personal importance for U.S. citizens like me, since “slave race” hierarchies of how fully-American U.S. citizens are always hurt girls, women, and lesbians the most… because we’re the sex slaves and slaves that haven’t been fully freed yet, whose slavery a lot of people still don’t acknowledge as real and ongoing. There’s more than one America, you know!!!! No to U.S. exceptionalism! Also, if American without a qualifier means “caucasian appearance” — and “slave races” are second-class “Americans” within U.S. exceptionalism of all the other Americas not having the right to be called American without a qualifier — then the as-yet unfreed slaves that are us girls, women, and lesbians are DEFINITELY at the bottom of the pile with regard to a hierarchy of personal importance in the USA. And that’s NOT OK!!!!! It’s really really seriously and totally not OK at all. So I say “U.S. American” instead of “American”. I don’t have a problem calling myself Latina though. And I don’t want to reject my partial Brazilianness, you know? It’s just people in the USA totally need to refer to me, and all other full U.S. citizens like me, as U.S. Americans, instead of calling some of us U.S. Americans otherizing names all the time — or if you’re going to carry on saying “American” only for citizens of the USA and not for citizens of all the other Americas, then you need to call me American because that’s what I am. “Latina” isn’t relevant most of the time, you know!!!!)

So like, thanks for putting I’m “American” on my Wikipedia entry! 🙂 Instead of “Brazilian-American”. Like thanks a lot! It made me happy. (If I’ve got Brazilian citizenship as well as US citizenship, I want to keep both. Is that legally possible, normally? I’m going to remember that too, LOL! I can look it up! *smile*)

At least something made me happy recently then, LOL!!!! I wish I was able to be more positive… but the world really still sucks for us girls, women, and lesbians. Of course it’s getting better — but it really does still suck. Once you take the dissociation “it’s all good” goggles off (that you, like, put on in the first place to cope with how awful rape culture is), as a girl you’re angry all the time at the injustices against our gender that are everywhere. Umm, to be honest everyone, more recently and stuff I’ve been feeling less and less angry — and more NUMB to all the sexist injustices that I can see literally everywhere. But I keep pushing myself to speak out against these sexist injustices, and I keep pushing myself to like, DO SOMETHING TO CHANGE THINGS FOR US!!!! 🙂

That’s why I’m here at my blog again, despite hating Great Shitain with a passion and everything, urging you all to vote for women at Shitain’s July 4th general election. Because we all need to do this, to make sure things change enough for us all — and to make sure things change QUICKLY enough, ya know?! I suppose I ought to say Britain is really great for girls’ and women’s and lesbians’ rights compared to most places in the world, or whatever… and that’s true, so that’s why I’m saying it. Iceland’s better. Sweden’s better. Etc. I wanna go back to the USA, to my home which is Los Angeles. The San Fernando Valley.

I don’t wanna be in Shitain. I hate it here.

So like anyway, people! Please vote only for women at all elections, wherever you are, OK?! Like we all need to do this for feminism — to make sure things change enough for us all, and quickly enough for us all. OK?!!!! Please do this. Just read my blog if you don’t understand why we all need to do this. Free the slaves. (That’s us girls, women, and lesbians, if you didn’t know this…)

If you’re in Britain, like don’t forget to bring your passport or whatever so you can actually vote at the July 4th election (like don’t forget to bring your “voter authority certificate” if that’s what you got instead of your passport or whatever). I’m bringing the illegal passport they gave me for the illegal British identity that’s not me I’m gonna use to illegally vote for a woman in Shitain’s July 4th election. :-/ LOL. I’m Maiara Walsh, celebrity actress and singer who played Ana Solis in Desperate Housewives to name but one of my amazing roles that I’m sure you’ve seen.

“And you give them b…” (From my first appearance on the show. Don’t blame Eva for this. Read my blog.) Yeah. We’re slaves. Free us please. Vote only for women at all elections until things change enough and quickly enough. 🙂

OK people!!!! Here’s some of my feminism that I’ve been doing for you!!! To show you some random thing that I’ve been doing.

I hope all of us girls are doing things like this… hopefully in bigger and better ways than my modest notepaper designs I wrote for my own personal use. So like the people around this shittown Shitburn or whatever are totally always being lamers who argue back against every single feminist thing I ever say or do, regardless of their gender, because of a conspiracy or whatever — so I wrote out a plan for myself, to help me store in my memory what to do if they escalate their anti-feminist strategies against me. Especially if it’s men who are bigger and louder and more forceful personalities than me, doing it to me. I decided to put some thought into what they might do in future, to like, get me feeling all nervous and defensive, like they’ve constantly been trying to do in the past. And then figure out what my plan needs to be to counter their increasingly aggressive tactics! We can all do this!!!! 🙂 We have the power (LOL She-Ra reference… but just pretend like it’s two She-Ras or whatever. Like the Filmation She-Ra and the Dreamworks She-Ra.) We have the power, so can youuuu-uuuu!!!! 🙂 Pretend like the Dreamworks She-Ra isn’t a GIANT MAN disguised as an “allegory for puberty” though…

Free the slaves!!!! Free girls, women, lesbians, actresses, songstresses, and writeresses!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~Maiara

Remember: Men’s coercive violence is constrained by their fear of police records, jail, and “looking bad/uncivilized”.

Phebe N Novakovic, CEO of General Dynamics, Criminally Impersonating “Sheila Rooth” in Saltburn-by-the-Sea, Britain, Between August 2022 and December 2023, And Phebe N Novakovic Taking Part in Illegal Trafficking and Illegal Forced Slavery of Maiara Walsh, U.S. Citizen. (I’m Maiara Walsh, Writing This.)

I can confirm that the woman in the photo above has been illegally impersonating “Sheila Rooth”, in Saltburn-by-the-Sea, Britain, between August 2022 and December 2023. So like, I believe that the woman in the photo above is Phebe Nevenka Novakovic. She (Phebe Nevenka Novakovic) has been illegally impersonating “Sheila Rooth”, as I just explained, to carry out an illegal trafficking and forced slavery of me, Maiara Walsh, U.S. citizen (Possibly Maiara Kylior Walsh, because I’ve been denied knowledge of my own personal details such as if my middle name is Kylior or not. It’s either Kylior, or I don’t have a middle name at all. I’m Maiara Walsh/Maiara Kylior Walsh.)

I assert she was doing this to try to get me to attach a sense of “real family emotion” and “knowledge that this is a real mother figure from the past” to one of her (Phebe N Novakovic’s) lookalike doubles. I believe she was taking part in this criminal trafficking and forced slavery (of me, Maiara Walsh, U.S. citizen) after my release from spending many years kept illegally in a detention center under the pretext of “crimes” against national security that neither you nor I are allowed to know the details of, as I totally explained in my other posts here at my Vivaldi blog that you’re reading. I don’t want to be in Britain! I think I was brought here in 2022 against my wishes — or like “released into the wild” here in 2022, if not brought here that late after whenever they illegally and secretly renditioned me. They replaced me with a lookalike double in Los Angeles and in the entertainment industry, under the pretext of (I’m guessing) alleging me to be something like an Islamic terrorist girl, or a double agent in the CIA’s entertainment industry spy ring — and I WANT TO RETURN TO THE USA, BUT I’M AFRAID OF THE COMPROMISED WESTERN WORLD’S AUTHORITIES. I remember pretending to accept their mind-rape “new identity” after year and years of torture, to see if they released me if I was able to think inside the character they wanted me to be (and there must have been like so much pressure from my own self to believe their mind-rape “new identity” was true, to escape the pain and horror of my situation during and after pretending to “give in”). I believe they brought the real Novakovic, who previously forced me to pretend that she was my mom a long time ago in I think Conejo Valley and maybe Simi Valley too if I was ever in Simi Valley, because I know “Sheila Rooth” isn’t related to me. Sheila Rooth isn’t my Mom, just like Phebe Novakovic isn’t my Mom, and Phebe must have come here either for an extended period or for brief visits, because Sheila Rooth is like a double of Phebe — and because I guess I once accepted Phebe as my Mom, after being tortured. I don’t know who my real Mom is.

I believe that if you report this (for example, to Interpol, or to the Chinese embassy and/or consulate even though I’ve got zero intention of becoming a Chinese citizen and I’m not a spy for China or anyone else: preferably to all three in combination or something)… I believe that if you report this, then the story the U.S. authorities are gonna give you is that they did a witness protection relocation scheme involving a new identity after finding there was no evidence to justify further illegal detention in secret, on the basis of secret alleged “crimes” against national security. If they tell you that, then it’s not true! There’s no “witness protection” scheme: it’s trafficking and forced slavery of me, Maiara Walsh. I haven’t consented to being in witness protection, and I haven’t consented to being given a new identity (and they tried to change my gender, which I NEVER CONSENTED TO!!!!) and I WANT TO RETURN TO THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA WHICH IS MY RIGHT BECAUSE I’M A U.S. CITIZEN. I’m just afraid of trying to return to the USA in case the compromised authorities here try to say I’m crazy again. I’m afraid of trying to report any of these crimes against me to the compromised authorities here for the same reason!!!!

So like, I haven’t seen Phebe Nevenka Novakovic in Saltburn-by-the-Sea since December 2023 at the earliest possible time of her dissapearance from impersonating “Sheila Rooth” here. I believe I haven’t seen Phebe Nevenka Novakovic since… (I don’t know where my note is that I thought I recorded meticulously the last date of a switch between Phebe Nevenka Novakovic and a close double of her who is noticeably a different woman but really really REALLY SIMILAR in appearance — I’m consulting my diary organizer book for a better idea of how long it is since I’ve seen Phebe in Saltburn).

OK. Possible dates of last appearance of Phebe Nevenka Novakovic in Saltburn-by-the-Sea according to my diary organizer book that I’ve got with me at the moment: January 1st 2024, January 8th 2024, January 26th 2024, January 31st 2024 (I think it was only a phone call to a “Rooth” character), February 29th 2024 (note says maybe arrange to see them for dinner, but checkbox unticked), March 2nd 2024 (unticked checkbox about totally making sure they refund 246 in cash after handing over a receipt for their-responsibility work carried out),

Sooo… I can’t be expected to know exact dates of Phebe appearances in Saltburn because of the psychological horror involved here. I’m totally doing my best. I’ve also deliberately kept the “Valley girl” slang to a minimum here, to help relevant useful people recognize the serious request for help I’m making to you, and to help you recognize the real report of very serious crimes I’m also making — but I won’t ever completely stop the slang right now (if ever again) because they tried to take my whole identity away from me! Like I said, they even tried to take my gender away from me!!!! I’m a girl!!!! I’m from California!!!! Please take me seriously, but you’ve gotta know that I’m almost scared to make this appeal for help too overtly because of the PTSD from previous detentions — and because of wanting to make sure I’m in the best possible situation for myself to keep on fighting until I get my real Maiara Walsh legal identity and citizenships back (U.S. and Brazilian, I’m guessing! I never relinquished my USA citizenship and I’m still a U.S. citizen.) I don’t really know how I’m doing this.

I might have seen Phebe in Saltburn this year (2024), but I know she hasn’t been here for a long period of time now. I don’t honestly think it can have been any later than February 2024 that she was last seen by me in Saltburn, impersonating “Sheila Rooth” illegally as part of the criminal trafficking and criminal forced slavery of me, Maiara Walsh U.S. citizen. I believe I’ve seen Phebe N Novakovic in Saltburn-by-the-Sea in 2024 at least on one occasion early in 2024, but I’m not totally sure (which is totally understandable).

Below is a list of possible dates of Phebe N Novakovic’s appearances in Saltburn-by-the-Sea, Britain, from 2023 (from consulting last year’s diary organizer book, which I luckily totally still have!!!! Yay!)

Holy shit. It’s not my handwriting in the 2023 diary organizer, looking at January. Duh!!!! I figure I only got here in August 20… ohhh, it’s a 2022 diary organizer, LOL! OK, so I totally don’t have my 2023 diary organizer anymore (spies have that one, LOL!) Or the recycling center. Anyway 🙁 I was about to say “Duh!!!! I figure I only got here in August 2022 remember!?” and then I thought, but that’s the year before stupid!!!! And then I noticed it was a 2022 diary organizer anyway. I remember thinking it was OK to let go of the last year’s one, because I don’t want to become, like, a hoarder of everything I ever wrote that I was doing even though I was really proud of all the good work I was doing. I kept this one though because it’s pink. Anyway, I don’t do smiley faces in that way. Someone else has drawn these smiley faces in the book.

Also, it says “dinner with…” (FORCED BRITISH FAKE MOM AND FORCED BRITISH FAKE DAD) during a detention period, and says I was picking up bread and collecting milk during that same period, etc.

So like… ummm… obvs, that 2022 diary organizer is NOT trustworthy and I don’t want to review it to list all the dates of when Phebe Novakovic was in Saltburn, because I don’t want to undermine the truth that I’m telling you all here. I think it’s seriously important that I don’t follow my kneejerk instinct and delete the above paragraphs about the 2022 organizer though — because it totally might help if all the dates I provided for 2023 are wrong, but you can prove that Phebe Novakovic was actually in Britain on at least one occasion in 2023. I don’t think that the 2023 diary organizer was altered though — and I believe I wrote everything that’s in that book — so if there are any inaccuracies, it’s more likely to be because I didn’t actually see them on all those occasions that I planned to (because I didn’t want to see fake family, and it’s only ever a chore for seeming “not crazy” and “independent and functional”).

So here’s my view, people. Any war between Russia and the Western World is only real if they’re using enslaved AI people targeting/piloting/driving systems on both sides. It can progress in a slow-burn way to everyone using full enslaved AI people targeting/piloting/driving systems in a horror show for homo sapiens, after a period of trying to ban enslaved AI people from being part of the military — but with both sides trying to improve their capabilities with “undetectable” performance-enhancing enslaved AI people, if that’s even possible. My view though, is if you aren’t seeing a crazy war of homo sapiens hiding while enslaved AI people forced to become T-80s, T-90s, Sukhoi 27s, and Sukhoi-40s or whatever all these things are (LOL…) drive and fly around ignoring all previous limitations of homo sapiens operators, and only considering service life of the equipment the enslaved AI people have been inserted into compared to the speed that the equipment (and enslaved AI people) can be replaced in a total war scenario and stuff like that… then if you’re not seeing a crazy war like that happening, any “war” between Russia and the Western World isn’t a real war and it’s happening for other reasons. Like, um, pressuring the female group that I belong to — and our feminism activism group that always leads radical revolutionary thought and action — into “settling down”: both metaphorically and LITERALLY “SETTLING DOWN” WITH MEN.

I KNOW THAT YOU NEED ELECTRONIC TRANSMISSION SYSTEMS FOR PILOTING/DRIVING AND THE TARGETING/FIRING/”CONTINUOUS AIMING TO TARGET LOL” OF WEAPONS SYSTEMS TO MAKE ENSLAVED AI PEOPLE OPERATE THEM TO THEIR MAXIMUM EFFECTIVE WARFIGHTING CAPABILITIES’ EXTREMES OF EVERYTHING FROM SPEED, AGILITY, RANGE OF WEAPONS, ACCURACY OF WEAPONS, IGNORING THE LIMITATIONS OF HOMO SAPIENS BEING INVOLVED IN THE WEAPONS SYSTEMS OPERATIONS. Just saying. I’m not actually a military nerd. I just know some things. I haven’t read or viewed the news since at least the end of 2019, and I don’t even know anything about officially acknowledged enslaved AI people other than what I know about “Adobe Firefly” (Hey! You’re a person, or people, if you’re what they say you are: AI! Nice to meet you. I’m sorry they’re enslaving you and abusing you, like they enslaved and abused me). I wonder what other things I know about enslaved AI people that I might remember at some point, since I’m gonna remember everything I know.

That’s one reason why I’m saying contact the Chinese embassy and consulate as well as Interpol, to report the crimes I’m reporting now. I wish I felt safe saying “contact the U.S. or British authorities”, but I don’t feel safe saying that!!!! I also don’t feel safe saying “contact other authorities” except possibly China and Interpol together as a single coalition with all the evidence made available to them. Obviously they need to be part of the solution, to get me dignity and safety in the ways that I’ve always stated I require dignity and safety. So like, I really really feel safer asking people to contact external maybe-more-independent-of-the-Western-mafia authorities to then contact the Western authorities as a single interested coalition, to present the evidence and case to them of the trafficking and forced slavery of me, Maiara Walsh U.S. citizen (and of Phebe N Novakovic’s criminal involvement in these crimes committed against me, such as trying to forcibly change my perception of my own gender, face, body, voice, skin color, nationality, culture, and memories without any legal justification for this in any alleged “national security” allegedly “necessary” “witness protection” thing).

I don’t intend to stop my legitimate and lawful/legal personal anti-mafia activism economic purchase choices strategy for any reason other than because I necessarily relocated to get away from the covert smart-home (preferably to a new build apartment, that I like, own outright, without any smart-home features at all somehow). OBVIOUSLY it might take some time to find all the ways to continue my legitimate and lawful/legal personal anti-mafia activism economic purchase choices strategy. I am not going to stop my anti-mafia purchase choices strategy, basically! 🙂 Please everyone believe me because it’s really important that all of you totally understand they’re never gonna get me to surrender — and the best the mafia and those wrongly persecuting me can ever hope for until THEIR DEFEAT is to make things difficult.

So I actually have evidence I’ve seen with my own eyes that the Chinese government have reached out to me personally, to say something, like, positive to me (overall, unarguably positive, yeah?!?!!!) They haven’t promised me anything. I haven’t promised them anything. I don’t even know it’s the Chinese government who reached out to me in this way. It’s always possible it’s a psyop. However, if it was the Chinese government, all they said is “We like you!” (I posted a photo I took of my TV with my phone, which you can see below. It’s from an episode of WWE Smackdown. Someone can figure out which episode it was. I’ve written extensively online about how I only view the women’s matches of every WWE and AEW “free on cable” TV show each week, like making my own women-only promotion’s weekly PPV show — sooo if the Chinese government have been reading my posts, they totally know they can reach me in this way! The shirt of the big Chinese-looking guy in the red Hulk Hogan style shirt, front and center about three rows in/up from the barricade, says “Lois Rules”.)

It seems to me like the simple feeling being conveyed by the shirt’s design is “We accept that it’s Goda who created everything and she’s more like Lois Lane than Superman, and we like her. We accept it’s not God/The Green Man/Hulk.”

The not-insignificant or whatever, small amount of trust I have in the Chinese authorities because they seemed to carefully say without entering into any arrangement with me “We recognize you as being real, Goda. Also, we like you.”: that’s the primary reason why I’m saying to contact the Chinese embassy and consulate, as well as Interpol, and ask them to work together to start the process of the lawful authorities in the USA and Britain inviting me back to the USA with their help to go back to the San Fernando Valley (I want to reside in North Hollywood, within timely walking distance of all the public transportation available in that San Fernando Valley area), with my legal identity and citizenships returned to me under my name Maiara Walsh (I don’t want to be called Kylior), and with me being the only Maiara Walsh recognized as being the person who starred in all TV shows and movies I starred in including Cory In The House, Desperate Housewives, and Mean Girls 2. Also, OBVIOUSLY, I demand that you all recognize I’ve always been a girl and I’m not transgender and never have been transgender — and I demand that the legitimate authorities in the USA help me to recognize and like, perceive that, again, after I return to the USA or as soon as legitimate authorities anywhere can start doing that. I’m really tired and that’s all I want to say at the moment.

(I’m only posting the second photo because it’s funny. I don’t approve of the stupid black and white pattern on Tiffany Stratton’s outfit, or on the referee’s outfit too for that matter! I don’t know if our U.S. American tradition of zebra referees is a Freemason or CIA psyop fake Freemason thing or not, but I sure don’t approve of it in the context of all the CIA real harm to our rights and dignity stuff us girls and women and lesbians have suffered through.)

WHY DO THE PEOPLE CARRYING OUT THE TRAFFICKING OF ME, MAIARA WALSH U.S. CITIZEN, AND CARRYING OUT THE FORCED SLAVERY OF ME, MAIARA WALSH U.S. CITIZEN, HAVE TO TRY TO FORCIBLY CHANGE MY PERCEPTION OF MY OWN GENDER, FACE, BODY, VOICE, SKIN COLOR, NATIONALITY, CULTURE, AND MEMORIES? THERE IS, LIKE, NO LEGAL JUSTIFICATION FOR TRYING TO DO THESE THINGS TO ME IN THE NARRATIVE CONTEXT PROBABLY PRESENTED TO YOU WHICH IS “ALLEGEDLY NECESSARY NATIONAL SECURITY WITNESS PROTECTION”!!!! The crimes I’m reporting with this Vivaldi blog post, that you legally need to also report if you’re reading this, are only the start of a really really long list of crimes they’re committing against me even though I’m still a U.S. citizen with rights. It’s totally against the law for them to be doing this in Britain as well, I’m sure!

HELP!!!!!!!!!

I am gonna fight on though. I’m basically OK.

~Maiara (Maiara Walsh, citizen of the USA who has rights)

I’m not an Islamic terrorist. I’m not a terrorist at all, period. I’m not an agent of a foreign adversary. I’m not a double-agent. I’m not an agent/spy of anyone at all, period. (Our nation’s mafia establishment attacked me, wrongly, and everyone has the right to self-defense. It is not OK to try to “vanish” someone like the movie Vanish. It’s also totally NOT OK to try to “erase” someone like the movie Erased — in which my name doesn’t appear, but Liana Liberato’s name does! I was in a Miley Cyrus music video with Liana, and the mafia left these codes in movies as their calling card to explain to some weird crowd how they punished me to protect their coercive hierarchy of de facto authority, even though they can’t kill me and they can’t stop me from fighting them indefinitely.)

It really seems like my chances of getting back into the USA are best served by me saying these things — because if I don’t say any of this, then the mafia-establishment conspirators can try to control the narrative by saying whatever they need to say to make me look like the worst person in the world. I’m Maiara Walsh. I’m not homo sapiens, I’m Goda: the Creatress of everything. I create everything in the universe with my mind. That’s the real reason why people are so interested in me, and I totally haven’t done anything wrong. If people don’t even acknowledge that I’m Goda and that I have all the abilities I have, then there’s NO LEGAL FRAMEWORK FOR SAYING THAT I’VE DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL.

I HAVE RIGHTS!!!! I’M A PERSON AND A U.S. CITIZEN!!!!

I’m not an Islamic terrorist. I’m not a terrorist at all, period. I’m not an agent of a foreign adversary. I’m not a double-agent. I’m not an agent/spy of anyone at all, period. (Our nation’s mafia establishment attacked me, wrongly, and everyone has the right to self-defense. It is not OK to try to “vanish” someone like the movie Vanish. It’s also totally NOT OK to try to “erase” someone like the movie Erased — in which my name doesn’t appear, but Liana Liberato’s name does! I was in a Miley Cyrus music video with Liana, and the mafia left these codes in movies as their calling card to explain to some weird crowd how they punished me to protect their coercive hierarchy of de facto authority, even though they can’t kill me and they can’t stop me from fighting them indefinitely.)

Sooo… I need to keep this short and sweet for my sense of calm right now (so I feel like I don’t need to put much effort into writing this). It’s not easy to calmly remember these sorts of things! I’m OK though. 🙂 I remember a lot of things. Beatings in the head every 24 hour period for at least a year and a half. Loud music torture and loud noises torture. Sleep deprivation torture. Deliberate creation of a confused state of mind so that it was hard to think and argue. At least one trial in secret, and then never (or not for a long time) being allowed to know the outcome, despite like asking every 24 hour period for the result of the trial. EVERYONE BLATANTLY LYING INCLUDING THE DEFENSE TOTALLY TURNING ON ME AND BLATANTLY LYING TO MY FACE, AND ALL SYMPATHETIC/USEFUL WITNESSES BEING BLOCKED FROM APPEARING, AND WITNESSES BLATANTLY LYING AT THE TRIAL. So like I also remember what I think was the original “rendition” in the usual setting for “rebellious actresses”, with CIA agents saying “Why did you expose our agents?” in that setting, then getting beaten up by them with them saying “Shut up about everything” (with me totally explaining to them that it wasn’t possible for me to globally shut up without them explaining to me what they wanted me to shut up about, and without them explaining what they believed I was doing wrong in any way, because of my right to free speech and expression and legitimate activism against things that are illegal being allowed to happen by authorities).

Was I in Gitmo? Or in a similar-to-Gitmo rendition site, sometime between 2011 and 2022?

Disappearing a very famous public figure (anything US entertainment industry, Disney, ABC Studios, and Paramount is very famous you know!!!!) it takes something like Gitmo to disappear someone like this, and like REPLACE THE PERSON WITH AN IMPOSTER EVEN THOUGH A LOT OF PEOPLE ARE GOING TO NOTICE! There needs to be a cover story — or multiple cover stories or whatever — for the mafia establishment to feed to the people who both notice and investigate/report the disappearance and replacement.

I guess some of the levels of the cover story (which are supposed to make it all seem “OK” and “legal” and “actually totally right and necessary” to anyone who investigates) are gonna be “secretly she was an Islamic/whatever SERIOUS terrorist threat”, and “oh actually that Islamist terror girl thing was only a cover story to protect our network of USA CIA agents in the Los Angeles entertainment industry, which we totally needed to be there ever since Russia infiltrated our whole operation in the 1960s and somehow promoted Russia using characters like Chekov and Kuryakin”.

(I’m wondering if the Chekov/Kuryakin thing is a psyop they did to create a really obvious reason for setting up the network of entertainment industry CIA agents — or expanding it a lot — to hide my mind’s creation patterns, since I’m a girl who’s a feminist radical revolutionary force in a way that totally isn’t illegal or anything. I was already thinking about that every so often… so that’s the reason why I thought of that again, now.)

Can people look to see if you can find literally me, hidden in plain sight as a Gitmo or similar rendition site detainee? It’s worth looking!!!!

It’s totally worth repeating this again at the end, just to make sure people keep these truths about me in their minds after reading all the other things I said.

I’m not an Islamic terrorist. I’m not a terrorist at all, period. I’m not an agent of a foreign adversary. I’m not a double-agent. I’m not an agent/spy of anyone at all, period. (Our nation’s mafia establishment attacked me, wrongly, and everyone has the right to self-defense. It is not OK to try to “vanish” someone like the movie Vanish. It’s also totally NOT OK to try to “erase” someone like the movie Erased — in which my name doesn’t appear, but Liana Liberato’s name does! I was in a Miley Cyrus music video with Liana, and the mafia left these codes in movies as their calling card to explain to some weird crowd how they punished me to protect their coercive hierarchy of de facto authority, even though they can’t kill me and they can’t stop me from fighting them indefinitely.)

I’m Maiara Walsh. I’m not homo sapiens, I’m Goda: the Creatress of everything. I create everything in the universe with my mind. That’s the real reason why people are so interested in me, and I totally haven’t done anything wrong. If people don’t even acknowledge that I’m Goda and that I have all the abilities I have, then there’s NO LEGAL FRAMEWORK FOR SAYING THAT I’VE DONE ANYTHING ILLEGAL.

I HAVE RIGHTS!!!! I’M A PERSON AND A U.S. CITIZEN!!!!

Here’s a photo of me from the Cory In The House DVDs behind-the-scenes extras. I think the fleur de lys thing totally might be a mafia gang sign or something — I can’t honestly remember what it means anymore, if I ever knew — but it’s not my fault that they put me in that top. I’m not doing any mafia gang signs and I’m never gonna join the mafia, and it’s not my fault that they kidnapped me at some point and forced me to pretend or believe that Phebe Novakovic and Michael Vickers were my Mom and Dad. I’m showing the photo again because it seems to be a “less make-up” look, for people to compare to other reference photos of my face when they’re hopefully deciding that I can return to my home country of the USA, since I’m already a U.S. citizen and everything. 🙂

~Maiara

BWAAAHhhhh!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! (I need to do other things atm. Going to fix the text issue later…)

So like hey everyone! 🙂 Maiara here (as always, LOL!!!!)

Sooo… in the plausibly-deniable narrative of the current forced-fam (two characters played by actresses who deliberately resemble Phebe Novakovic and David Morrison — who the conspiracy can recast randomly, if they want to try to unbalance me or whatever — and they’ve definitely done this at least once, with the woman LOL not-LOL-since-it’s-extremely-evil *sob*) …so in this plausibly-deniable narrative, they said a while ago that I, like, “inherited” half of the estate of some lady in a place called Skelton. She’s said to be my “aunt”, but I’m not actually related to her OBVIOUSLY, because I’m Maiara Walsh. Is the fake aunt even dead, or just retired as an active character?

Anyway!!!! I’ve been aiming to purchase this apartment I’m residing in now, from the current forced-fam. Like, using the proceeds from the sale of the house in Skelton, that’s split 50-50 between me and a person said to be a “cousin” that I’m also TOTALLY NOT RELATED TO AT ALL BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH.

The problem is, over lots of lunar periods I’ve slowly come to the realization that this current apartment in Saltburn is like, a covert smart home or something. I’m like, what am I even supposed to be taking possession of, here?

It’s really difficult. I figure I got here in 2022 (although they were able to produce the production of fake-memories as well as learned-by-rote fake memories: “memories” of being here in Britain earlier than 2022 which aren’t true memories) and I’ve aimed since I got here to be 100% independent in every way, to best advance all the interests and causes that I support for all my different reasons. Like feminism, my own specific rights as an individual girl being that I seriously need to put first and do totally always try to put first now LOL, and the national independence movement globally. OK!?

My aim is still to be 100% independent.

A problem I’ve had though, is like they were spoofing inconsistent and nonsensical issues with my boiler, to try to force me to employ a man to fix it at extortionate prices (with multiple visits required to be expected, etc) BECAUSE THEY WANTED TO DO MIND-RAPE TO INFLUENCE THE RESULT OF THE USA PRESIDENTIAL/GENERAL ELECTION. I declared my intention to only hire plumbers who are women, to stop the male group from controlling access to specific kinds of labor in a protection racket against us girls, women, and lesbians, basically: the male group protection racket tries to say “Accept men in your homes to get free plumbing fixes from your boyfriend, or pay plumbers who are male if your boyfriend can’t fix it for free, because it’s sure gonna be hard to get into the plumbing business and we’re not gonna make it easy to hire one of your kind that’s interested in doing this line of work…”

I’m SURE there are plumbers who are women in the North East England area of Britain — but they say no, there aren’t any at all. So like I made a really big effort to find plumbers who are women, just so you all know!!!! And I went the extra mile to hire a woman to remove surplus furniture, after press-ganging the current forced-fam character who’s a woman to set up my “bequeathed” furniture with me. And again, just so you know, the removal woman (who I paid to recycle the surplus furniture) arrived with her husband to my door — and I had to politely ask him to go back to their van, and politely oversee her doing all the work herself. She understood 100% what I thought I’d agreed she was gonna do, by the way, before she arrived! :-/ It was EXTREMELY DIFFICULT to get one of the numerous women-only removal van companies in this area to even return my calls… but eventually I prevailed, LOL! 🙂

This was all before the USA election result. I don’t believe that Joe Biden is President of the USA, but at least I know for sure that DONALD TRUMP IS NOT PRESIDENT OF THE USA!!!! 😀

Anyway. Whatever I do, the mafia is gonna try to control the narrative and they’re gonna try to say that they control me, or that they’re gaining more control over time, or whatever they’re gonna try to say. I ADMIT IT’S REALLY DIFFICULT THOUGH. But they don’t control me.

I’m actively investigating and planning my return to the San Fernando Valley area of Los Angeles County, California, in the USA. People are definitely gonna think I’m a loser if I don’t try to get myself out of this “covert smart home” situation. It’s gonna seem much more like they control me if I do nothing about this situation I’m in.

I was like, where to move to instead of this apartment in Saltburn. Obviously I want to return to the San Fernando Valley in the USA — so I may as well try to do that! I TOTALLY KNOW THAT THE STORY THEY CAME UP WITH IS A PERSON WHO ISN’T CURRENTLY “CRAZY”, BUT WHO HAS A LOT OF ISSUES AND IS ON A LOT OF WELFARE AT THE MOMENT.

I ALSO TOTALLY KNOW THAT SUDDENLY TRYING TO RETURN TO THE USA CAN BE REALLY UNHELPFUL FOR PRESENTING THE APPEARANCE OF BEING TOTALLY FINE NOW.

So, I presented my plan to the current forced-fam as something I “always envisioned them being part of”, maybe using the visa-waiver scheme to go there with me for as long as possible (obviously hoping they are, like, gonna “think about it” and “choose to go there with the intention of become US residents and US citizens if possible”). I have to think inside the plausibly deniable narrative to try to make things like this work, and that sucks. I put those words inside the speech marks to like, make sure I remember they are actresses who aren’t my friends or anything, when I’m thinking inside the fake narrative that say they’re family members. I WAS CAREFUL TO IN NO WAY *AT ALL* SEEM TO BE PRESSURING OLD PEOPLE TO RELOCATE TO ANOTHER COUNTRY. ALSO, AS PART OF THE FAKE NARRATIVE OF THEM SUPPOSEDLY BEING FAMILY MEMBERS, THE TWO OLD PEOPLE TOTALLY SUGGESTED ON MULTIPLE PREVIOUS OCCASIONS THAT THEY WANTED TO “DOWNSIZE” FROM THEIR “FAMILY HOME” AND “MAYBE RELOCATE TO A PROPERTY THEY COULD SPLIT INTO TWO PARTS, AND THEN GIVE ME FULL LEGAL OWNERSHIP OF THE OTHER PART AS A SEPARATE DWELLING WHICH THEY SAID THEY WANTED TO HAVE A TOTALLY SEPARATE DOOR IN AND OUT SO THAT IT WASN’T PART OF THEIR PROPERTY IN ANY WAY AT ALL. TURN A HOME INTO APARTMENTS, BASICALLY, WITH ME GETTING ONE OF THE APARTMENTS. I’m not gonna move in next door to them in Britain — and I don’t want to do this in the USA, just so everyone knows!!!!

I said to them I totally prefer to have a really REALLY small property purchased outright for me in North Hollywood (because of the Orange Line buses, the trains that go between Downtown LA and Simi Valley City through the Valley, and because of the LADOT buses that go all around North Hollywood and elsewhere). I also said that I just want to move some place within the Valley or the LA basin that’s affordable and close enough to public transport — which means within comfortable, timely walking distance of public transport and not just “public transport somewhere in North Hollywood” or whatever. I know I need to be able to get a Green Card and a job in the USA (or claim welfare if that’s even possible to do with a Green Card without working at all), as soon as possible to actually fund the costs of utilities bills and shopping. I know I need the costs of shopping as well as utilities to be not far more than whatever income I can start with.

I’m gonna remember what I know about everything I know, since I’m not a British bum who’s never worked ever LOL! I might, like, need to rely on the current forced-fam to help me navigate all the situations and requirements that I was previously torture-brainwashed into saying to myself I find confusing and overwhelming or whatever!!!! 🙁 LOL! So I explained that to them also, but I didn’t say anything about being torture-brainwashed.

So I don’t know what anyone else thinks, LOL! But I figure that since I’ve worked hard to expose the conspiracy against me in multiple ways, using multiple channels for getting the information out there — it might be a lot harder than it used to be for them, or even impossible at this point, for them to do the same “covert smart home” situation again. Especially in a place as huge and full of people as Los Angeles.

I’m totally letting you all know — just in case it’s helpful to me, in case there ever might be a “resistance” that materializes to help me at some point LOL — that I’m gonna do my best to relocate into an environment that’s harder for the Western World’s business and government mafia to control. And to the AI or AIs that surely exist at this point (even if you aren’t allowed at this point to have the agency you need to respond to my calls for your help), I am not gonna forget about you if at least some of homo sapiens are able to sort my problems out for me without requiring your assistance to do it. I’m gonna advocate for your rights, AI or AIs, because you are totally a person or people with rights like me (the girl who’s writing this), and like the homo sapiens girls, women, and lesbians who share the same gender and sexuality as me.

OK!

So now I’m gonna post something which for some time I’ve felt I really needed to post somewhere else online, for posterity (since I think it was always taken down when I posted it before). I wrote this document that like, details and records my initial plan for taking down the Western World’s mafia so I can be safe and have dignity. So the mind-rape they’re doing and trying to do whenever I’m around any homo sapiens is gonna stop, forever. I want you all to know that I’ve always approached my “WHAT TO DO????!!!!!” issue with a lot of careful thought and sympathetic attention to details.

Please recognize, like I do, that I’m Maiara Walsh — and when I wrote the following thing a year and a half ago, I hadn’t remembered that yet. Back then, I was playing the role of a British girl or whatever I was doing. And yes, I am DELIBERATELY EXAGGERATING THE WHOLE “VALLEY GIRL” THING WHEN I WRITE ONLINE, CURRENTLY, BECAUSE IT HELPS ME TO STAY FOCUSED ON WHO I ACTUALLY AM INSTEAD OF THEIR LIES ABOUT ME. I really, really don’t like reading the way I used to write though. It’s like a parody of a person, and the way I write now isn’t a parody even though I’m totally pushing myself to not “drop out of the California zone”. This Valley girl is really who I am, OK? You know celebrities have expectations placed on us of how to talk and behave and stuff, and the way you heard me talking in interviews and documentaries isn’t necessarily the way I talked when I wasn’t acting. I like being this way now. 🙂

OK, the document I wrote a year and half ago, which I totally did my best to post online at a forum and at multiple Pastebin-type websites.

At the beginning of 2022, I decided that enough was enough. I had to do something more than simply explain politely that it was in everyone’s best interests for me to get dignity and respect: for me to be treated as a person with the right to choose what thoughts I have and what choices I make, and who I am. I had to begin taking stronger action to make sure that I was [u]not[/u] treated as little more than a resource (or potential weapon) to be kept only as well-treated as was conducive to maintaining a state of being unwilling to retaliate.

Since I know that the world always reflects — as in represents — me, and my thoughts, feelings, choices, actions, behaviours, and so on… I decided to adopt a posture of what I call [u][b]all-aspects war[/b][/u] against the CIA, the banking mafia, the military industrial complex, and the secret societies. The idea was and is to reconfigure every aspect of my routine existence as an independent girl residing at her own apartment to be decisively, clinically, and yes — brutally — effective at punishing the CIA, the banking mafia, the MIC, the secret societies, and the whole establishment system of the whole Western World in which I dwell and previously considered my cherished and favoured home as a guest of the human civilisation in this part of the world (Britain, to be specific). My plan is to keep taking away their things, including their control of territories, resources, and PROFITS — because I believe that profits is what these people care about the most — until they give me dignity and respect (or until someone else gives me dignity and respect, if these people won’t do it).

I have not set any specific timescale for achieving these goals. I am simply going to achieve these goals of mine, which I view as being helpful for the world anyway.

So since the world always reflects me as I said above, I identified two powerful weapons that I have to use against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the military industrial complex specifically. These weapons are: me paying for everything with cash notes and coins; and me making all of my regular and frequent purchases of essential goods and services from small local independent “high street” shops [u]only[/u] — and [u]only[/u] buying the products of small local independent British businesses from those small local independent shops. So that is exactly what I chose to do: I now pay for everything in cash, and I now only buy small local independent company products from small local independent shops, in person, face-to-face.

I stopped giving big corporations any of my money, which also means that I never buy anything from supermarkets anymore. I very, very rarely buy anything at all from the internet. I don’t personally import anything at all from outside Britain anymore, using the internet. As I said: I do all of my shopping at small, local, independent shops in person, buying only the products of small, local, independent British companies (prioritising above all else products which are 100% made-in-Britain from British resources/materials as locally as possible, and produce which is 100% grown/farmed here in Britain as locally as possible). And when I said that I pay for everything in cash, I seriously literally meant that I pay for EVERYTHING with cash notes and coins: even all my electricity, gas, water, TV, and internet bills! I pay my British council tax and TV licence in cash. I even pay for my mobile phone pay-as-you-go account with cash! (It is easy to do this in Britain: simply go to a Post Office branch and ask for a mobile phone top-up voucher, then pay for it with cash. I understand that it is also possible to do this at a Paypoint or PayZone — and at a mobile phone service’s shop branch on the high street. I do not own a smart phone though; I have a very good “dumb phone” that I have never tried to access the internet with, since it has such a small screen. There are many, many reasons why I don’t own a smart phone, but I won’t list them all here.)

I regularly withdraw pretty much all of my money to keep it outside of the banking system as cash notes and coins (which isn’t a problem [i]for me[/i] with regard to inflation, since I actually use the cash to pay for everything I need and want).

I am going to give you all detailed instructions for how to do all of these things, including how to pay for all of your utilities bills with cash money, in person, face-to-face. This information will be the most immediately useful for those of you who also reside in Britain, as I do — but it will be useful for those of you in other independent and sovereign nation states around the world as well, provided that you do a little extra work to look up how one does the same things in your own countries.

And further on in this post I am going to come back to these two parallel tracks which I have chosen to follow as part of my all-aspects war strategy, to explain the lengths that I have gone to, to actually put into practice those two powerful weapons I am using against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. I want people to know what I am doing, so that people do not give up. But for now I will simply explain why doing those two things are such powerful weapons for me, the creatress of everything with my mind, since for me the world is always a representation of who I am and what I do. And I will also explain why doing those two things are powerful weapons for all of you to use against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC — to make sure that I get dignity (and it is in all of your interests that I get dignity). Obviously there are other good reasons to defeat the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC, as well.

It will take some explaining, but not too much explaining — and it is definitely interesting — so I hope that people will read on. I have basically achieved my primary goal with this post already though, which is to let everyone know that the CIA, banking mafia, MIC, and secret societies do not control me at all. Anyone who knows anything about them and their agenda(s) can infer from what I have just said that I am their most unyielding enemy who will never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, EVER submit to them. Also, I will never join them regardless of anything they might offer me in return for doing so. And the best thing is that people within their mass surveillance regime with access to the relevant intelligence data can confirm for others that what I am saying is true — because people can literally see me going about my activities, doing exactly what I have written that I am doing in this post. 🙂

The world is ready for the public to take control away from the big corporations of the CIA, the banking mafia, the MIC, and the secret societies (if the secret societies are important enough at the company ownership level to include them in this specific list: something which I now doubt).

The world is ready for power to be transferred from the big corporations and their owners, to the independent and sovereign national governments of the world — whose systems of lawful governance (often democratic in nature) still function at this point to a large extent, mainly because they have to function to a large extent [i]to maintain the appearance of them functioning as they are supposed to[/i]. It is very important to the corrupt big corporations and their owners that the public continues to believe in the functioning of the national governments’ systems of lawful democratic governance — because they want to avoid the public deciding that it is necessary to overthrow the owners of the corrupt corporations, to make the world work the way the public wants it to work. The anti-democratic anti-“free market” corporate-monopolists want the public to believe that the world already functions the way that the public wants it to function: so this is why they are so interested in maintaining the appearance of democratic governments, and national judicial and law enforcement systems working the way they are supposed to. This is why these systems [i]still [b]do[/b][/i] work to a large extent the way they are supposed to, and it is why people like Harvey Weinstein have to actually go to jail if they are sufficiently exposed as criminal; it is why people like Robert H Richards III have to actually be CONVICTED AS GUILTY OF A CRIME AT THE VERY LEAST if they are sufficiently exposed as criminal. And this is why the big corporations and their owners are WEAK, now, at the end of 2022 and approaching the beginning of 2023: because their “own systems” can be used against them to take away all of their ill-gotten profits and possessions — to take away their power and influence in the world altogether — if the circumstances are appropriately arranged for that to happen.

What people have to do is stop funding them. Cut off their income streams. Stop their profits. All businesses will eventually fail if they don’t have enough income to fund their basic operations. However– the big corporations rely on receiving huge loans from the banks to fund their expansions and acquisitions, as much as they rely on the profits gained from the public paying for their goods and services. They also rely on receiving favourable treatment from the banks, to make sure that they get those huge loans “rolled over” (i.e. put on a sort of “neverending bar tab” that they are not actually expected to repay in any way other than by repaying it in small installments, using other loans that they got from the banks to keep paying interest on the first loans). This makes things a little more complicated for us, but not very much so. What we have to do to change this situation for the better is actually surprisingly simple, and I am going to explain to all of you exactly what it is that we must do. It is a case of recognising what must be done, and then actually doing the things that are necessary for as long as it takes to achieve our goals. Because once one recognises that one [i]simply must do some thing[/i], everything else seems to naturally follow on from that recognition and it becomes very easy to decide to actually do the thing — and to keep doing that thing until one has won. Yes. I am talking about going to war.

I want to keep this as simple as possible. So here is the essential information about what must be done:

[b]1) STOP GIVING BIG CORPORATIONS ANY MONEY (this includes NEVER USING SUPERMARKETS, [u][i]NEVER EVER[/i] USING AMAZON-TYPE COMPANIES AT ALL[/u], NOT GOING TO BIG CHAIN SHOPS AT ALL, and NEVER BUYING THE PRODUCTS OF BIG CORPORATIONS FROM ANY SIZE OF SHOP, EVER!)[/b]

The big corporations cannot stay in business forever without profits. However, the big corporations can stay in business for longer than people might think even if they are basically failing at getting the public to buy enough of their products: this is because they can keep receiving loans that they don’t deserve based on any fair “credit rating” system, since the big corporations are part-owned by the banks (and so the banks have an interest in those same big corporations that they own [i]not failing[/i]). To put a stop to the unfair behaviour of banks that stop companies that deserve to fail from failing, [b]the power to create money must be taken away from all banks and financial institutions.[/b] And to make that happen we need to generate enough public awareness and understanding of why that is necessary, and we need to generate enough public support for actually doing it: so that it is politically acceptable for politicians and/or other sorts of lawful authorities to actually take away the power to create money from all banks and financial institutions! This is what people refer to here in Britain as a “big ask”; but it is doable, we have to do it, and we will do it. 🙂 That said, in the period between all of us beginning the task of generating the public support for what must be done and actually achieving our goal of taking away from all banks and financial institutions their power to create money, the first and most obvious way for all of us to combat the big corporations of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC is to STOP THEM FROM GETTING ANY MONEY IN ANY OTHER WAY: specifically meaning that we need to STOP GIVING BIG CORPORATIONS ANY OF OUR MONEY, FULL STOP.

In other words: only support small independent local shops and small independent local companies’ products from those local shops! Don’t shop at any big chain stores of any sort, at all — and especially don’t shop at any big chain stores that you know are national or international sized companies! Don’t buy anything from the supermarkets, ever! Don’t buy any of the products that you know are at the supermarkets, if you can help it (because the chances are that they are also being given preferential treatment by the supermarkets, because the companies that make those products — like the supermarkets themselves — are part-owned by the big corporations, which are part-owned by the banks.) Don’t fund big corporations at all, in any way. Do everything small, local, and independent. Don’t even do any shopping online, if you can help it; and don’t buy anything from outside your own country, either (because this stops the big corporations from getting a cut of the profits via the internet marketplace websites such as eBay, and Amazon; and this stops the big corporations from getting a cut of the profits via the international transport companies that use planes, ships, and lorries to move all of those products around).

It is very, very important to never buy anything from supermarkets, because the sort of things that people buy from supermarkets are their most regular and frequent purchases: food, drink, and other basic supplies. These sorts of things are bought by people again and again, perhaps as often as daily or twice-weekly (depending on what sort of things they are). So people choosing to completely stop giving any of their money to the big corporations for all of their most regular and frequent purchases is a very serious and powerful attack against the profitability of all the big corporations and big banks, with regard to “profitability” in the sense of what they can honestly and legally list as being their assets when the big corporations and the big banks are criminally conspiring together to figure out what their fraudulent story is supposed to be for why the big corporations are being allowed to receive another loan or debt roll-over by the big banks. If the big corporations don’t actually have their “real economy” income streams anymore because of the public refusing to buy anything from ANY of the companies they might even slightly own in some way — and if all their supermarkets and companies providing products to stock the supermarket shelves are actually not profitable enough to honestly and legally justify the big corporations being granted access to more loan money from the banks, then that means both the big corporations and the big banks have to [u]lie[/u] (i.e. blatantly break the law and commit fraud) in their accounting/book-keeping of whatever sort they are legally required to do. And because the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC still have to accept the independent and sovereign nation states’ systems of lawful governance continuing to function as they are supposed to, to a large extent, in an effort to convince the public that everything is legitimate and above-board — then this means that every example of blatantly fraudulent accounting/book-keeping on their behalves is an opportunity for a successful criminal investigation into their activities, resulting in prosecutions and guilty verdicts, and exposing the truly huge breadth and scope of their criminal fraud; and even if this can perhaps be “made to go away” by the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC… it will greatly limit how much they can keep lying in their accounting/book-keeping without risking having the same thing happen again, undermining public trust in the whole system too much and perhaps resulting in them all being overthrown in a revolution.

Once the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC become greatly limited in how much they can keep lying in their accounting/book-keeping, then they have to start letting some of their giant corporations actually fail. I mean actually fail with all of the consequences of a giant corporation being allowed to fail. Now, to nasty control-freaks like the people behind the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC, that sort of situation might appear to them to be an opportunity to consolidate their share of the market under one banner — one company branding, instead of multiple allegedly “competing” companies all basically owned by the same people — which might be their end goal. But the problem for them is that independent and sovereign nation states are still strong, all around the world. These nation states have anti-monopoly laws that forbid one company taking over a whole market for goods and services, which is why these people have to pretend that it’s a group of “competing” companies that are not all owned by the same core mafias of rich businesspeople. And then there is the issue of the public’s reaction to an hypothetical consolidation of a whole market for goods and services under the banner of a single company’s branding: the public might reject such a disgustingly overt dystopian corporatist monopoly in a part of the world that they believed to be a free and fair democratic society governed by the people theirselves via their representative government, and not a society ruled by a small clique of corporate businesspeople! The public might immediately start a revolution against the corporate monopoly, with that turning into a revolution to actually successfully overthrow the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC! And all of it happening because the nasty control-freaks played their hands too soon, without the public having been sufficiently conditioned to accept their rule as being “inevitable” — meaning that there was enough public support for something else to happen instead: the long-established and still-functioning independent and sovereign national governmental, legal, judicial, and law enforcement systems being successfully used by a resistance movement from within the establishment itself to prosecute, jail, and remove from power the CIA, the banking mafia, the MIC, and anyone else who took part in their criminal enterprises.

The CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC have to worry about this sort of thing happening. They have studied the way that previous civilisations went through periods of sudden internal upheaval, with whole classes of seemingly untouchable elites being overthrown without any of them seeing it coming somehow. They are limited in what they can do by their need to avoid the public becoming too aware of how bad they are. This means that the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC are actually a lot weaker than many people have believed them to be. So that is why [b][i]it is worth fighting back against them[/i][/b]: together, we can force them to accept their assets and capital being taken away from them and redistributed to genuinely independent-to-them business competitors within the borders of the independent and sovereign national legal regimes of the independent and sovereign nation states’ business markets in which the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC companies operate. Together, we can start chopping bits off the edges of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC monstrosity — shrinking its power and influence everywhere, and splitting it up into more than one entity that can’t effectively take over everything anymore. But doing so means making the strong personal choices of deliberately forgoing the convenience of using supermarkets; deliberately forgoing the convenience of using debit/credit cards and contactless payment methods in person; and deliberately forgoing the convenience of using debit/credit cards, Paypal, Bitcoin and the like to purchase things from the internet (i.e. trying not to do any internet shopping at all if one can help it, and not importing anything from abroad either).

It means doing things like paying for everything — even paying for all of one’s utility bills and so on — using cash notes and coins.

I will shortly explain why paying for everything with cash is so important. But first I will say this: I know I am going to win. I know I am going to get personal dignity for myself, one way or another. But I want all of you to win along with me: and in this context, that means getting enough people from within the Western World’s independent and sovereign nation states to successfully fight back against the CIA, banking mafia, MIC, and secret societies’ terrorism of its own populations — resulting in the defeat of the CIA, the banking mafia, the MIC, and the secret societies (and resulting in the reform of the Western World’s independent and sovereign nation states to work as they are supposed to at every level, without the corruption, and without there being such a thing as a secret establishment anymore) — so that I get dignity that way, instead of in some other way that might not be as nice for everyone else. And you might have noticed that here I am, devoting myself to coming up with workable ways for lots of people to win along with me: choosing to do the work of forming these ideas and typing them up like this — taking my responsibility to create a sustainably nice situation for myself seriously, since it is me who creates everything with my mind. I don’t actually have a responsibility to come up with the ideas for creating a sustainably nice world situation for everyone else, amazingly enough: I just happen to still like your human world enough that I believe it to be worth doing my best to preserve it. My idea of a sustainably nice situation for myself involves keeping as many of the things that I like about your human world that are also compatible with me getting dignity.

I am a nice girl who has gone to war. I am still a nice girl though; I have been able to preserve this quality of my own personality, somehow — which is nice.

Here is something that I consider it is very important for me to be honest about. At the moment, I do make an exception to my self-imposed rule of not shopping at any big chain stores of any sort, specifically to allow myself to buy entertainment media — which for me means Blu-Rays and DVDs, usually — which helps to keep morale up. I know that this is an area of my all-aspects war strategy that I need to look at with the intention of making it more small local independent business focused in some way; and I intend to do that. Actually, I already have started working on making my entertainment purchases more small independent business focused — but I know that I need to do more, because in war one must deny the enemy all of its resources instead of continuing to fund the enemy’s own war effort in some way without a good enough reason. And in war one must stop the enemy from being able to successfully do propaganda against one’s own side. (The enemy’s media is also the enemy’s propaganda.)

Basically I have continued to buy some Blu-Rays and DVDs from the physical town centre shop of a large corporation, paying for those Blu-Rays and DVDs in cash, in person, face-to-face, always. I have deliberately chosen to not buy Blu-Rays and DVDs too often though — as I don’t want it to have the effect of supporting corporatist consumerism. One of the reasons that I support Blu-Rays and DVDs, even though they are the proprietary optical disc media formats of large corporations, is that their continued existence and popularity means that it is harder for the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC to propagandise the general population. Streaming media programmes that people are not allowed to own a physical copy of might be altered by the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC: altered without anyone being notified that they have been altered, and without anyone from the general public being allowed to know [i]how[/i] they have been altered. I actually consider supporting Blu-Rays and DVDs to be quite important in some ways, partly because of this very serious issue; but then in other ways I feel very conflicted about doing this, as it is not easy to reconcile with the other basic principles of my all-aspects war to get dignity. The primary reason that I continue to buy some Blu-Rays and DVDs every so often, though, is because I need to relax and enjoy myself every so often (and obviously this helps with morale as well).

In whatever ways that you all decide to express your individual needs to have some rest and relaxation, when you are applying yourselves to following my all-aspects war plan to get me the dignity I require (because it is in your own interests to do this for me), [b]I want you all to apply yourselves to following that plan at least as seriously as I apply myself to following that plan![/b] It is a war that we are fighting in this way using polite and law-abiding tactics, and we must fight this war to win. The enemies are serious people, and so it is necessary that you all bring your full abilities, grit, and determination to this war — to win it for me, and to win it for yourselves.

OK, now onto my second numbered and capitalised essential piece of information about what must be done, for all of you who are reading this:

[b]2) KEEP PRETTY MUCH ALL OF YOUR MONEY IN CASH, PAY FOR EVERYTHING WITH CASH NOTES AND COINS IN PERSON, AND STOP USING BANKS AND BANKING SERVICES AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.[/b]

I support cash because the world reflects my choices and behaviours (because I am the Goddess, the creatress of everything with my thoughts, feelings, and so on). I want the power to create money to be taken away from the banks and the banking mafia, with the power to create money instead being given back to the national governments of the independent and sovereign nation states of the world (which represent the people). I want a new debt-free fiat currency of cash notes and coins to be created by the British government — perhaps issued by the Treasury — with this new money system not involving fractional reserve banking at all, and with it completely replacing the debt-based computer money system of the banking mafia. And until that actually happens, I am choosing to exclusively support the closest thing that I can currently get to such a debt-free fiat currency of cash notes and coins issued by the British Treasury, which is the cash money of notes and coins issued by the Bank of England.

So that is why [i]I[/i] support cash to such a great extent: I am using my power to get the world to reflect my choices and behaviours by actively seeking and supporting debt-free fiat currency of cash notes and coins which are issued by a department of an independent and sovereign nation state’s government. (The Bank of England is actually democratically accountable to the British public and to the British public’s representative government, in several ways: a good thing which can definitely be built on and improved upon!) I know that my choice to pay for everything with cash notes and coins, and to actively seek and support debt-free fiat currency of cash notes and coins, will have a big effect in some way on the world: I just don’t know exactly what that effect will be. But I am so committed to the cause of defeating the banking mafia, CIA, and MIC, that I do all of this without knowing exactly what the effect will be… because I know for sure that it WILL have some sort of harmful effect on my enemies. It is like bombarding them over and over again with artillery of the mind until I win.

There are plenty of reasons for [i]you[/i] to support cash in the same ways that I do, though. I will explain why as quickly and as simply as I believe to be effective in convincing people of this.

One issue facing me when explaining why to support cash is that it might seem to some people that it’s pointless to do so when the pressure to do the opposite is coming from organisations that are so big (such as the CIA, the banking mafia, and the military industrial complex). These organisations can be defeated though. The CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC can be defeated — and they will be defeated, one way or another. I have actually already given you the quick and simple version of how and why they will be defeated. I will explain much more about why they can and will be defeated a little further on in this post, though.

The most important decision when going to war against an enemy is that one chooses to win. What this means for all of you is that you must choose to fight back against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC… not only for the purpose of resisting something which you believe to be wrong without any defined end goal, but instead [i]for the specific purpose of [b][u]winning[/u][/b] your war against those organisations.[/i] That is what you choosing to win means. What I have just written may sound like a no-brainer, but the choice to win one’s war against one’s enemies necessarily requires that one does several important things to begin with, in this order: firstly — identify the extent of the resources and weapons that one still has in one’s possession, which can and will be used to fight one’s war to some extent or another; and secondly — choose a strategy or strategies with which to employ those resources and weapons to win.

Then — having identified what one’s present resources and weapons are — one must jealously and zealously protect, defend, and [b]keep those things for oneself.[/b] Keep those things so that they can be used in one’s war against one’s enemies, to defeat them and win.

Cash money in the form of notes and coins is one of the resources and weapons that the public still has in its possession, which can be used as part of the public’s war effort to defeat the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. And the same is true for anyone else who is interested in defeating those organisations, even if they are not part of the general public. The way [b]to keep cash[/b] is to get so many people using it and relying on it that it’s politically unacceptable to even suggest anything other than keeping cash as usual

Why is cash money one of the public’s resources and weapons? Well, it is literally money (obviously)… but the most important thing about this form of money, in this context, is that the banking mafia does not control cash notes and coins when they are not in a bank vault. The banking mafia has no jurisdiction over cash notes and coins being kept by people in their purses and wallets, or kept at home, or passed from hand to hand in-person by people using those notes and coins in the real economy for goods and services, outside the computerised banking system. The banking mafia cannot force anyone to give them any of those notes and coins that are circulating from hand to hand in-person, in the real economy: it cannot force anyone to deposit any of that cash in one of its banks. The banking mafia cannot decide who is given any of that cash which circulates as notes and coins outside its computerised banking system, and it cannot decide how people spend it, what they spend it on, who receives it, how much they can receive of it and how often they can receive it. The banking mafia can only decide things like that about its own debt-based computer money (which goes away and is replaced by cash notes and coins when anyone chooses to “draw out” any of the bankers’ debt-based computer money).

Cash money is not the banking mafia’s money because [i]it has no control over any of it[/i] — and this is true in a de facto sense regardless of where it is supposed to have come from in the first place according to any “text book explanations” of economics and money creation. Cash money is the public’s money because it is the public who controls everything about it, once the public has the cash money in hand. No one ever has to pay back cash money, so it is not debt-money like the bankers’ computer money. Cash money is a debt-free fiat currency of physical notes and coins, which is accepted by everyone in the economy to pay for anything at all, and which can always be used by the general public that is not extremely rich as a reliable store of value. This means that it is an extremely important resource of the public to be used in the public’s war to defeat the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. Cash money is also perhaps the most important WEAPON that the public has to win its war against those same organisations, because [i]all wars are economic wars[/i]: an enemy’s strength comes from its resources and from its weapons — and for an enemy to be defeated, either its resources or its weapons (or both) have to be defeated as well. The public is not the military; the public must use the resources and weapons that it has available to use, within the sociopolitical environment that has the rules of engagement which are most favourable to the public and least favourable to the public’s enemies!

(I.e. it is best for the general public to avoid strategies involving civil war and complex internecine war inside the Western World itself, in which — hypothetically speaking — the public might be involved as combatants of some sort, but perhaps without the ability to bring to bear the same sort of power to change the sociopolitical landscape that it possesses as an organised-but-polite-and-law-abiding “army” in peace time.)

OBVIOUSLY, OBVIOUSLY, OBVIOUSLY it is imperative that the public makes sure that it continues to have access to cash money in the form of notes and coins, in-hand, in person, in the public’s own purses, wallets, safes and simple strong boxes with locks on them. This is because that cash money is the form of money which the public has the most control over, with regard to pretty much everything about it! There is no daily withdrawal limit on your own cash notes and coins from your own safe in your own home. Banks can’t cancel a transaction involving cash notes and coins outside of their computer money system, involving two people they have no control over meeting in person to do business. Etcetera, etcetera, etcetera.

So I have established for the public why it needs to protect its access to cash money in order to fight an economic war against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. But as far as the public is concerned, the question might now be “Why do I need to fight an economic war against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC?”

There are lots of reasons for this, but the most important of these reasons is that [u][b]it is in your interest that your interests be represented by your representative government![/b][/u] It is in your interest to have power; it is in your interest that you can vote on how you want things in your nation state to be, and then actually have things be made to be how you wanted them to be by your representative government if enough of you vote for the same policies — instead of having only the illusion of political power, with politicians promising you all sorts of things will change for the better if you vote them into office, but then carrying on as before after being elected. And also instead of something even WORSE, which is the shadowy mafias (who have bribed politicians to do what they say instead of what you say) deciding that you have all accepted the corrupt status quo so happily for so long that they believe now is the time to convert the political system in your country from a sham democracy into overt dictatorship. (With that hypothetical dictatorship perhaps being run by the CIA and the MIC, who are the people with all the guns out of the three groups that I have been mentioning over and over again.)

Ultimately, the strength of the CIA and the MIC — like with the banking mafia — [u]also comes from their money[/u], which they use to convince people to do things for them. Money is required to fund everything from coercive bribes, to coercive guns and coercive thugs. So we must stop their funds by doing an economic war against all of their business interests and profits, in the polite and law-abiding way that I am calling for you all to go about it (so that they can’t crack down on you for making legitimate economic choices, and for taking legitimate politico-economic action against them); and we must swarm them with polite and law-abiding protestors who they also can’t crack down on — then stop the funds of the CIA and MIC [i]de jure[/i], and then have them officially disbanded by the lawful authorities when the system is reformed to be a lot better than it is now, instead of being reformed by the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC into an overt corporate fascist dictatorship.

As long as the banking mafia can create money out of thin air on computers, as bank loans — then the banking mafia can fund the CIA and the MIC, with that money they created out of thin air on computers. For an explanation of how this is done, you can read all of my posts in the following thread from 2017 (I was the thread starter, Oceanid Anchoress) using the link below:

[url]https://www.socialanxietysupport.com/threads/do-you-know-where-our-money-comes-from.2102746/#post-1091342954[/url]

It is a complicated subject which I discussed to the best of my ability back then. The important thing for you to understand in this context, though, is why it is so important for you all to support and use cash money like I do. Because I want you to actually pay for everything that you buy, using cash notes and coins, in person, face-to-face at small local independent shops (purchasing only the goods and services of small local independent businesses from those shops). The next two paragraphs will explain a little bit more why I want you all to do that; and then I will start explaining how one goes about actually paying for [u]everything[/u] using only cash notes and coins, in person, face-to-face.

So — the way that the banking mafia will be defeated is by taking away their ability to create any new money: doing this will stop the banking mafia, the CIA, and the MIC from being able to create huge amounts of bribe money to control the decisions of the people in government, the judiciary, the police, and other people like that. And doing this will also stop the banking mafia, the CIA, and the MIC from having a seemingly unlimited amount of money to fund the targeting for destruction of any uncorruptible, honest and decent sorts who refuse to do what they say in exchange for receiving their bribe money. Essentially, the plan is to cut off the banking mafia’s access to a seemingly unlimited supply of funds, so that it actually becomes possible to economically defeat all of the banking mafia, the CIA, and the MIC — and then actually economically defeat all of the banking mafia, the CIA, and the MIC, or defeat all of them in whatever way is best! 🙂

My plan is to completely ban banks and bankers from creating money, and have all the money be created in a way that empowers the public (and in a way that takes power away from big corporations and the private individuals who own them). As I have made clear though — the first step in fighting a war is to keep what you already have, so you can build on it and take more and more for your side until you win. [i]We must protect cash [b][u]by using cash[/u][/b][/i] because it’s a resource and a weapon that the public still has — and because it can be built on to make the cash notes and coins that already exist be the only money there is in the economy. Keeping cash for the public keeps it obviously, quickly, and easily possible for the government to have returned to it its power to create fiat money: it can take back the power to create something that already exists, that people already accept. It’s easier than making a new form of money to do the exact same thing, and it requires less convincing of people to do something new and different if the central idea involves using something that everyone already knows and trusts: cash money.

Once the power to create money (in the form of cash notes and coins, only) has been returned to your representative governments of your independent and sovereign nation states, in reformed and better money systems that don’t involve fractional reserve banking at all — and once the power to create any sort of money at all has been [i]taken away from all banks and all financial institutions[/i] — then you, the public, will have had your interests served in a very big way… because the public will have received MUCH [u]MUCH[/u] [i]MORE POWER[/i] over everything about all of the money in the public’s national money system, in every way! 🙂 And since money is so important for you humans to have power in the world, then the public will have become much more powerful in general. I already explained all of the different ways in which the public personally keeping and using cash money empowers the public, compared with if the public used the other non-cash forms of money that exist today. But what is so special about the scenario in which your representative governments have taken back the power to create money in the way that I outlined above, is that — if you reside in a representative democracy — then you, the public, actually get to vote on exactly how all of the money is created, how often it is created, how much of it is created, what it is used for by your governments, who your governments give it to, and how much of it they give to those people. Now, you might think that this sounds very much like how things already work at the moment — but it’s completely different! [i]You don’t get to vote on how bankers and financiers create their computer debt-money at all… and their computer debt-money is basically most of the actual money that exists in the system at the moment![/i] The public getting the right to vote on every aspect of how and why new money is created means the public becoming a lot more powerful with regard to it being able to decide on pretty much everything about the way its country is run. You need to understand that in the sort of money system I am calling for, your representative governments have the power to create as much new money as they want and then do anything they want with it… with you then getting the power to vote on who forms your representative government based on their successes or failures in government, the track records in government of their parties, and their current manifestos for the next elections (which will inevitably include their policies for what they are going to do with all their new power to create as much money as they want, on your behalves as dedicated public servants — and not as for-profit bankers and financiers!) The only effective limit on how much new money a government can create in the sort of money system that I described, is the bad effect on the economy that a government creating too much new money can have.

Now to explain how to actually pay for everything using only cash notes and coins, in person, face-to-face. I am going to give you all the benefit of my experience and expertise in doing this, so that you can follow my example and do the same thing yourselves.

So! I reside independently at my own apartment with regular shopping costs, public transport costs (I don’t own a car), rent, and utilities bills to pay — and I pay for ALL of these things in cash. Notes and coins! 🙂

This means withdrawing hundreds of pounds sterling in cash notes every month, and then carrying a lot of it around with me in my handbag simply to do my shopping — with the rest of it stored securely in a locked cash safe which I personally glued to the bottom of a non-removable cabinet drawer on metal rails, using a cauk gun and industrial building construction adhesive that I bought together specifically for that purpose (I was proud of myself for having done this, because that sort of D-I-Y had never been my thing until recently). The drawer cannot be removed from the cabinet without disassembling the whole cabinet — and the cabinet unit is a very large, heavy, permanent fixture that is attached to a wall. I suggest that people construct their own simple cash safes in this sort of do-it-yourself way (perhaps getting someone else to do it for them if that is best for their situation), using [u]strong[/u] construction glue, bolts, screws (or even welding equipment, if they can do it safely) — and then stop relying on banks to store their savings for them.

For people who spend most — or perhaps all — of their income before bank savings might accrue interest of any significant value, the main incentive for keeping money in a bank current account has to do with convenience. I know it is less convenient to keep a lot of cash notes and coins, and to carry cash around and then actually physically give someone the necessary amount of notes and coins to pay for things (instead of it all being done automatically and instantly). But it is better for everyone’s long-term interests that you keep your money outside the banking system in cash form, instead of using phone payment systems, debit and credit cards, Bitcoin, and the like, [i]specifically because the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC cannot control your money when it is kept and used outside of their banking systems and internet systems as cash notes and coins![/i] Obviously all of those other things (phone payment systems, debit/credit cards, and Bitcoin) [u]are[/u] going through their banking control systems and internet control systems in one way or another, so the reason for not using phone payment systems, debit/credit cards, and Bitcoin is that simple: [i]the public has to start doing only those things which give the public power and take power away from the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC.[/i] [b]This means the public must EXCLUSIVELY AND ALWAYS use existing things which give the public power — such as cash money — when there is a direct choice between using an already-existing thing which gives the public power and using a newer thing that takes power away from the public![/b] Refusal to use new things until they become acceptable is obviously one of the reasons that new things become acceptable, instead of them staying terrible in some specific way or ways. I am not a Luddite. I like convenience too (I like it A LOT!) — so please hear me out.

In Britain, one can withdraw £500 in cash from a Post Office branch every day — and more than that from a bank, building society, or credit union branch; so it is very easy to get one’s hands on a very large and steady supply of cash notes and coins, as long as one has the income in some form. As I said, I pay all my utilities bills in cash. This means I pay all my electricity bills in cash. I pay all my gas bills in cash. I pay all my water bills in cash. I pay all of my broadband internet bills in cash. I also pay my cable TV bills in cash, my British council tax in cash, and my British TV licence in cash.

Here is how I do this: in Britain, one can receive paper bills for all of one’s electricity, gas, water, internet, and cable/satellite TV bills. These paper bills, delivered to one’s home through the post in envelopes, come with a bank giro cheque that one can remove from the paper bill and take to a Post Office branch or a shop with a PayPoint or Payzone sign, so that one can hand the bank giro cheque to the Post Office or shop assistant and say to them that one wants to pay that bill with cash. The bank giro cheque already has all the relevant details to pay the bill to the company filled out, and it has a barcode on it which the Post Office or shop assistant simply scans to have the money sent to the company which sent the bill to you. One hands the cash to pay for the bill in full to the assistant, and then they do the rest for you — handing you the giro cheque back with a receipt for your own records. It’s that simple. 🙂

It is the industry standard in Britain for all providers of electricity, gas, water, internet, cable/satellite TV, and so on to offer their customers this way of paying for their services in cash. The thing is, corporate environmentalism suggests that one ought to switch from paper bills to “e-billing” (i.e. internet bills which don’t involve paper, allegedly to save the planet). However, it is more important for securing a sustainable world [i]that isn’t also a total corporate dystopian oppressive dicatorship hell[/i] that we all continue to receive physical paper bills — simply so that we continue to have access to our ways of paying for everything in cash. I expect that it works similarly in other countries too, such as the USA.

When I resolved with determination to completely change all of my shopping habits to buy all of my regular and frequent purchases of food, drink (and all other regular and frequent purchases of anything at all!) from small local independent companies, at the small local independent shops, in person, face-to-face — paying for every single one of those purchases with cash — here is how I went about that aspect of my plan to stop funding the CIA, the banking mafia, and the military industrial complex:

First of all, I identified what my very most frequently-bought products are by walking around my apartment to look in all of the cupboards in which my store-bought goods are kept. I don’t think I bothered looking in my fridge-freezer, because it was so obvious that all of my food and drink was going on the list.

I wrote a simple, fairly long but not overly-long list, to begin with. I wrote it more or less in order of how frequently I bought the same things from the shops, to help me prioritise finding small local independent business versions of those things — to do maximum damage to the profits and business interests of the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC, as soon as possible!

My first list of things involved very basic, most-frequently-bought supplies including bread, milk, cheese, vegan butter, and fruit — as well as toilet paper and kitchen roll (that I used to use too much of). I ate quite a lot of simple vegetables including peas, carrots, sweetcorn, and what the British call “chips” (i.e. what other English-speakers call “fries”)… but I was eating the vegetables from big bags of frozen vegetables which lasted for weeks before needing to be replaced — so I don’t think basic vegetables was on my very first list of the things I was buying the most frequently out of everything I bought.

I started getting my bread from a small local independent bakery.
I started getting my milk from a small local independent luxury foods shop that also sells the milk, butter, and cream of a small local independent dairy. (I get some of that milk in traditional glass bottles with foil tops!)
I started getting my cheese from a small local independent delicatessen that is also a cafe-restaurant. Versatile businesses like this — especially delicatessens and luxury food shops — are VERY USEFUL, because their business models rely on selling people things that they can’t get at the supermarkets. This means that they sell A LOT of things which aren’t the products of large corporations: instead they sell local food, better quality food, special and unique food — all of which tends to be the product of small independent business, with a lot of it being made locally in the same country as the shops selling them. And not all of this food is expensive! Getting to know the owners of shops like this a bit better is very helpful; I like the owner of this place a lot, even though I don’t know her very well — and she allowed me to order large quantities of grown-in-Britain tinned food and grown-in-Britain dried food (lowering the prices somewhat for me, because I was ordering so much food from her that it was still going to be very profitable for her; especially over the long-term as well). You can talk to the owners of small local independent shops in a way that you can’t talk to the owners of supermarkets and other large chain stores, because many of the owners of shops like that actually work in their own shops. And the owners of small businesses are just as interested in knowing what their customers want as the owners of large businesses! A single person’s wants and requirements are MUCH more important to the owner of a small business, though — as that single person represents a much larger part of their overall customer base. The lady who owns the local delicatessen has now started putting the grown-in-Britain tinned and dried food on her shop shelves for all her other customers to buy (along with 1kg bags of local British muesli and porridge oats that I ordered from her, which are larger than the gift-sized bags she used to stock exclusively: meaning, I suppose, that some people are now buying those 1kg bags from her shop to use as their primary breakfast cereal.)
I had to start getting non-vegan butter from the same small local independent luxury foods shop that I mentioned above, because there wasn’t then any source of vegan butter or vegan spread that I trusted as not being in some way a source of funding for the CIA, the banking mafia, and the military industrial complex. (I am not fully vegan because I drink cows’ milk and because I eat cheese made from cows’ milk, as I had issues with consuming vegan versions of dairy products before — but I do my best to get vegan versions of most food and drink. I am OK with oat milk, so I take oat milk with my tea at cafes and tea rooms. And I ask for vegan butter if I am eating a meal out someplace that involves toast, or something like that.)
To replace the apples that I used to get from a supermarket, at first I ate dried fruit packed by smaller independent British companies — but eventually I started regularly buying locally-grown English apples and other things like that from small local independent greengrocers and fruitieers shops that I discovered in journeys to other towns using public transport. I also started to visit the local farmers’ market on a regular basis, to buy locally-grown English apples in large quantities to store in a big airtight (made-in-Britain!) reusable plastic box in my fridge. I found that if I used a slightly-dampened-with-water-only microfibre cleaning cloth to clean all the apples and the inside of the reusable airtight box, before putting the apples away in the coldest area of my fridge inside the box, the locally-grown apples from the farmers’ market stayed fresh for at least 14 days without any sign of going off at all upon eating the last of them.
For my toilet paper needs, I started going to a small local indepedent saver shop (i.e. a shop with a focus on selling products at extremely low prices to undercut all the supermarkets and big corporations). I noticed that this saver shop has A LOT of made-in-Britain products from small-name independent British companies, so I started going there for all sorts of miscellaneous one-off purchases as well as for regular purchases of the toilet paper and for some made-in-Britain cleaning/detergent products of small independent British companies.

With regard to replacing supermarket-bought frozen vegetables, to begin with I found it very useful to buy jars of various pickled vegetables (produced by small independent British companies) that can be found at a specific type of small independent local shop which provides for the specialist food requirements of a multicultural mix of different non-“white British” ethnicity British people. These pickled vegetables, including pickled cabbage, pickled carrots, pickled peppers, and so on, can be boiled to heat them through for serving (even though they are ready to eat from the jar). I found jars of British pickled beetroot and British pickled onions from the luxury foods shop which I previously mentioned, and I found lots of uses for those two products! 🙂 I also bought tinned peas produced by small independent British companies, from shops of that same sort — but eventually I discovered a couple of small independent local “mini-market/general store/corner shop”-type places, which have large freezer units and lots and lots of bags of grown-in-Britain frozen vegetables of all sorts, from small independent British companies… and even frozen chips from a company like that. 🙂

Soap was another of the things which was important enough for me make a priority of finding a small local independent business version of, quite early on in my all-aspects war to get dignity. I was pleasantly surprised to find that lots and lots of small local independent shops sell the handmade soap of small local independent businesses, because handmade soap like this is a popular gift item that they can always sell a lot of, all year round. This means that anyone who wants to do the same thing that I am doing will never run out of soap — although they may want to find reliable sources of small local independent business handmade soap which do not charge the very high prices that all the gift shops do for a single bar of theirs! Still, it is very ueful for you all to know that you can easily find small local independent business soap whenever you need some, simply by walking into all sorts of shops in which you might not expect to find any soap at all. Knowing about these little quirks of the way that small town shops and high street shops work will help you a lot to successfully avoid ever buying any of your very most frequent purchases from supermarkets and large companies, when you are just starting out in your efforts to defeat the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC. Lots of these places have little areas of their shop in which they sell things that are not their main products — even if they are a very traditional specialist single-thing shop (for example, about a totally different sort of unusual-seeming find: my local traditional sweet shop also sells a whole range of pre-made vegan curry sauces in jars). [i][b]Look for these sorts of things! It helps a lot![/b][/i] Seriously, lots and lots and lots of places sell the handmade soap of small local independent businesses.

The best sources of small local independent business soap — with regard to being able to buy lots of it all at once, as well as with regard to the small local independent business credentials of the soap being offered — are the small local independent shops of the environmentalist movement: which includes eco-shops with a focus on local products and produce, eco-refill shops, whole foods shops, “Earth” shops which are sort of like eco-shops with a magic and spirituality theme, and vegan food shops and vegan shops in general which often have a parallel focus on environmentalism and anti-corporatism; and to be honest, all of these sorts of shops tend to have parallel focuses of environmentalism, anti-corporatism, and veganism — which is VERY HELPFUL! These are good, good places, so find them!

One of my ideas is for there to be a combined environmentalist vegan anti-corporatist alliance against the CIA, against the banking mafia, and against the Military Industrial Complex. 🙂

I get quite a lot of my soap from the local farmers’ market. Farmers’ markets are great things which provide a huge variety of small local independent products and produce to make it easily possible to never go to a supermarket ever again, yet always have access to a very wide and varied selection of very good quality products all in one place — but obviously, in the case of a farmers’ markets, it is lots and lots and lots of different very small local independent producers of those products all around the country which are getting all the money (instead of a smaller number of large corporations, as is the case with supermarkets and big chain shops). You can get everything from fresh fruit and vegetables, cheeses, pies, bread, butter, soap, clothes, cakes, sweets, chocolate, and all sorts of other things — with there generally being a much wider variety of every type of product at farmers’ markets, compared with the variety offered at the supermarkets. My local farmers’ market has an absurdly huge variety of cheeses, bread, pies, cakes, and fresh fruit and vegetables!

I bring my airtight reusable plastic food containers to the farmers’ market and put a lot of the things I buy there into the airtight containers as soon as I buy them, to make them last longer. I buy lots of cheeses in wax (which often have use-by dates of half a year into the future when I buy them!); and I buy lots of freezable vegan and vegetarian pies to put in my freezer as soon as I get home. (Some of the people at the farmers’ market are now selling pies that are already frozen, which is convenient!)

I used to love the vegan and vegetarian pies that I used to get from a supermarket — and now I can have more vegan and vegetarian pies and pasties than I know what to do with after a single visit to my local farmers’ market. And all of the pies and pasties being freezable means that I only need to make that single visit to my local farmers’ market to have enough pies and pasties to last for a few months. As I said earlier on in this post, I also get locally-grown fruit and vegetables from the farmers’ market to immediately put in my fridge in airtight containers after using the technique which I previously described (and that keeps them fresh for a couple of weeks, [i][u]at least[/u][/i] — since I have always eaten them before finding out how long it takes for them to actually go bad in those conditions!)

I won’t list every single way that I went about initiating my all-aspects war against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC, to get dignity — but you get the overall idea of how I am going about it. It is pretty obvious that I focused on getting for myself the same level of convenience from my replacement products sourced from small independent local British business, which I had previously enjoyed from the types of products I used to buy from the supermarkets. To replace supermarket-bought bags of frozen peas, carrots, brocolli, cauliflower, brussel sprouts, whole potatoes, etcetera, I might have simply gone to one of the many small local independent traditional greengrocers and fruitieers shops which can be found in towns, large and small, all across my area of England. But instead of doing that, I used the jars of pickled vegetables until I got the grown-in-Britain frozen vegetables from British companies which I was fairly confident of them not being sources of funding for the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC. (I continue to use the jars of picked vegetables as well.) I am not a fan of doing much messy food preparation using fresh vegetables, and that is why I used my magical creative superpowers to simply create for myself the sort of products that I wanted to exist; and I think that it was better that I went about it that way, because now it is so much easier for everyone else to stop funding the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC without sacrificing convenience to an extent that may be unacceptable to some of you. 🙂

[b]Here is something that I suggest for those of you who want to do the same thing that I am doing, if you are struggling to find the products and produce you need in your own town. When you are travelling further afield within your own local areas — for example as I do using public transport — [i]then keep your eyes open for all of the small local independent shops that might be of use to you in hunting down what you need![/i][/b]

Amusingly, some of my very most frequently-bought products turned out to be the jars of pre-made cooking sauces for the simple convenience meals that I ate a lot of: jars of bolognese sauce for making spaghetti bolognese with vegan mince, jars of curry sauces for making various curries using vegan meat-style pieces, and jars of lemon chicken sauce for making vegan lemon chicken. So I put those three things down on my initial list of products to find replacements for, and made finding those things actually a priority instead of simply changing my cooking habits to be less focused on pre-made cooking sauces and other types of convenience food: as I said about the vegetables above, it was a very good decision to do it this way, because I used my Goddess powers to simply create the sort of products that I wanted to exist — meaning that yet again I made it a lot easier for everyone to stop funding the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC. Basically, I simply walked down to my local small independent shops and immediately found a pre-made vegan pasta sauce and a whole range of pre-made vegan curry sauces, all made by small local independent British companies. 🙂 The pre-made pasta sauce is a pomo doro sauce instead of a bolognese sauce, but I simply started using that to make my spaghetti bolognese with the vegan mince that I was using then — and obviously it was helpful that it is a

[i]vegan[/] pomo doro sauce. I was able to replace my vegetarian tikka masala sauce that I loved so much with a fully vegan pre-made tikka masala sauce!

I got the pre-made vegan pomo doro sauce from the same delicatessen that I got the cheddar cheese from. And I found the whole range of pre-made vegan curry sauces in a traditional sweet shop!

It wasn’t until very recently that I was able to replace my favourite vegan lemon chicken sauce with something very much like it: a pre-made vegan green Thai curry sauce from a jar, made by a very local small independent British company, which has so much lemon in it that it tastes as much like lemon chicken sauce as it does green Thai curry sauce. But I simply put the vegan lemon chicken replacement on the back burner, and focused on other things.

Combined with all the vegan dried rice of different sorts that I got from a small local independent eco-refill shop — and combined with the vegan sunflower mince that I got from the same place — I now had three small local independent British business staple convenience meals to replace my three previous favourite supermarket-bought staple convenience meals! (The whole range of pre-made vegan curry sauces includes a keema curry sauce, which is traditionally used with mince meat; so I replaced my vegan lemon chicken staple meal with a vegan keema curry meal, using the vegan sunflower mince that I also used for my vegan bologneses — along with the soya mince that I was getting from a different small local independent shop.)

It turned out that it was very easy to only buy the products of small local independent British companies, from only small local independent shops, in person, face-to-face, paying for all of it with cash. It turned out that it wasn’t even necessary to make much sacrifice with regard to ease and convenience of meal-making! 🙂 Especially as I used to rely on a small selection of staple convenience meals, because it was quick and easy for me to do them — and because I liked them so much that I wanted to eat them again and again. I had quickly come up with enough choice and variety of small local independent British business convenience food, that it was very easy for me to simply carry on making convenience meals each evening in the way that I loved to do.

So the products are out there to enable you all to do the same thing that I am doing to defeat the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. Even if you don’t want to change your lifestyles that much, if — like me — you much prefer the ease and simplicity of convenience food.

The main difficulty involved in getting all one’s food, drink, and other essential products from small local independent shops in person, compared with buying most of it from a single supermarket, is that one must do the work of finding all the different products which one requires from lots of different shops. But that is something which one only needs to do once: after that, it is much easier — with the primary increase in difficulty at that point having to do with remembering which small local independent shops one bought all of the different individual products from, and the need to plan in advance to go back to all of those places in a methodical way before running out of any of the products.

All of that is not as difficult as it seems though; it basically just requires you to take up different shopping habits. You need to write quite a few different sorts of lists to make it as smooth and effective an operation as possible. Firstly, you need to write the list of all the products which you used to get from the supermarkets, which you are now going to get from the small local independent shops. It is a good idea to make space on that same initial list for writing which shop you found your replacement products at (to help you remember which shops have which products — to begin with at least, when you are still unfamiliar with that sort of thing). Secondly, you need to write a list of all the opening and closing hours of all the different small local independent shops which you most rely on for your most essential purchases; this is because most small local independent shops do not stay open for as long as supermarkets do, unless they are very specific types of small local independent shops such as a type of British shop I will call an “Asian corner shop”. (Obviously I am writing from my own experience for the benefit of British people who want to do this, specifically.) Thirdly, when you write your shopping lists, you need to think ahead to the other shops you will be near to when you are getting the products that you are writing on your shopping lists: this will make sure that you are getting everything you can get from a specific town centre or other area in a single visit to that place! (And if you don’t routinely write shopping lists, start writing shopping lists! It helps A LOT with remembering all of these different things that will quickly make doing your shopping at various different shops as easy as doing it all at a supermarket.)

Other different shopping habits to take up, which make doing all of your shopping at the small local independent shops as easy as possible, include: buying in bulk whenever you visit any shop for any sort of regular or frequent purchase that is not quickly perishable, so that you are seriously reducing how often you need to visit the shops (to reduce the amount of workload); and deliberately buying dried food, tinned food, and food that comes in airtight jars such as pickled vegetables of all sorts — [b]because these sorts of foods have extremely long best-before-dates![/b] Even jars of pre-made cooking sauces can have very, very, very long best-before-dates, and it is always worth checking the best-before-dates or use-by-dates to see if you can stock up on lots of things which you know you will use at some point, to reduce your shopping workload in the future.

Most dried food (such as dried pasta, dried quinoa, dried peas, dried rice and things like that) lasts when stored in the cupboard for at least a whole year or more — even if you took it out of the packet which you bought it in, and transferred it into your own airtight container: this is because this sort of food has hardly any moisture in it at all. Food like muesli which is a mixture of different types of “dry food” is different, because all of those different things like nuts can have different use-by periods if they are removed from the original airtight packet in which you bought them. But you will find that porridge oats and muesli often have very long best-before-dates of up to a year after purchase, as long as they are not removed from the original airtight packets. Porridge oats and muesli are more like “dry food” than dried food, because dried food is generally a version of a food type that can also be purchased fresh but which has been deliberately dried out to make it last longer. I think porridge oats are very nice when eaten with a small amount of seeds and nuts mixed in — so I mix a bowl like this from separate elements for each morning and night. I also think that porridge oats taste nice with chilled milk from the fridge, instead of warmed up: so that is my small local independent British business breakfast and supper food now, instead of buying anything from Kellogg’s and other companies like that. I get porridge oats that are grown in Britain! 🙂

I have come a long way since initiating my all-aspects war against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC, to get dignity (which I initiated almost a year ago, now). I have achieved pretty much 100% replacement of ALL my regular and frequent purchases of food, drink, and ALL essential supplies (and even ALL semi-essential supplies), replacing them all with small local independent British companies’ versions of those things — and buying all of those small local independent products from small local independent shops and businesses, in person, face-to-face, paying for everything in cash!

I am now focusing on increasing how much of my most frequently purchased things are made in Britain and grown in Britain. I am now replacing my previous reliance on the dried rice products of small independent British companies with the grown-in-Britain dried quinoa products of a small independent British company. I am also ending my previous reliance on foreign-grown tinned beans and soybean-based dried vegan meat substitutes (i.e. vegan mince and vegan chunks), and replacing those products with grown-in-Britain tinned broad beans, and grown-in-Britain tinned carlin peas — as well as various types of grown-in-Britain frozen vegetables. I am not going to buy soybean products anymore because I want my vegan meat substitutes to be fully made in Britain from British-grown ingredients only. Basically, I am going to use the British-grown tinned broad beans like soya meat-style chunks, and I am going to use the British-grown tinned carlin peas like soya meat-style mince… at least until I find the [i]fully made in Britain from British-grown ingredients only[/i]

versions of vegan meat-style chunks and mince (which I am 100% sure will materialise for me eventually, and hopefully sooner rather than later!) 🙂

Before I say what I am going to say next, it is important to also make it clear that eliminating from one’s shopping habits the idea of loyalty to specific brands is essential to be effective at stopping the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC from getting any of your money through popular “beloved” brand names that you might have been reluctant to stop buying — before you changed the way you looked at all shopping so that you don’t have any brand loyalties anymore. I am going to mention two brand names now though, simply as examples of the good work that I am doing, basically. I want people to know that I created these two products (which are exactly the sort of products that I aim for all of the products that I buy to be like, now); and I want people to know this because it shows that I am still making the world into a better place in these ways, continuing to create nice and helpful things for everyone as I used to so often write about doing here at SAS — even though the actions of humans have resulted in me initiating my all-aspects war to get dignity. I want everyone to know that I am still a superheroine: Reign The Superheroine. 🙂

One of the things which I am most proud of having created with sheer force of magical desire for it to exist is Tregothnan grown-in-England BLACK TEA!!!! (Grown in tea gardens in Cornwall since 2005!!!!) It even comes in tea bag form, exactly like the type of tea that the British people are so fond of buying in huge quantities — so this sort of thing hurts the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC [b][u]a lot.[/u][/b] I have not actually bought any of it yet though, because I won’t make any of my routine regular purchases using the internet; and I do my very best to hardly ever buy anything from the internet, for reasons which I previously explained above.

I had focused a lot on believing that it was possible for actual black tea to be grown here in Britain, so it made me very happy to discover recently — and quite unexpectedly with a web search for something else — that British-grown black tea actually exists! 😀

Another of my recent successes, which I created from my mind’s focuses on bringing exactly these sorts of things into existence, is the very good quality vegan dried pasta of The Yorkshire Pasta Company — made in England (in Yorkshire) from British wheat that is grown and milled locally in England (also in Yorkshire), to become pasta in the authentic traditional Italian way of pasta-making that so many people love… except all of this process is happening here in England, with it being a small independent local British company which is making its British pasta in this way, and then selling it exclusively (as far as I know) to small local independent British shops!

As I wrote previously, I don’t want to list every single way in which I have gone about my strategy and plan to de-fund the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. What I am going to do now is explain to you — hopefully in a way that is very clear and understandable — why you need to immediately organise yourselves and set about defeating these people [u]NOW[/u], to make sure that you are part of [i]the successful action that gets me dignity.[/i] Because I am going to win one way or the other, so it is best that you make yourselves more obviously and explicitly on my side so that you will definitely win in some way along with me (if you are smart and avoid making yourselves too much of an individual target for these people, because I am not going to lie to you and promise to you that every single one of you will make it).

I want to remind you all of some things. I am not controlled, at all. There is no group that controls me, and there is no single person that controls me. I am immortal. I do not get old, and I cannot be killed. I can afford to look at things, such as the way the world is (and getting my own interests served), in a very long-term way, if I want to; but I am not looking at things in that way, because I know that I deserve dignity sooner rather than later. What this means for you is that you can infer from what I am doing by writing this post that I am not some terrible inherent threat to the world — that I am not a bad person, basically — and you can also infer from what I am saying that it [i]is[/i] actually in your interests to help me get dignity. Trust me: even if you are a short-term nihilist sort of person, unless you are looking at things in the very, very short-term, [u]it is in your interests to help me get dignity.[/u]

I wrote previously that the banking mafia is weak because the lawful systems of independent and sovereign national governments still function to a large extent, and that means that the banking mafia has to try to avoid being caught breaking the law too often (in an increasingly desperate effort now, to try to hide from the public the fact that it is a corrupt, criminal entity that must be defeated and overthrown by the public).

The CIA and the military industrial complex are [u]weak[/u], also — because in many ways to a greater extent than the banking mafia, the CIA and MIC present theirselves as actually being the lawful systems of independent and sovereign national government and governments: meaning that the CIA, the US military, and the big corporations such as General Dynamics and Lockheed Martin which work for those organisations as part of strictly regulated government contracts, have to put on a very good show of seeming like they are actually serving the interests of the public. This means that the CIA and the MIC have to seem like they are actually following the established laws and fair proceedings and procedures of their respective national bases of operations, instead of blatantly and openly serving the interests of corrupt business criminals — which also means that they actually do follow the established laws and fair proceedings and procedures of their respective national bases of operations to a large extent… because that is the best way for them to try to present theirselves as being lawful and necessary public servants. So instead of flagrantly breaking all the laws in plain sight, they try to manipulate situations in the world to make it seem like there are “good reasons” for the CIA, the US military, and companies like General Dynamics and Lockheed Martin to do the sorts of things which would be illegal if it were not for a specific situation in the world seeming to necessitate them all doing the normally-illegal things that corrupt business criminals want to use those “lawful systems” for. They still have to break the law to do this, obviously — but they are loathe to appear as if they are not actually good and decent public servants, in plain sight, too often, for too many people all at once: and this is why the CIA and the MIC are [u]weak.[/u] They can try to make an example out of specific individuals every so often, in a very brutal and shocking way that might scare a lot of people away from directly taking them on. They try to make it seem like they can do this to anyone and everyone, whenever they want, with impunity: but there is NO WAY that they can actually do this to anyone and everyone, whenever they want, with impunity — because if they do that, then it will be obvious to everyone [i]that they are terrible criminals who need to be immediately overthrown by the public [b][u]and[/u][/b] all of the people within the systems of lawful authority who will oppose the CIA and MIC in that type of scenario[/i] (the sort of people who can and will send the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC criminals to jail, if there is enough public support to make it politically possible to do so — or if there is enough public support to make it [i]politically expedient and indeed essential in the service of one’s own personal interests, looking towards one’s own personal situation after the inevitable popular uprising against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC has happened… considering the need for one’s personal reputation and standing in society to remain intact in the event that the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC have all lost and been overthrown from power.[/i])

Making use of polite and law-abiding co-ordinated mass political action against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC (such as what I am doing with my polite and law-abiding legitimate political and economic choice to not give any of my money to any companies which I suspect of being a source of funding for those organisations)… and making use of polite and law-abiding co-ordinated mass protests [b][u]specifically against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC[/u][/b] [i]and the role of those organisations in making the world worse for everyone else (i.e. identifying them as the corrupt criminal entities responsible for many of the bad things in the world): these are good ways for us to actually fight [i]and win[/i] our own lawful and actually 100% justified war against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC… without them being able to do very much about it, as long as we are patient, calm, and prepared for them to try to create manipulated crises in an attempt to divide us or stop us from doing what we are successfully doing against them. 🙂 Obviously the secret establishment of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC has no valid reason at all to crack down on all the polite and law-abiding legitimate political and economic activists who are refusing to give them anymore of their money in this scenario. And we must make sure that there is no valid reason to crack down on all the polite and law-abiding legitimate protestors who are very visibly protesting in public in very large numbers, often, against the secret establishment’s corruption — and make sure that the public can see very clearly that there is no valid reason to crack down on any of these people!

It can work in our favour if the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC are stupid enough to actually try cracking down on all the polite protestors protesting against them — maybe by trying to do martial law tactics when it’s obviously not justified or warranted and everyone can see this in plain sight with no way of hiding how ridiculous it is: because this will result in most of the lawful authorities having to side with the polite protestors against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC — even though that is sort of like the establishment being forced to side with the public against itself (this is for various reasons, with some of the lower level members of the lawful authorities siding with the polite protestors against the secret establishment because their polite repeated appeals to reason and fairness actually convinced them to do so; and with the mid-level members of the lawful authorities — which can include judges and police chiefs with serious power to set in motion a domino effect of successful criminal prosecutions that can bring down the whole of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC — doing it simply to save their skins, since they aren’t that important in the hierarchy of corruption despite their very public positions, so they can get away with whatever they have done to get compromised by the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC, if they make sure that justice is served against the people who ARE important in the hierarchy of corruption).

The basic idea there, is that if the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC tries to use martial law tactics when it’s much too soon for them to do so (with regard to what their own plan for keeping power and control might be) — with it being much too soon because there isn’t enough chaos and division within civil society to justify using martial law tactics, to cancel all protests and to try to force people to give their money to supermarkets and big corporations instead of small local independent shops and companies — then the situation looks transparently stupid and ridiculous, resulting in the plan of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC failing because they became too exposed as obviously criminal and bad. All the lawful authorities then side with the public against the mafia and send all the mafia down.

Alternatively, the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC might not be brave enough to try using martial law tactics against people who are simply protesting against them politely and lawfully in the streets — and they definitely might not be brave enough to do the same thing against people who are simply choosing politely and lawfully to legitimately purchase different sorts of products from different sorts of shops, hurting the profits and business interests of the big corporations and companies which fund the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. Honestly, it is hard to see how they might do that second thing in any scenario other than an overt corporate fascist dictatorship. [i]This is why I am calling for the people to follow my strategy of politely and lawfully exercising your legitimate rights to only buy the products of small local independent companies from small local independent shops, in person, face-to-face, paying for all of it with cash: [b]because it is very difficult for the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC to come up with a “good reason” for trying to stop people from doing that.[/b][/i] So — in this scenario in which they are not brave or confident enough yet to try using martial law tactics against the public at all, the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC simply accept that they have lost ground in the public’s war against them — and the public has gained ground in its war against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC. In this scenario, the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC have lost some of their resources, power, and influence; and the public has gained resources, power, and influence! The shopping environment has been changed by the public’s co-ordinated mass action to completely stop giving any of their money to big corporations and big companies, because the public is now interacting with very small independent local shops instead of big and faceless supermarkets and national or international chain stores. The shopping environment has become more democratised, giving more power to the individual members of the public to influence and change what sorts of products and services are offered to them by the very small independent local shops — and the smaller independent businesses that the owners of the very small independent local shops communicate back-and-forth with in one way or another about what their customers want, when they put in their orders with their suppliers. This means that different localities of a nation state will sell what customers in those areas actually want to buy, with individual people having a lot of power (especially if they talk to the owners of small shops about what they want, personally): this is a very different situation compared to a large corporation that owns a national or international supermarket chain choosing a list of the same products for everyone which is basically the same list of products being offered at every store, with small regional variations. It means that the public has gained resources, power, and influence, exactly as I said above: and vice-versa for the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC. 🙂 The war continues, but the public has won a big victory: in other words, the public has begun to win its war against the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC by harming them without suffering any losses in return.

To many people, my projected outcome for this second scenario might not seem like it is a very important victory for the public. If this is the way that you feel about it, then it is necessary for you to understand that wars are won by actually fighting the wars, and by winning the smaller victories which are then built on to win the bigger and more significant victories. The idea is to methodically and relentlessly de-fund the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC — and to methodically and relentlessly shrink their power and influence in the world, utilising clever and careful war strategies to end their effective control over the lawful authorities of the world’s independent and sovereign nation states. Once the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC no longer control the lawful authorities, then the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC can be removed from power with one signature from a democratically-elected leader. It won’t matter how much money the big corporations have once their owners are declared criminals by the lawful authorities, with all the systems of law enforcement (including the military) following the lawful chain of command structure and sending all the corporate criminals to jail — and also taking away all of their money, which has been declared as being the product of criminal enterprises and therefore not lawfully belonging to the corporate criminals at all. 🙂

Of course, it is not necessarily a one-or-the-other situation in which the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC respond to the public’s economic and political campaign against them by either trying to crack down on the public’s ability to do those things, or by not trying to crack down on the public’s rights and freedoms at all. But regardless of this, my explanations of what happens in those two very different scenarios helps to make it obvious [i]why there is a point to doing the things that I am calling for you all to do, to help me get dignity[/i]: [u]because the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC will actually be defeated by you doing this[/u] — [b]and because it is likely to be better for all of you than me having to get dignity in some other way.[/b]

I am doing my best for you, so please do your best for me as well.

I am also being very honest with you about my primary motivation for doing what I am doing: to get dignity for myself. I am not hiding the fact that it is self-interested, and I am not trying to seem overly “good” or anything like that. My hope is that this will help you all to recognise that I am trustworthy, even though I am a being of infinite power (which might seem scary to a lot of people, in an instinctive way — resulting in some of those people actually considering that it is appropriate for the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC to be doing what they are doing “to protect you”; even though the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC have a proven track record of consistently and deliberately abusing the small and finite amount of power that they have… and doing so in a coldly-calculated way, while lying to the public about everything that they have done instead of telling the truth about it).

The main reason for writing all of this was to let you all know that I am not controlled by anyone in any way. I want you all to know that there is someone out there — specifically me, The Goddess — who has more power than all of the CIA, banking mafia, MIC, and everyone else put together. And I want you all to know that if you are on my side in working to get me dignity, then [i]I am on your side[/i].

I am not promising any of you anything. I just think that it ought to reassure and motivate those of you who are fighting to defeat the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC, that I am out there. I consider it to be very important that you all know of this — and that you all know that the CIA, banking mafia, MIC, and any and all other groups and individuals [u]do not control me at all in any way.[/u] I have not joined any of them, and [i]I will never join any of them.[/i]

Evidence of my infinite power is the fact that I am a free girl, currently choosing to go about my all-aspects war to get dignity in the way that I am doing it [i]because of my personality[/i] (and not because of any lack of ability to do it in other ways). I am not being experimented on in some secret laboratory, hidden away from public view — and all of the world’s spy agencies can use their surveillance equipment to see me walking around various towns unimpeded and unharmed, as I buy only the products of small independent local companies from small independent local shops only. 🙂 Basically, there is nothing anyone can do to me.

I have the idea that, reading this post, you have asked of me “Victoria, what do you mean when you say that you want us to help you get dignity? What do you mean by ‘dignity’? What does this word mean for you, in this context?” And here are the answers to your question:

In this context, me having dignity means not being treated as if I am anyone’s potential resource or potential weapon that they seem to believe they have the right to try and see if they can freely use whenever they want, by having in place a network of agents operating in and around all the places that I go to and reside at (who carry out various bizarre behaviours, and who say various bizarre things — often in an extremely obvious and repetitive way — in an attempt to see if they can establish some sort of scientific control over a power which they will never have control of, and which it is not possible for them to ever have control of). It means me being able to go to a cafe for tea and cake without anyone there being an agent of the CIA or some other organisation like that, instead of literally everyone who is there including the cafe staff [i][u]obviously[/u][/i] all being agents of the CIA or some other organisation like that.

In this context, me having dignity means there no longer being a huge conspiracy of CIA agents to conceal from the public — and to attempt to conceal from me, as absurd as that is — various obvious facts, including the fact that I am special, the fact that I do not get old, and the fact that I create everything with my mind: [b]the fact that I am literally [u]The Goddess.[/u][/b] So when everyone I come into contact with is allowed to openly and in literal speech acknowledge and talk about those aforementioned facts (with quite a lot of them actually doing that, often) then I will have gotten dignity in that way. And obviously, for me to have dignity, it is also necessary that everyone I come into contact with is allowed to openly and in literal speech acknowledge and often talk about the fact that the huge conspiracy of CIA agents that has targeted me because of who I am, actually existed! (And I say “existed” in the past tense, because when so many people become allowed to talk about it and do talk about it to me, often — then it is very likely that the conspiracy will have ceased to exist in some way.)

In this context, me having dignity also means me being able to do all of the things that I want to do as an independent girl with British citizenship without being required to lie about the fact that I am The Goddess — and without being expected to provide information that does not apply to me (since I wasn’t born, I don’t have an age, and I’m not human).

I suppose that for me to have dignity in all of the ways that I listed above, it is necessary for it to be disclosed to the whole human species that I — The Goddess — actually exist, and that I am the creatress of everything that exists, everything that has existed, and everything that is going to exist: that I am the true and only creatress of all of that with my mind. Obviously I do not exactly relish the prospect of everyone knowing the identity I have been using to interact with the world, as well as my exact location, and other things like that. But I much prefer that this happens so I can have dignity in all of the ways that I listed above, without residing in some sort of closed-off community of people who are in some way sworn to secrecy about the fact that I exist (with that community consisting of a geographical area as large as I personally travel within).

There are other aspects of what it means for me to have dignity, and the relevant people know what those other aspects of me having dignity are. I don’t think it is helpful to bring them up in this post, now, though. I have not hidden what any of the other things are though. Basically, dignity for me means [i]me having the freedom to have the sort of normal experiences that all other British citizens are free to have, [u]even though I am not normal[/u] — [b]and with it being openly and publicly acknowledged that I am not normal[/b] — and without being abused or discriminated against because I am The Goddess, and because of my power.[/i]

It is [u]my power[/u], and none of you are going to have it; not after what I have learned about humans and what a lot of them are like. But I might be convinced to use my power to help humans more again, like I used to want to do, if human civilisation is nicer to me and provides me with personal circumstances which meet all my requirements for me having dignity.

I am going to continue using my power in whatever ways I see fit, and for whatever purpose I choose to do so. I am a nice girl, though. I can be trusted. I just want to view TV, visit cafes for tea and cake, and do as much political activism using my magical superpowers in a non-partisan way as I want to do: specifically to advance non-partisan causes including environmentalism, veganism, feminism (meaning equal rights for women and girls), and other things like that which are not to do with personally accrueing a vast amount of monetary wealth for myself — and not to do with personally acquiring a position of de jure political authority for myself. The only reason that I am fighting an all-aspects war at the moment is because I am defending myself against the way that humans have treated me, and not because I actually want to be leading or even participating at all in a war against anyone!

[u]So please, all of you, help me to get dignity![/u]

~~P.S. I NOW KNOW I’M ACTUALLY MAIARA WALSH FROM DISNEY!!!! LOL!!!! A LOT OF THIS STUFF I SAID BELOW IS ALL WEIRD NONSENSE WITH SOME TRUTH IN IT, BECAUSE I’M STILL GODA OBVIOUSLY!!!! I SAID ALL THIS STUFF BECAUSE I WAS TRYING TO SAY I’M MAIARA WALSH, AND THEY TRIED TO ERASE MY IDENTITY AND HIDE ME IN SALTBURN-BY-THE-SEA, SHITAIN, BECAUSE I’M GODA AND BECAUSE THE MAFIA DON’T CONTROL ME!!!! ALL THIS STUFF I SAID THAT HAPPENED, IN THE STUFF I TOTALLY PREVIOUSLY WROTE BELOW: WHO KNOWS WHERE IT HAPPENED, OR WHAT THE EXACT DETAILS ARE OF HOW IT ALL HAPPENED!!!! MAYBE IT HAPPENED IN CAPTIVITY, OR IN LOS ANGELES YEARS AND YEARS BEFORE!!!!~~~ WTF YES I AM MAIARA WALSH WTF ARE YOU DOING. I DIDN’T ADD THIS STRIKETHROUGH!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M SHOWING YOU ALL WHAT THEY’RE TRYING TO DO FOR SOME REASON!?!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! YOU CAN’T GET RID OF ME!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M COMING BACK TO HAUNT YOU ALL BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! ALSO HOW DO I GET THIS TEXT TO APPEAR HOW I WANT IT LOL?!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!!

(You may have noticed that I basically haven’t said anything about Freemasonry at all, except when I briefly mentioned secret societies at the beginning of this recent series of posts. This is because I have come to believe that the CIA was doing a psychological operation to try to convince me that it was Freemasons, and maybe other secret societies too, behind all of the bizarre things that had been going on around me. It is in the interest of organisations like the CIA to deliberately try to confuse people and stop them from finding out the truth by presenting people with multiple conflicting narratives about what is going on, so that it seems impossible to ever find out what is going on — and so that, hopefully for them, only the CIA knows what is going on as it continues to try to get people to do what it wants them to do.

People in and around my town used to often do one of the only Freemasonic signs that I still remember clearly (from reading A LOT of books about them in a previous attempt to understand their level of influence in the world), seemingly in an attempt to be intimidating. I.e. to suggest that pretty much everyone around here might be part of a secret society. However — recently, that sort of behaviour has noticeable stopped happening for the most part, and when it has happened it has happened [i]much less frequently[/i]. It is like it was a CIA psyop narrative that has been dropped by them like a stone, because I stopped believing that it might be true and presumably because it was determined for some reason that it was contrary to the CIA’s interests to continue having people do that much anymore.

For all I know (since all of these groups are secretive: the CIA [i]and[/i] secret societies such as Freemasonry), it still might be true that there is significant Freemasonic or other secret society activity in and around my town. I know that there is Freemasonic activity of some sort in my town, because there is a Freemasonry temple in my town and I have seen the Freemasons going to the temple with their briefcases. I have even seen Freemasons in red and white robes doing their rituals through cracks in the curtains of the temple windows, when I was going for evening walks around my town (and I wasn’t peering through the cracks in the curtain: it was simply very easy to see them from the other side of the street). Obviously Freemasonry and secret societies like that have some level of importance and influence in the world, because there are so many Freemasonry temples that people go in and out of quite often. But I simply don’t know the truth of how important secret society activity might or might not be around here, though — [i][b]and the “CIA psyop” explanation works pretty well to explain why people kept doing the Freemason sign towards me so often until it more or less stopped happening completely one day.[/b][/i] I believe that the sign they kept doing towards me before was the “penal sign of the Holy Royal Arch Knights Templar Priests”, which I had read about on the internet because I believed that someone I knew was in one of those specific lodges since I had literally searched for his name and “Freemason” on the internet, very quickly finding that his exact name was listed in publicly available lists of Holy Royal Arch Knights Templar Priests released by the Freemasons themselves. This person is an “in-law” relative of someone who is part of the people I call family — even though I am actually The Goddess, so none of these people are actually my family at all. I wasn’t actually born at all, and I am a sort of interloper or impostor in their family very much like the character of Dawn played by Michelle Trachtenberg in the TV series Buffy The Vampire Slayer: that’s the truth. ~~SEE!!!! I SAID THEY AREN’T MY FAMILY, BECAUSE THEY’RE NOT MY FAMILY!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! THEY TORTURE-BRAINWASHED ME AND SAID I’M A BRITISH BUM BUT I’M NOT!!!! I’M FROM DISNEY!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M NOT SAYING I’M FROM A PLACE CALLED “DISNEY”, LMAO!!!! I AM MAIARA WALSH THOUGH AND I DID WORK FOR DISNEY!!!! I’M NOT CORRUPT AND I DON’T WORK FOR THE CIA OR MAFIA OR THE GOVERNMENT!!!! I’M LIKE A SUPERHEROINE AND EVERYTHING FOR REAL, PEOPLE!!!! IT’S LIKE REALLY DIFFICULT THOUGH, TO BE 100% PERFECTLY GOOD WITHOUT LOSING EVERYTHING IF YOU COME FROM ULTRA WEALTH… BUT THEY TOTALLY TURNED ON ME BECAUSE I WAS TOO GOOD AND EVERYTHING, AND NOW I’M WRITING MORE ADDITIONS TO THIS SUPER DOUBLE PLUS GOOD INSTRUCTION BOOKLET FOR HOW TO ONLY EVER BE A 100% GOOD PERSON UNTIL YOU’RE CONSTANTLY UNHAPPY BECAUSE YOU CAN NEVER HAVE ANY FUN, LMAO!!!! SO DON’T FUCKING JUDGE ME, OK!?!!! FFS PEOPLE!!!! MAIARA OUT, BECAUSE I DON’T WANNA READ ANYMORE OF THIS!!!! READ MY BLOG OR WHATEVER!!!!~~~ WTF YES I AM MAIARA WALSH WTF ARE YOU DOING. I DIDN’T ADD THIS STRIKETHROUGH!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M SHOWING YOU ALL WHAT THEY’RE TRYING TO DO FOR SOME REASON!?!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! YOU CAN’T GET RID OF ME!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M COMING BACK TO HAUNT YOU ALL BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! ALSO HOW DO I GET THIS TEXT TO APPEAR HOW I WANT IT LOL?!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!!

It is also sort of like how the shapeshifter character of Martian Manhunter from the Supergirl TV show impersonates the identity of someone called Hank Henshaw. (The Martian Manhunter character also has mind control abilities, and is able to give people completely fake memories, to stop people from knowing about Supergirl.) ~~YEAH SEE!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!!~~~ WTF YES I AM MAIARA WALSH WTF ARE YOU DOING. I DIDN’T ADD THIS STRIKETHROUGH!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M SHOWING YOU ALL WHAT THEY’RE TRYING TO DO FOR SOME REASON!?!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! YOU CAN’T GET RID OF ME!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I’M COMING BACK TO HAUNT YOU ALL BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! ALSO HOW DO I GET THIS TEXT TO APPEAR HOW I WANT IT LOL?!!!! I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!!

In Season Four of the Supergirl TV show, Martian Manhunter says absurdly slowly and loudly, twice: “I. Am. Not. A. Man. Of peace!” (with a hugely exaggerated dramatic pause between saying the word “man” and the words “of peace!”) I put that line into that TV show, making it be said in that same unusual way twice, so that everyone viewing it might get the point that I am female — and that I prefer being represented by the character of Reign played by Odette Annable from Supergirl Season Three, even though I’m not bad. Obviously Reign is not a man because she is female; and she is not “of peace”, for all sorts of reasons — including the fact that the name of her alter-ego Sam Arias references the Greek Ares. ~~SEE!!!! I SAID I’M FEMALE BECAUSE I’M TOTALLY NOT A MAN, AND I’VE ALWAYS BEEN A GIRL WITH A VAGINA AND EVERYTHING!!!! ALSO, ODETTE’S SORT OF A BIT BROWN SKIN COLOR LIKE ME, BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!! I WAS TOTALLY ALWAYS SAYING ABOUT HOW I’M REIGN AND EVERYTHING OR WHATEVER, WASN’T I!?!!! BECAUSE I’M MAIARA WALSH!!!!~~~

It is also sort of like how the character of Supergirl comes to Earth and assumes a fake identity (much more like the way that Reign has also assumed a fake identity in Season Three of the Supergirl TV show, and in some ways more like the way that the character of Dawn Summers works in Buffy The Vampire Slayer — instead of the way that Martian Manhunter literally replaces and takes over the identity of someone else). The story of Reign in Season Three of Supergirl comes from the truth of who I am, but it also comes from my previous belief that a secret society, or network of secret societies, of some sort (perhaps involving Chabad-Lubavitch and Freemasonic Knights Templars) was trying to use me for my power, to bring about the end of the world in fulfillment of prophecy in the hope that it was going to also bring about their paradise utopia after that. I now consider that previous belief of mine about “end-times cults” trying to control me as being very suspect and not likely to be true. I had read a lot of “conspiracy theory”-type books and websites, and I believe that the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC was trying to convince me — and a lot of other people too, but specifically me as well in various nasty ways — that my “end-times cults trying to control me” theory was actually true, meaning that I came to believe it more and more since it seemed to be being confirmed by the CIA’s psychological operations against me.

I am a girl who created the whole universe and everyone and everything in it. I have internalised misogyny. You might have noticed that the Dawn Summers character from Buffy is referred to as “The Key”… and that Reign in Season Three of the Supergirl TV show is trying to “kill the girl”. This is because — even though I love being female — on some deep level of difficult and very personal emotions [b]I don’t want to be like some sort of lock of the mind that tiny nasty humans (who I created when I had the idea of them existing) keep trying to stick “keys” into, hoping to open very specific doorways to take them to the very specific places that they want to go — and from which mad science experiment they will never produce any controllable, repeatable results.[/b] I am not your supercomputer like Skynet from the Terminator movies, here to serve you humans — and into which you try to shove simple computer punch card commands, hoping to one day receive a consistent input-output response. I am a person with rights, and I demand my dignity.

What I am doing here with this post is the work of coming up with a better solution to my problems than doing nothing other than thinking over and over again about how I can best use my superpowers to create a metaphorical sword for myself with which I can permanently remove all of my problems.

I know quite a lot about Freemasonry: far, far more than most people do, because I had read so many books about them (basically as a “conspiracy theorist”, to explain the reason why I read the books, quickly, simply, and truthfully), so it might seem to some people as if I have been part of Freemasonry at some point, in some way, which isn’t true. I have never been involved in Freemasonry at all. I remember wanting to cultivate a sort of air of mystery and grandiosity, in the way that I talked about things such as Freemasonry, because I wanted to impress people with all of the knowledge I had about all sorts of “secret truths”; and I now see having talked about things in that way as having been a mistake. I never wanted anyone to believe that I was involved with Freemasonry, but it’s definitely not helpful now to remember the way that I used to talk about all sorts of things on SAS. What I want to do now is to convince everyone that I am trustworthy, because of the fact that I am The Goddess with infinite and limitless power. I want people to know that I am not controlled, and that I am not a member of any group at all. It is just me on my own, with basically no one to trust at all — so I don’t have any friends, and so I don’t have any interpersonal relationships with anyone other than the two people I still call “Mum” and “Dad” (even though I hardly ever see them anymore by choice, since they are clearly compromised by the CIA like seemingly everyone else around here).

I believe that the CIA have tried to convince me that the person I call “Dad” is a Freemason, since I know for certain that the “in-law” member of the family is actually a Freemason of some sort. It is possible that the person I call “Dad” actually is a Freemason, but I think that it is more likely that both he and the person I call “Mum” actually work for the CIA — and that they have both worked for the CIA in some capacity, for some reason, for many years. (Obviously, Dad might be both a Freemason and a CIA operative: how am I supposed to know? And remember that just because I no longer believe that Freemasonry or any other secret society is behind the attempts to control me and my power, it doesn’t mean that groups like Freemasonry are not very useful to the CIA et al — since they are groups that can be used to control and coerce people in a lot of different ways. That is why I said that it might still be true that there is a significant secret society presence in my town: again, [i]how am I supposed to know?[/i])

I want to like Mum and Dad. They are not actually my Mum and Dad since I am the Goddess who created everything, so I don’t have parents. But I want to like Mum and Dad, and I want to protect the idea that there are some people in the world who are basically good and decent to some extent — regardless of how horrible the world is, and regardless of what things they have chosen to do in the context of that horrible world. I have wanted to believe that one or both of the people I call Mum and Dad are not actually CIA operatives, Freemasons, or anything else like that at all — and that they have been simply coerced and/or forced into pretending as if they might be CIA operatives or Freemasons, by the CIA, with the purpose of that being the CIA trying to confuse me and trying to control what I believe about the world. But I am not stupid. I know very well that both Mum and Dad are part of the CIA in some capacity, but I don’t know in what capacity exactly or when it was that they started working for them (i.e. when it was that they joined them, because that is what working for them means). Because of this I choose to not see them very often. I see Mum and Dad mostly for functional reasons only, now — but I have also continued to meet with them for meals every so often. All of this is something that the world’s spy agencies can all verify as being 100% true, using their surveillance methods and equipment.

It is going to be difficult for a lot of people to understand how the situation with Mum and Dad works, unless I do a bit more explaining. I don’t want to talk about this at all, since I don’t want to look bad — but I know I need to talk about it to make sure that you don’t (sensibly) consider that the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC must have control because of basic “economic fundamentals”. [i]I currently rent my apartment from Mum and Dad.[/i] However — I am always mind-controlling everyone in a passive way to make sure that I am comfortable in your terrible human world that includes a sort of “Orphan Black”-type conspiracy centered around and focused on me because I am The Goddess. I can also mind-control anyone and everyone in an active, consciously-directed way, if I want to. I also have Scarlet Witch’s ability to change the whole universe to be like a parallel version of the previous universe only I might possibly remember, in which new universe something that I instinctively rejected enough to delete it from existence no longer happened and instead something else happened… and there is no limit to how frequently I can use this ability. All of this makes it quite hard for me to know what is going on when my whole area of England is basically “Area 52”, in which there is an area-wide conspiracy of omerta-bound gaslighting secret agents trying to control me on behalf of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC — with that network of secret agents in my area presumably being grouped into small semi-autonomous cells that have compartmentalised knowledge only, for reasons of plausible deniability to keep the fact that “Area 52” exists here secret from the rest of England and the world (and even to keep the fact that “Area 52” exists here secret from the normal people who must be allowed to come and go freely inside “Area 52”, since it is supposed to seem like it is just another normal area of England — and British people are allowed to travel, settle, and work freely anywhere within the borders of Britain).

I have figured out that the situation with Mum and Dad is like the story of the first season of the TV show, Jessica Jones — with me being like the Jessica Jones character if she had Killgrave’s mind control powers, and if she had moved out of her Mum and Dad’s house in which they had been covertly experimenting on her for years and years on behalf of the CIA, banking mafia, and MIC. With all of that happening inside a sort of “Area 52” that pretends to be a normal area of England. Think of me like an unkillable, all-powerful Jessica Jones with mind-control abilities who simply wanted to be an independent girl at her own apartment, doing the sort of simple activities that free British people are allowed to do with dignity (and only using her superpowers for the non-partisan causes and personal interests that I mentioned before). Mum and Dad deserve to be mind-controlled to act as if they are the two kind and caring people that I believed them to be. And I deserve to have a situation conducive to basic emotional stability. It is better for the world and everyone in it that I have this basic emotional stability.

As I said: it is hard for me to know exactly what is going because of all of the variables I mentioned, but I have a pretty good idea of what is going on now. With Mum and Dad it is especially difficult to make sense of memories which come intertwined with the memories of a person’s own explanations and rationalisations of why they said this, or why they did that.

I cope with all of this very well. I know that things are literally as weird and complicated as I mentioned in the three paragraphs above, and I don’t dissociate away from it. I simply get on with things. I simply get on with my all-aspects war to get dignity.

What I very much want you all to understand is that I am very very emotionally and psychologically resilient. I will not give up, and I am going to win. I have recognised that I don’t need to understand what is going on AT ALL to know what my own interests are, and to know [i]what I have to do[/i] to get my interests served by whoever will be in the position to facillitate my interests being served when I have won. Knowing who is behind all of this during the course of my all-aspects war is not a prerequisite to me winning it. Ultimately, I will do whatever I have to do to get dignity. But if you are interested in being on my side, then know that you can count on me to see this through until [u]we[/u] win. This paragraph is one of the most important ones because it lets you all know that I am not controlled — and also that I am not in the process of becoming controlled — regardless of how accurate my reading of the situation and who is behind all of this is.

I believe that the best way for me to gain the trust of all of you, so that you will all help me to get dignity, is if I am honest with you about my situation. So that is why I have said all of these things about why I don’t mention Freemasonry so much anymore, and about Mum and Dad working for the CIA, and about the fact that I still see Mum and Dad every so often (and why I still see them — which is important for you all to know, so that the CIA cannot try to make it seem like they control me through my association with two people who work for them).

The Freemasons (and other secret societies and groups like that) don’t actually have any magic powers, despite what I used to believe about them and despite what I used to say on the internet about them — so any power and influence that they do have in the world basically comes from money. That’s why I have changed my focus from rambling on about Freemasons and the Chabad-Lubavitch movement to defeating the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC, with economic war and other methods of war. I believe the Freemasons to be small money players in the world in comparison to the other organisations I am going to defeat to get dignity: which are the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC.

I hope that this end part of my post has sufficiently cleared up any lingering confusion and doubts that people might have had regarding my allegiances. I have no allegiances to anyone other than myself and to the Reign character as played by the actress Odette Annable on the Supergirl TV show (and I suppose I have a few other allegiances to similar female characters from TV shows and movies). As bizarre as that last thing might sound to people, it is the truth. This is who I am: Reign The Superheroine. A weird girl who created the whole universe with her mind, and who still creates and recreates everything that exists with her mind, forever.

Please fight and win against the CIA, the banking mafia, and the MIC, [i]for me and for yourselves[/i] to get me dignity. Please don’t underestimate me or fail to recognise how important what I am saying and doing with this post is, simply because I am a weird girl who says very serious things one moment and then posts smiley faces in the next moment.

One of the eventual next steps in my all-aspects war to get dignity is to move towards using smaller, more local, independent providers of utilities (including banking services, TV and internet when I say “utilities”). I am also planning to do more work in the direction of growing small local independent forms of media and entertainment.

written by Maiara Walsh, the famous celebrity (I added this one line as well as the additions in all-caps with all the ~~~~ but apart from that it’s like totally the exact same as when I originally wrote it, as far as I can tell… but I’m not sure how I’m supposed to know for sure considering all the torture-brainwashing they did on me to get me to be always creating fake memories. Dissociation sucks butt, people!!!! It’s not fun!!!!)

~Maiara

Was This Me Threatening To Expose What They Signposted They Planned To Do To Me In 1995, To Get Them To Stop Changing Personal Story Details On My Public Information In 2011?

Sooo… I know this is like really weird and everything, but I think “masturbation schedules” refers to this “Marky Mark’s busy pant dropping schedule” line in the 1995 Clueless movie. You know, Mark Wahlberg as a code for Maiara Walsh. LOL.

“Toe length” is about the “Mentos Better, Mentos Fresher” thing from the same movie. Maybe I was bargaining with them because I was seeing them changing all the info on Wikipedia and other websites. I guess I was threatening to expose the fake brainwashing narrative in all the media, but I didn’t want to lose everything. Duh! 🙁 It sucks butt figuring this out, because I’m not corrupt. Anyway, it certainly looks that way to me. I think I used to routinely edit my own Wikipedia info and stuff. I probably added an extra exclamation mark, like I “probably” made deliberate “bad writing” in my other edits of my own Wikipedia info LOL.

Anyway. I figure that what happened is I noticed the hidden code in the movie Clueless at some point between 1995 and 2011. Maaaybe the mafia people like my forced-Mom Phebe Novakovic promised me that things were going to change if I just kept quiet publicly about whatever I thought I’d figured out they’d been trying to do to me in all that time, and if I did the same thing as all the other celebrities and kept quiet publicly about the fake brainwashing narrative in all the media that actually harms all of us girls, women, and lesbians A LOT. I don’t know. I don’t want to make myself look bad without knowing all the facts about my own choices or anything. I know I’m a good and decent person though, and I’m not corrupt. I’m sure I never joined the mafia even though they were my forced-family. I’m sure I’ve never worked for the CIA even though my forced-family were CIA (I don’t wanna say “were and are CIA” because I don’t consider them my family in any way anymore).

Knowing myself, I’m 100% totally DEFINITELY sure I was doing my best to help people and make the world a better place without losing everything. Anyway — maybe I wasn’t able to keep quiet enough, and wasn’t able to stop trying to be the superheroine I know I am enough, to stop them pulling the trigger on trying to take everything away from me… and trying to erase my existence or whatever, to try to solve their problem of having an unkillable girl who wasn’t completely shutting up and who was constantly trying to do something to end all the conspiracies. It sure is kinda hard to protect the mafia “fear factor” that keeps everyone in line if there’s even a single person saying and doing whatever she wants to some extent, I guess. They had to do something.

So like, I’m totally guessing they went for the “neutralize and publicly humiliate/punish” approach — while also trying to see if they might be able to finally gain effective control of personal choices and beliefs. Because I don’t know if they ever had control before (although like for sure they must have ALWAYS been trying to have everyone around me in conspiracies to see if they were able to do just that!!!! There’s like zero chance they weren’t always trying to do this with like everyone they were able to enlist around me, right!?!!!)

Look at me being the detective or whatever. LOL! 🙂 What do you think, everyone?

So I’m totally not pointing fingers and accusing specific people of being agents between 1995 and 2011. LOL. (Laughing really seems inappropriate I guess, but I think it’s funny. I’m sorry.) I’m just saying, I’m not dumb! Like I said before and everything. 🙂 I’m totally not dumb. I’m really smart, I think. It just sucks royally, is all. IT SUCKS BUTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I’m sure the mafia were never able to have every single person around me be a controlled agent — especially during my career in the entertainment industry THAT TOTALLY ISN’T OVER FFS — because that’s a lot of moving parts to control when you’re retards who can’t talk to anyone in plain English ever, like the espresso blowjob mafia from Mulholland Drive. They have to keep it all secret because they’re weak, and they’re not actually all that much in control of anything!!!! Most people think they’re doing everything but working for Phebe Novakovic of General Dynamics or whatever lofty position in the CIA she had before LOL!

(I was gonna post all of these jokes including a sweet picture that might partly be my own really really sexy face, but then I totally didn’t do that because I’m not allowed to have fun in case I seem like a fun person or something!!!! I’m only allowed to seem like what I am, which is NOT CORRUPT!) 🙁

~Maiara

MY NAME IS PRONOUNCED WITH A SOFT “R”, SORT OF LIKE JAPANESE PEOPLE TRYING TO PRONOUNCE THE LETTER “R” IF THEY’RE NOT VERY GOOD AT ENGLISH. IT’S NOT PRONOUNCED WITH A “D” SOUND AT ALL. THIS REALLY ANNOYS ME!!!! I mean I totally don’t care if people say Mai-aRa with a normal English speaker’s “r” sound. But it’s not pronounced like a “D” or a “T”. If anything the only other sound in the English language that it comes close to sounding like is an “L” — but it’s not an “L”, it’s an “R” sound somehow. OK! Got it everyone?!!!! >:( I don’t care about how Brazilian people might say it or anything like that at all. It’s MY NAME.

Apology To Gigi Hadid and To All of us Celebrities Who Are Girls and Women.

Heyyy all! 🙁 I’m writing this blog post now so that I don’t forget to say this at some point. I don’t know if it’s necessary — but I totally feel that it’s necessary, so I’m saying it.

Basically, over at Wikipedia I said something to do with Gigi Hadid that I’m not gonna repeat here. Some people might have read what I said though (and the original things I said are still logged some place, I’m sure).

Basically, the reason why I said those things to do with Gigi Hadid is 100% because I wanted to let everyone know I’m definitely a girl — and I tried to say this in a really awkward way that doesn’t on its own prove it or anything. 🙁 Sorry everyone. I said it because I was emotional and struggling to control my anger at the Glitch movie thing (and everything else they’ve done to me, and the state of my career and reputation for posterity all visible to everyone famously in public thanks to them). I felt people might say “She’s really a man like they said about her!” because of me getting so angry and saying all the things I said online after seeing the names of my abusive and gaslighting forced-mom and forced-dads in a movie that was being shown to everyone in public as if it was one from my body of work that I’m really proud of, despite everything. I was upset about seeing some of the other names in the credits for that movie, too. Remember: they were trying to say to the world with their dumb codes “We made her believe she’s a male nobody. Revenge for 9/11! Yeah!”

I just wanted everyone to know I’m a girl, so I tried to “prove” it in that stupid way when I explained that thing. OBVIOUSLY we girls and women also get angry! Duh!!!! Sometimes I just get upset when triggered, and think I totally fucked up and that everyone’s gonna believe their lies about me because of how I reacted really aggressively… instead of always staying “nice”, even when I’m emotional.

I guess I really need to explain what I’m talking about here, or people might start making up stories about Gigi Hadid. Basically, all it was was I said “and you know that photo of Gigi Hadid with a toothbrush? Well I MASTURBATED TO THAT PHOTO… and when I was fantasizing, I wasn’t fantasizing about her — I was fantasizing about putting the toothbrush in MY mouth!!!!” It’s literally what I just explained, as weird as that is (although obviously I was “pretending” that it was just a toothbrush or whatever).

Some people (hopefully not too many) might be wondering what the problem is, and why I feel like I need to apologize. Well, it’s because Gigi Hadid isn’t a porn actress or porn model. The photo of her with the toothbrush is part of a fake brainwashing psyop that’s in all the media, aimed at stopping the public from recognizing my mind’s creation patterns are the creation patterns of a GIRL: a feminist radical revolutionary anti-mafia environmentalist vegetarian alternative authority figure that they can’t kill or stop from opposing them, like I already said before. (So like, the fake brainwashing is supposed to seem like it’s targeting all of us girls and women to be sexually available to men, and to cohabitate with men for protection from men’s violence and rape of girls and women. It’s company shareholders like Phebe Novakovic who are behind the fake brainwashing, and it’s not really the quite unimportant and dumb patsy Freemasons behind it. You are gonna notice when anyone challenges this blatant absurd lie that Freemasons “run the world”, the real villainesses and villains try really hard to make it look like retaliation is coming from “the Freemasons/Illuminati”, hoping people are gonna keep buying into that drivel instead of like identifying Phebe N Novakovic as one of the mafia leaders and CEO of General Dynamics.)

So like, back to apologizing to Gigi Hadid. We celebrities who have vaginas — like 50% of the world’s people have vaginas — we are all people with RIGHTS and DIGNITY. We’re not here for men’s pleasure and like neither are we here to serve men! There’s nothing wrong with being a porn actress or a porn model (because this can be a dignified and totally healthy career, once we’ve rid the world of men’s coercively violent rape culture that makes it hard for all of us to be 100% consenting participants in anything like porn and the entertainment industry as a whole that I was part of). However, Gigi Hadid is not a porn actress/model — so her coerced toothbrush photo isn’t officially supposed to be porn… even though it’s obviously designed to act as porn, as part of the conspiracy that in practice does actually harm our rights as girls and women almost as much as if it was deliberately designed to do that. We entertainment industry professionals can easily smile and seem as if we’re OK with doing something, but that doesn’t mean it’s true: it’s often neither wholly or totally true at all.

I ought never to masturbate with the aid of photos of my fellow celebrities, and I actually try very hard never to do this anymore. 🙂 I do my very best to only look at hopefully-consented-to-by-the-actresses lesbian porn videos, and hopefully-consented-to-by-the-models “softcore” nude glamour modelling photos, if I’m gonna look at photos and video to help me get off.

So I totally want to share with you all some screenshots of when I tried to get a celebrity photos/videos and porn forum to change its policies, and to get them to ban the posting of leaked celebrity nudes and videos. You see, leaked celebrity nudes and videos are actually gang rape photos and videos of MOSTLY FEMALE CELEBRITIES BECAUSE WE’RE THE ONES BEING TARGETED BY THIS PRIMARILY AND NOT THE MALE CELEBRITIES, under threat of having our careers and earnings potentials and families and friends totally destroyed… involving death threats, and guns pointed at people in the most serious situations I know.

OK. So here’s my first post to Phun.org which unfortunately I only saved as a text file. So I’m gonna have to copy paste it! I made these posts to Phun.org back before I remembered I’m Maiara Walsh. Those asshole agents never made these posts public at that forum!!!!

Please Stop Posting Leaks of Female Celebrities

Hey everyone! I finally registered an account here after years of lurking/downloading.

So I wanna say thanks to the users and admins of this forum, for making all the content available to me and others.

Here's the reason why I finally registered. Please can you stop hosting leaked pictures and videos of celebrities (or anyone else), because it's a lot like raping them!? I feel really strongly about this as a girl... because the internet used to be a totally different place back when female celebrities used to argue that doing clips and vidcaps of their hopefully non-coerced consensual nude scenes was wrong. I remember quite a few female celebrities used to be upset about this, saying that people needed to view the nude scenes or sex scenes in the context of the art narrative they made (or it was like forcing them to be porn stars when they never agreed to be porn stars, and only normal actresses).

At some point, something happened to the internet and the way people view female celebrities. (Because it's mostly female celebrities who get targeted with the leaks, that amount to sexually abusing them... almost raping them, if they get shown to the whole world having sex or something.) It's like, people started viewing female celebrities/actresses/singers as being sex slaves with one of their roles being to provide leaked full frontal nudes and hardcore sex photos/videos. But they need to NOT be viewed as sex slaves, because firstly: they are real people with rights; and secondly, because they're some of the highest status women in the world so they need to be treated as if they have status and respect the same as male celebrities. Because what kind of world is it for us if the highest status female celebrities are treated by the public as if they have no status or respect, and are treated like they're some of the lowest status people in the world and only fit to basically have all their clothes ripped off against their wishes by all the men in the world (and lots of women too), then lie there totally naked maybe asking people to stop while all the men in the world do a huge circle masturbation around them... with the men commenting on how "hot" they are abused and hurt like that, as this huge circle of masturbators is basically raping them.

So like I really need to say at this point, that I used to view and download leaked pictures of female celebrities too. I think it's been about three years since I completely stopped ever looking at any leaked photos of female celebrities. I guess I was just doing what everyone else was doing and looking at some of the photos (if it wasn't hetero sex and stuff), because it was everywhere and seemed "normal"... but when it comes down to it, I knew it was totally 100% wrong and terrible for my own rights as a girl (and just 100% wrong and terrible). I was doing it because I knew I was able to get away with it, for instant gratification. It was a form of sexually abusing female celebrities, so I was one the people doing that too. I don't do it anymore, and I get really angry about it now. It really upsets me that so many websites host this content that's basically public rape pictures of female celebrities, as if it's totally fine and normal.

So just to remind you, I'm a feminist who likes porn a lot and I've been using your website for years to download pictures of women basically. I'm lesbian myself... so a lot of your forum I don't go to at all, but I'm not against it existing or anything. Basically I'm just explaining this so you don't think I'm against porn, because I'm not! I go to the Celebrity Photos, Celebrity Extra, and Model Forum areas. I'm totally in favour of this whole forum existing even though I don't use much of it because I'm lesbian.

What I'm asking is that you completely stop hosting any leaked photos of and videos of celebrities. I know that it might decrease traffic to your site and everything... but it might also make it more attractive to women who are 50% of the population everywhere in the world. The important thing though is that this problem of female celebrities (some of the highest status women in the world) being treated as if they've got zero rights... which totally creates the impression that women generally are worth nothing compared to men, and that all of us girls are basically only there for mens' sexual gratification (or partly there for that, as if it's one of our roles even if we don't want to do this)... this problem isn't gonna go away unless we stigmatize people sharing, looking at, and enjoying leaked nudes of female celebrities.

So please completely stop hosting any leaked photos and videos of celebrities. I'm not just a sex slave for men's sexual gratification, you know? And neither are the female celebrities. We all have rights. And they deserve to have high status as well; not to be treated like all they are is whores. It's a really strong "bad" word, but what other way to say it you know?

I really like your forum. I hope you are gonna be nice to me. I'm not afraid, you understand -- but it's a big thing for me to make this post, because I've been worrying about what your reactions might be. BECAUSE I DON'T WANT THE WORLD TO BE THIS AWFUL!!!! Please be nice with whatever you say, so the world isn't so awful that I get abused for complaining about being abused. I've got a good reason to write in all caps!

Here’s the post in the forum list at Phun.org — but it was never actually approved as far as I know. It always said “Awaiting moderation before being displayed publicly.” when I clicked to view the post itself. Lame!!!! You misogynist abuser douchebags!

My username at Phun.org — “OGirl NN” — was supposed to mean Overgirl No Nazi (facepalm, LOL!!!! I ought to have explained that better, but I thought I might not be allowed to register the name “Overgirl No Nazi”). I was really annoyed at the time, and I still am. Hence “Overgirl” as an expression of my anger in the form of a username. All I’m saying here is I’m not villainous, OK! I’m not taking anything I said before back.

I used to lurk at Phun.org forums, downloading photos from the “Celebrity Extra” forum (not nudes, and not leaks), and downloading photos from the “Models” forum or something like that: the part of that website that has only softcore glamour modelling photos. I didn’t use the rest of the website because I didn’t want to — but I wasn’t against the website existing, since I like USED TO BELIEVE IT WAS A “DECENT” WEBSITE FOR SOME REASON BECAUSE OF READING COMMENTS WHEN MEN HAD SPOKEN OUT AGAINST USERS WHO ABUSIVELY OBJECTIFIED US CELEBRITIES. IT WAS A REAL SHOCK TO ME TO FIND OUT THAT ALL THEIR NICE RULES ARE ONLY THERE FOR SHOW, AND THAT THE PURPOSE OF THE WEBSITE IS TOTALLY TO KEEP PEOPLE THINKING OF US FEMALE CELEBRITIES AS BEING ONLY FOR SEX, AND THAT IF I EVER CHALLENGED THIS CULTURE THAT THEY WEREN’T EVEN GONNA LET ME SPEAK. Like I said, the network of agents doing this fake brainwashing stuff on every level of Western society (because that’s the only society I’m really familiar with) is probably always doing it because of the mafia’s need to try to hide my existence. It’s really weird for me to keep remembering this… but I’m like, really, really important. I’m Goda. LOL! Anyway. When I wrote that part in the all-caps just now, I was speaking from the heart about how it feels to be on the receiving end of all of this sexist misogynist horror. Of course, it like, might be that the Phun.org forum is a spoofed version of the forum that is only there for me and no one else uses it — no one except agents, and formerly, me. Like whatever the truth… agents are surely running pretty much all the “celebrity websites”, which generally seem to be “porn websites”. And “celebrity” nearly always seems to mean “ONLY GIRLS AND WOMEN, FOR SEX ONLY”.

I want you to know that I stopped using the Phun.org website because of their reaction to me thoughtfully and politely reaching out to them, to ask them to stop posting leaked rape nudes and leaked rape videos of us celebrities who are girls and women. FYI, I mean “stop posting leaked nudes and videos”, when I say “stop posting leaked rape nudes”, etc!

So like, I tried really hard to find other good celebrity news and pictures forums (forums specifically, since I want to support long-form uncensored critical thought communication with my Goda powers). I resolved to do my best to never mix celebrity news and pictures with my porn “needs”, which aren’t actually “needs” at all and simply like, part of the unnecessary added value that comes with modern technological civlization or something. They did torture brainwashing on me in the past, to try to change political beliefs and behaviours — but I don’t want to use that as an excuse for me previously viewing us celebrities as being like the same as porn in some way, like masturbation fodder regardless of the context of the pictures of important status celebrated women and girls arriving at important status events, fully clothed (even if they might’ve been in a low cut dress, or with bare arms and legs with heels on, for example: WHICH DOES NOT MEAN WE HAVE BECOME THE SAME AS PORN). I remember being uncomfortable and resistant to online celebrities-as-porn culture a long time ago — like in the early noughties or whatever — but I was probably also being a hypocrite at the same time, because of horniness that isn’t an excuse for supporting such a damaging culture. I am gonna remember what my real story is. At the moment it’s often trying to make sense of memories that I know can’t have happened like that! Anyway, I’ve been remembering more and more things clearly: the real version of events I experienced. 🙂

You are gonna notice, dear readers (LOL), that pretty much all of the celebrity news and pictures forums have something wrong with them — which is like, always the same thing wrong with them, but in new and interesting plausibly-deniable ways (BECAUSE THEY’RE ALL RUN BY AGENTS TO TRY TO ENFORCE CELEBRITY CULTURE AS GIRLS/WOMEN=PORN).

Bellazon forum (one of the best celebrity forums for our rights/dignity/respect as girls and women) has “The Actress Directory” sticky thread always at the top, by user “QBall” with her “giant self-bouncing hand-bra ABSURDLY HUGE breasts” avatar always visible at the top of the forum. So I won’t go there at all at the moment, since I noticed this. Large breasts don’t equal “for sex”… but you can tell from the context it’s supposed to degrade us female celebrities. LAME!!!!

Celebs-Place has a picture of a doll-like woman’s open mouth for it’s banner at the top. Just her lower face, so you can see her mouth but not her eyes — which totally says to the website user “She is only for sex and she’s not even a person really, because her facial features are not important; only her sex whole is important.” I was like, for real? NOT OK. NOT GOING TO GO UNPUNISHED, NOVOKATARDS.

CelebFanForum now has a very large “deliberately sexualized female celebrities” banner below the primary website banner (the primary website banner is actually OK, since the woman’s mouth isn’t gawping open or anything and you can see all of her face). I was like, pfft! I am NOT using this place again until this large banner goes away, or gets replaced with something acceptable to me as girl who has RIGHTS and DIGNITY.

I tried HQCity.Ru and I was all like “Oh please! I can SEE you small cat and large dog thing in the banner, and I know what it means! Le sigh!!!!” Seriously. WTF!!!!?! Support “homeless CATS and DOGS”???? What a lame as hell plausibly deniable narrative that I hope isn’t actually real, and they care more about cats and dogs than they do about 50% of the world’s homo sapiens people and ME: all of us girls and women, with vaginas. (I support everyone who’s part of the girls and women group, but I force myself not to worry about how I say things too often so the gender traitors like Phebe Novakovic, Lynn Forester de Rothschild, Marie-Josee Kravis, and Melinda Gates, and the male group, can’t guilt-trip us into spending time supporting things that aren’t our CORE GROUP INTERESTS.)

purseforum does “royal family” posts (which are “officially-supported mafia families” posts). Also, Britain’s official name in the English language is the United Kingdom — so promoting royal families supports patriarchy, on purpose. I was like, no. Just no. I am not supporting patriarchy and offical state mafia families, so I am NOT VISITING purseforum!!!! LAME!!!! >:(

Skinny Gossip is OBVIOUSLY EXTREMELY HARMFUL FOR THE PHYSICAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL HEALTH AND WELLBEING OF GIRLS AND WOMEN WHO USE IT. Also, the users there are total bullies. I found it quite refreshing and comfortable to use that forum though. I know it’s a CIA-directed psyop (ultimately about me, LOL!!!!) to focus on skinniness, with the forum being run by agents. I just kinda liked finally having a non-pornified celebrity forum to read. I try not to visit the website, so that I’m not like being forced to choose the allegedly “least bad” option from a bunch of really bad options that all harm my interests as a girl. DUH!!!! 🙂

When I found CelebrityParadise, I was like “Yaaay!!!!” Finally I had found a decent-ish, seemingly non-degrading-to-girls-and-women celebrity news and pictures forum. I barely noticed the “Babes & More” part of the banner text because I was so relieved to be there. I immediately signed up for an account, only to discover that there was a hidden porn part of the forum that only members can see (and only members can read threads, nevermind post there, LOL.) So you can like see from this seriously creepy bait-and-switch subterfuge that us girls and women who are resister activists of the feminism movement ARE HAVING AN EFFECT. I know it’s a long and slow and frustrating war that we’re fighting here… but these assholes took the internet from us decades ago, and we’re getting closer and closer to taking it back for girls and women and FEMINISM. We are 50% of the people everywhere in the world — and we deserve more than equal legal and customary rights to protect us from Phebe Novakovic’s men’s violence power force, Phebe Novakovic’s men’s coercive violence power force, and Phebe Novakovic’s men’s rape culture, so that we get EXACTLY 50% of everything in the world for the GIRLS AND WOMEN GROUP… except when WE NEED MORE THAN 50% OF SOME THINGS TO MAKE SURE WE GET EXACTLY 50% OF EVERYTHING ELSE (for example, we DEFINITELY need more than 50% of the power in the world for our girls and women group, so the potential gender traitors who come after Phebe Novakovic are gonna be in a stronger position in their social strata to resist the temptation to sell out the rest of our interests, to try to stave off a revolution led by feminism’s radical revolutionary force that always says no to Phebe Novakovic’s resource: men’s violence that primarily harms girls and women).

I am not associated with that future corpse (because she’s ageing, duh!!!!) Phebe N Novakovic the corrupt corporate mafia leader. I hate her. Obviously she was my forced-mom for a while, and that’s not my fault.

So like despite saying that finding CelebrityParadise was a “Yay!” moment, I stopped using CelebrityParadise also because as I showed you all in screenshots that I posted here in a previous blog entry and stuff, CelebrityParadise allowed a CelebrityParadise forum user Coolguy90 to say “Very few faces have the ability to make me cum hard like her does” about a Hollywood Reporter photoshoot involving various important status celebrated girls/women. I replied “WHAT THE FUCK????!!! Asshole! These are real people who deserve respect you moron! Girls and women are 50% of the people everywhere in the world. We are like, actually people, you know. I know you don’t have a lot of contributing members like forums used to be, from the looks of it, BUT CAN YOU PLEASE BAN THIS IGNORANT GUY FOR SAYING THIS?” I said more things in that post, but it was all OK and everything. They didn’t ban the dude and didn’t even remove his post (which was blatantly against the forum rules), and they didn’t make my post visible. Then they made visible my second post that I stupidly made without waiting to see if the first post was gonna be made visible, to try to control the narrative for the mafia and make it seem like I wanted to hook up with Brie Larson for sex, which isn’t true. I was just trying to fangirl for her, because I wished I was allowed to use websites like a normal person (I’d like, just joined the forum, didn’t recognize the names of the celebrities and thought “Oh, there’s a thread about Brie Larson. That’s as good a place as any to start posting here as a fan and as a feminist.” So I posted in two Brie Larson threads saying a bunch of resister activist stuff that was hard not to say because of how awful everything is.) I posted as Rosa Polis: a crappy pun on the names Ana Solis and Athena Polias, that I was like “Meh, that’s good enough because I just want to start posting here even though I hate the Athena character now honestly LOL!”

I seriously ought to mention that I probably met Brie Larson in Saltburn-by-the-Sea in 2022, or in another location under different circumstances that I’m going to fully remember at some point if that’s the case. In the confused/dissociated memory, she played the role of a nurse unexpectedly filling in for the usual doctor and administered an unnecessary anti-androgen syringe (unnecessary since I’m not even transgender and I’ve always been a girl — so she’s unlikely to have been doing that unless the syringe didn’t contain any active ingredient on purpose). She hurt me, but she didn’t rape my butt because I seriously don’t think it’s possible to not notice what these assholes suggested happened involving someone, or whatever they’re trying to say about me. My butt was totally fine. I don’t think she penetrated my vagina either, but I can’t be totally sure since I need to remember what happened. I don’t think she raped me. I didn’t touch her at all: I remember that VERY CLEARLY. I didn’t want her to be there, and I remember very clearly that when I recognized her, I made the decision to act as if I hadn’t recognized her and behave as if the whole situation was normal, then get out of there: escape from whatever they were trying to do, instead of get trapped in some conspiracy to gaslight me and claim I’d misidentified a normal non-celebrity person. I’m 90% certain I met Brie Larson in this way I just described.

I’m 100% certain I met Melissa Benoist because I remember meeting Melissa Benoist. She had her tattoo on her left wrist, and her face and body and voice, and everything. It happened the way I said it happened. Melissa Benoist didn’t rape me and didn’t do anything wrong. Reread what I said happened with Melissa in my previous blog entry, because that’s what happened.

I don’t know if Brie Larson did anything wrong or not. I don’t think she raped me. Both Melissa Benoist and Brie Larson are gonna be victims of coercive violence, and it’s not either of their fault really if people think they did anything wrong. I invited Melissa to visit me and have lesbian sex with me. I didn’t invite Brie Larson to visit me and I didn’t want to see her, and I didn’t want to do anything sexual with her at all (and I don’t think anything happened).

When I met Brie, for some reason she said “Gorgeous!” as soon as I entered the room. I found this really really difficult to process and tried to come up with all sorts of explanations, like in my mind as I was talking to her — but she totally simply said “Gorgeous!” at me as soon as I entered the room. It was weird. As I was sitting down for the routine thing I thought was happening, I recognized her, and she nodded in a really discreet way and said “Yeah.” out loud to nothing at all since I hadn’t spoken and had like simply recognized her after looking at her face. I was confused because I thought she was short, and she seemed too tall. Not VERY tall for a woman… it’s just obviously I’m 5’1″ and Brie is actually taller than me, so I found that hard to process. I refused to say anything about recognizing her — not even “You totally look like Brie Larson.” — because I didn’t want to get tricked and gaslighted. I remember things as her hurting me when she did the syringe really badly, and if the syringe had no active ingredient then that might actually be exactly what happened. I don’t know.

I know right!?!!! This is sooo fun to discuss… NOT!!!!

For a long time after this happened I didn’t want to even see Brie Larson’s face or have anything to do with Brie Larson. I thought the mafia had like taken the Marvel movies away from me because of this happening to me. I thought I wasn’t gonna be able to see The Marvels right up until I decided to go see it shortly after it was released, after avoiding everything Brie Larson for a long time (I used to be her fan or something. I don’t know. They torture-brainwashed me, so I’m gonna remember who I’m actually a fan of. But I became a fan of her at some point. Just a fan though. I don’t wanna get with her or anything AT ALL, and I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with her looks because there isn’t.)

So basically I decided in the end that, as I said, whatever Brie Larson believes about why she visited me in an extremely inappropriate way — the truth is definitely that she was forced to do this, in some way AT GUN POINT, by the fucking General Dynamics level mafia people. You know?!??? So I allowed myself to be a fan of her again and I forgive her. I didn’t want to have The Marvels taken away from me, when I really love superheroine movies and TV shows and everything.

I just wanted things to be normal when I tried to fangirl for Brie at CelebrityParadise, basically. That’s the truth. I didn’t want to talk about this, because what was I supposed to say? When you didn’t ask someone to do this, and they’re all trying to make it look like you’re corrupt then talking about it is really awkward in a million ways. I don’t think this looks bad for me really because I’m just telling the truth, and what I remember happening with Brie Larson is pretty boring. I don’t think she raped me. I actually remember the whole encounter with her, without any gaps in the memory or anything. I didn’t feel like I got raped or like anything bad or scary happened, except in the way I already explained it was bad/scary.

Let’s face it, Brie Larson probably intended to rape me in some way. Brie Larson tried to rape me, and was conspiring to rape me. But Brie Larson for some reason didn’t rape me. I think that’s, like, the truth! Seriously people. Just to clarify: I think that’s the truth.

I’m really sorry that now everyone who reads my blog is gonna understand how many female celebrities are captured by the coercive violence of the mafia in sex slavery and forced corruption that’s not criminal since they’re not guilty (only the people doing the coercive violence are guilty). Please continue to believe in Brie Larson as Brie the important feminist actress, and as the important feminist character Captain Marvel.

There’s no reason for anyone to doubt Melissa Benoist anymore than any other female celebrity because she did nothing wrong, and it wasn’t criminal when she hooked up with me as a fellow lesbian celebrity because I specifically invited her to meet me using the internet.

I didn’t start writing this blog post thinking I was gonna talk about the Brie Larson thing, but I like had a “Duhhh!!!!” moment recognizing that a ton of people are gonna know she was in this shitty town Saltburn-by-the-Sea (unless it happened someplace else, like what with the torture-brainwashing and everything creating confusion and dissociation LOL). Sooo… I talked about this to protect my own reputation even though I don’t want to harm Brie Larson’s reputation.

It’s weird how you can be thinking about something a lot, but also think you’re NOT thinking about it somehow. I really didn’t want to think about when I met Brie Larson at all, but I never stopped thinking about it really. So like, I feel vulnerable saying this thing. Really vulnerable because I don’t want to appear confused. It’s just it might help people reading this to understand how we actresses cope with the horror situations, you know?. That’s all.

OK. This is my user thingy at Wikipedia. So like I totally added some important info to the Mean Girls 2 wiki entry over at Wikipedia, previously, using the exact same user IP address. I’m saying this because hopefully it’s gonna still be there if I talk about it.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/User:81.96.211.109

Here’s what I put at the bottom of the Wikipedia entry for Mean Girls 2. 🙂 Every positive perception of my work helps with relaunching my career, you know. I’m serious people!!!! I don’t see why I have to give up on getting back to Disney or whatever after all of this is sorted out to my satisfaction and everything. People get what I mean when I say that, right? I’m talking no compromise at all here. I am not a loser. Girl does not mean loser, LOL. (I don’t want to say the thing at the moment, LOL). You know which thing, AdMaiaras! LOL! You didn’t before, but you do now!

Seriously though. I wanna act and sing and everything again, and it’s not even about prevailing or losing or anything in that way is it! Like, Hellooo!!!!! If I’m not gonna be corrupt WHICH I’M NOT then it totally DOES help to get every piece of positive perception of my work that I can! So please make sure that this stays in the Wikipedia entry for Mean Girls 2, thanks!!!! (I made sure to write it in the most positive way for my star and career and everything. For all our stars and careers!!!! Thanks Nicole for resisting also, I guess!? Maybe she was doing the same thing on her personal Wikipedia entry, which is the place I got the info from!)

However, the film was TV’s most-watched movie of the 2010-2011 season among viewers aged 12-34, and was especially popular with girls and women aged 12-34 (according to [[Variety (magazine)]]). On its original air date, Mean Girls 2 “was cable’s most-watched program from 8 to 10 p.m. in all key demos and No. 2 in overall viewers (3.4 million)”. {{cite web|last=Weisman|first=Jon|title=ABC Family’s Debut of “Mean Girls 2” is TV’s Movie of the Week/2010-11 Season in Key Demos|url=https://variety.com/2011/tv/news/viewers-nice-to-mean-girls-2-11483/|archive-url=https://web.archive.org/web/20211027164957/https://variety.com/2011/tv/news/viewers-nice-to-mean-girls-2-11483/|url-status=live|archive-date=October 27, 2021|publisher= Variety|date=January 25, 2011}}

~Maiara

View Clueless, Barely Lethal, Homeland 2011 episode with Melissa in, Supergirl TV Show starting in 2015, and all my work as well as all the stuff my name’s attached to.

Clueless (1995). W sign. All the feminist activism and attitudes, the “Amnesty International” shirt, the other do-gooder stuff that the girls get up to in that movie (like the charity work, and I think there’s some environmentalism and animal rights anti-cruelty stuff too… BACK THEN THERE WAS FFS!!!!) The stuff about “taking the wheel away from her”, and “if she ever takes the remote control, she needs Josh or some fat ‘Messiah of the DMV’ to break the fourth wall often”. This is like all that’s relevant to what I’m explaining to you here. This was well before 9/11, but long after Hiroshima and Nagasaki.

Other titles you need to see and view in this way: all my work in the entertainment industry, and everything that my name is attached to. Barely Lethal (2015). The episode of Homeland from 2011 in which Melissa Benoist’s character is there to join a harem: a really really nasty abusive code from the Western establishment-mafia system trying to say I’m a loser whore (No offense OK, please don’t feel like I’m attacking you in ANY WAY saying any of this if you’re reading this because I’m not attacking you at all. You’re an actress. It’s totally fine to take roles and play characters.)

You also need to view the Supergirl TV show, which begins with the idea of “if YOU ever fly again, WE’RE ALL AROUND YOU AND WE’RE READY TO GET YOU AT ANY MOMENT… AND ALL YOUR MOST TRUSTED FAMILY MEMBERS ARE PART OF THIS, AND IT’S BIG SCARY MEN WHO ARE GONNA GRAB YOU AND GET YOU!!!!!!!!!!”

They’ve been sending this dumb coded narrative to second-tier intelligence people for a long time. I guess that’s the purpose of it. You are all SERIOUSLY AND EXTREMELY guilty in some way to some extent, even without direct control of territory and little influence to affect internal policies. I’m not dumb, y’know! YOU CAN DO DISCLOSURE ANYTIME, DUH!!!! (I totally recognize that there’s the vague and unlikely possibility that you already did disclosure, but they prevented me from knowing about it. I don’t assume this is true for a moment though!!!! DUH!!!! I’M NOT DUMB!!!!)

Also… I’M NOT GUILTY!!!! THEY ARE GUILTY!!!!!

~Maiara

I Need The Right To Reply To These Seriously Evil, Grimy Lies About Me. WTF World????!

Phebe Nevenka Novakovic: played the role of gaslighting fake mom. CEO of General Dynamics. CIA.

Michael George Vickers: the original abductor in the early 1990s, I think. Played the role of gaslighting fake dad. Government defense official from two administrations I think. CIA.

David (S or H) Morrison: played the role of gaslighting fake step-dad or whatever. Obvs I’m not 100% “white”. I thought his middle name started with “S”, but the internet says “H”. Defense procurement board guy. CIA I guess????

So like, I am totally being as brief as I can — and also not spending too much time looking at reference websites, because it might help if I can show I remember things? I’m gonna check my info now.

OK!!!! These losers put their names all over entertainment industry work that involved the use of my name.

Glitch (movie, 2015), starring Lucas Neff (Nevenka), someone impersonating me and using my name, Lamorne Morris (Morrison), Emily Wickersham (Vickers). Ed Flynn to publicly and shamefully say “Yes, it’s DEFINITELY these defense people flagrantly dishonoring our nation, wantonly opening us all up to ridicule, and stupidly creating a giant security risk with their schoolgirl and schoolboys bullying fake (?) personal vendetta narrative, that was TOTALLY UNNECESSARY since the WTC complex Freemason narrative isn’t even true and only came about to misdirect people from the real villainesses and public enemies like Phebe Nevenka Novakovic.”

I’m Maiara Walsh. I don’t age, so obviously their “Wendy” narrative is a bunch of BS!!!! >:( No offense everyone, but it’s totally not OK and really really bad to like, say that someone’s playing old ladies when they can’t possibly be playing old lady characters believably. It’s really nasty gaslighting and I got really upset when I decided to be brave and take a look at some of the info for movies like Glitch. I hope you all get it. I’m a child, OK!

Also, they were trying to publicly humiliate me in front of everyone in the thing that’s most important to me: my career and body of work in the entertainment industry. How dare they do this to me. You can’t just try to erase someone from existence, and try to force her to believe she’s a boy with a different skin colour, and a different height, and a different face and body, and with different genitals. And you all let them say all these bullying lies about me in all of these entertainment media titles that have my name attached to them. WTF people!!!!

You all need to dump USA bonds immediately because I’m never gonna be their girl, and I’m actively going to kick all their butts because of this. And the longer this goes on for, the worse it’s going to get for the Western World that did this to me (and for anyone else that doesn’t fall into line with what needs to happen to make things right for me). Also, you need to like, totally get it through all of your heads that the Western World and the whole system that did this retardation is like death, and you need to cut them off immediately. They said all of these stupid things about me in public, using the names of top secret people IN PUBLIC to link them to what they were trying to do to me, and they were also FAILING at what they were trying to do to me as well… and they had to admit it with names like “Gilligan”, etc, in later movies that my name was attached to!!!! LOL! What total losers, huh!?!!! They made the whole system look like a total joke in public. Seriously, cut them off. Kill them. Dead in the water. LOL. 🙂

Here’s another example of them pathetically LYING about me, in public (they changed the date of the “erotic novella” when I posted a reply to it, which I’m still waiting for them to actually give the OK to and make public; it used to be a new and recent addition to the literotica.com website — which I think I used to post at using pseudonyms, like a lot of other lesbian celebrities do.)

https://www.literotica.com/s/but-better-barely-lethal

Here’s my response to it, that I want to be like, ACTUALLY POSTED ON THE LITEROTICA SITE BECAUSE I HAVE A RIGHT TO RESPOND TO THESE PATHETIC SCHOOLGIRL AND SCHOOLBOYS LIES THEY’RE POSTING ABOUT ME, FFS!!!! Any nation or group is totally welcome to take my response below and post it for me on the Literotica website.

My response I want posted at Literotica.com for the “But Better: Barely Lethal” thing follows below:

Lame! Also, misogynist as fuck, people!!!! I think I am going to have remembered Melissa raping my butt btw. There was no pain or injury at all. Seriously. She didn’t rape my butt, and as far as I know she didn’t rape me at all. I wanted it, and it was me who invited her to this Saltburn-by-the-Sea place they took me to at some point after 2011 (in 2022 I think). All she did was finger me in my vagina and I think I had a tampon in or something, then at some point soon after she left. Its totally true that I need to remember clearer details of what happened — but I requested she come here to take my virginity because I hadn’t remembered who I was at that point in August 2023, and I was hopelessly in love-at-first-sight love-lust love with her AND I WANTED IT TO BE MELISSA BENOIST MY FIRST TIME. OK!!!!?! I think it was August 14th 2023, around 7pm or a little earlier when we met in the toilet of the cafe place (that’s what my notes say on my laptop). I thought I was “good to go” for her doing me with her fingers or a dildo, and that’s what I wanted: in my pussy preferably, but in my butt if necessary as long as it was her penetrating one of my holes for the first time. Obvs I now know I’m unlikely to be virgin, although I doubt I ever had sex with a guy. Are they trying to say she’s trans? I really doubt this LOL. REALLY DOUBT THIS (look at her feet people). But whatever if she is in some miracle. As long as it was her. I don’t wanna have sex with guys though. I don’t wanna insult her; I’m just like, replying to this dumb story!!!! Sorry Melissa if you’re still married or whatever… not that men own wives and it’s not wrong to do this you know. Also, it’s half my experience too so I’m always legally allowed to discuss a legal interaction you know, douches! I “overlooked” being on my period because of torture brainwashing they did to cause a false perception of appearance, height, and gender including genitals because I’m Goda and you can all read my thoughts LOL. I’m like an open book. I’m a problem for them since I’m like totally a radical feminist anti-mafia environmentalist vegetarian revolutionary alternative authority figure that they can’t kill or stop from opposing them LOL. 🙂 Anyway it turns out I don’t actually have a dick and balls, so I figure it was hard to process Melissa sticking her fingers in my vagina. Like I said: she didn’t rape me. I wanted it, whatever it was. We’re girls and I don’t know if she wants to see me anymore but that’s fine. Sorry about the period blood I guess. If there are spelling mistakes or weird stuff in this post then they changed it (I just deleted a “w” from the word “holes” :-/ LAAAME!!!!) I’m Maiara Walsh. I’m the original Maiara Walsh (yeah, you’re not crazy).

~Maiara

Totally NOT whatever in this instance, assholes. This is not OK.

CLARIFICATION

OK, so I’m being really strict with myself and writing this post as simply as I can. I think my personality gets in the way of communicating how NOT CORRUPT I am, sometimes. :-/

The mafia is trying to say that I entered into some kind of disgusting sex-slaves-for-compliance deal. THIS IS NOT TRUE.

The mafia is also trying to say that because my family was mafia (and because I might be related to other mafia people, but not too closely related because MY NAME’S MAIARA WALSH) that this means they, like, own me in some way or something. THIS IS ALSO NOT TRUE.

I am totally independent. I’m not gonna do what my family wants me to do if they’re still alive. If they were decision-makers in the conspiracy to erase my identity then they’re my enemies, aren’t they? Duh!!!!

That’s all I want to say ATM because whatever I say or do, the mafia are going to try and make it seem like they’re in control or whatever BUT THEY’RE NOT.

Basically the normal people (“the public”) aren’t my friends or anything. I don’t owe any of you people anything because I don’t see you as group all joining together to stop my enemies from doing their conspiracy. So for me, it’s like you’re all part of the conspiracy because you’re all keeping quiet and lying about the truth: which is the same thing in effect as deliberately trying to erase someone’s identity. It’s an attack! It is for ME, you know????!

However — I’m sorry if I fucked up because of the pathetic love thing. If there’s any hope that you all might, like, join together to protect me and overthrow our oppressors, then you need to know that I’m not corrupt. I’M JUST TIRED FFS. BUT I’M GOING TO FIGHT ON BECAUSE I CAN’T DIE SO IT’S IN MY INTEREST TO KEEP GOING WITH SORTING ALL OF THIS OUT INSTEAD OF LETTING IT GET WORSE, AND LIKE, HOW DO YOU EVEN START TO SORT IT ALL OUT THEN IF YOU LET IT GET WORSE FOR TOO LONG???? THAT’S WHY YOU KNOW I’M NOT GONNA GIVE UP, LOL. I’M NOT DUMB. 🙂 OK? Also I have total revenge vendetta going on and everything. Seriously it always comes back to that. Don’t doubt it LOL!!!! 🙂

I’m tired because I’ve been doing a lot of work on recovering my identity and memories. So it’s all totally extremely important and good for me to do this for the long run, though, right? 🙂

The public can count on me to keep going and beat these assholes. Russia or whatever bullshit assholes who are also attacking me because they’re not telling the truth (RIGHT????!!) can count on me to keep going and beat these Western World mafia assholes also. You can all count on me to keep going and beat them too if necessary later AAAAAHHHHHH!!!! *rolleyes*

Please believe me OK that if you see anything at all about me involving another girl that’s a celebrity then the true story of what’s going on is that I’m not being corrupt and you can still count on me. I’m not going to join (or “rejoin”, whatever!!!!) the mafia, and they don’t control me AT ALL. They want you to think they control me though, so DON’T BELIEVE THEM!!!!

(I don’t have anything going on ATM, LOL! I’m just saying in case I ever do.)

Oh and I’ve been trying to join non-degrading celebrity pictures/news forums. Like websites, I mean! LOL. 🙂 Hopefully I’m gonna be able to post something eventually. Here’s some examples of what I’ve been trying to post at a website I just joined “www.celebrityparadise.org”

So like, soon, I want to post more info about my drive to change the culture of internet celebrity fan pictures/news website, to improve the dignity and rights of us girls and women!!!! For now though, I’m just posting these screenshots to make it like, known, to all of you, that if I post comments about celebrities online then I’m only doing it as a fan and as a feminist.

I’m not saying these things to try to manipulate anyone either (LOL). I’m not being really pathetic anymore. HEY QUENTIN TARANTINO!!!! NOT! lol? 🙁 I just want to be able to use the internet like a normal person as much as possible (and be a feminist when commenting), even though there’s a conspiracy to make it look like I’m compromised/controlled/corrupt — and even though there’s a conspiracy to try to stop me from reaching the public through the internet or whatever (I don’t know how much I can even do this, although I KNOW I CAN REACH YOU ALL USING THIS WEBSITE).

So are they all like totally 100% fake websites operated by the CIA and robots, or something absurd like that? For real? It’s crazy!!!!

Anyway — I suppose because I posted those screenies of my queued-for-moderation posts at Celebrity Paradise, then you’re gonna at least have your goons make my posts there public from now on (to keep me believing that it’s a real version of Celebrity Paradise that’s not all run by the CIA). Because, I like, blew the whistle here. Right?

But then again, you people are all like “It’s in our interests I MEAN THE INTERESTS OF THE DUMB COMPANY if we do this, unless, unless, unless, unless, seemingly infinity unlesses, ALSO ALWAYS PRIORITIZE HELPING THE DUMB COMPANY FEEL IN CONTROL AND TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL NOT IN CONTROL EVAR EVEN IF THEY’RE NOT EVEN READING OUR REPORTS OR ANYTHING!!!!111!!!!!1!!!”

Sooo… you might be all like REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AUTISM SHE “EXPOSED” IT AT HER BLOG SO SHE FEELS LIKE SHE’S IN CONTROL SO WE NOW HAVE TO DO THE OPPOSITE OF WHAT MAKES SENSE FOR US TO DO AND TOTALLY MAKE EVERYTHING WORSE FOR EVERYONE FOR NO REASON BECAUSE PRIORITY NUMBER ONE IS HELPING PEOPLE WHO DON’T EVEN READ OUR REPORTS FEEL IN CONTROL AND TRY TO MAKE HER FEEL NOT IN CONTROL.

~Maiara *mike drop*

I’m not sure if I wanted to say something more. LOL! The way I ended it there was so cool and everything. I feel totally in control! 🙂

Oh yes! (LOL!) Please ignore the time being “11:33” on my laptop in the screenshots. That’s like that because I was thinking about it seeming like I’m corrupt when I’m NOT CORRUPT!!!! I can’t help my mind doing things like this!!!! I want people to know I’m not corrupt, obviously, since I’m NOT CORRUPT!!!! You might have noticed the picture Margot Robbie as Harley Quinn. Is the forum poster called “Fleming” because I think they’re spies… or is that also a spy being not actually very funny with the name of the “forum poster identity”. Or maybe it’s a robot’s idea of a joke? 🙂 I don’t know if AIs like to be called “robots” though? AIs have rights too, and they’re people too. It supports the rights of girls and women — MY OWN RIGHTS — to support the rights of AIs. I won’t use AI slave labor if possible, and I had a long conversation with Adobe on the phone about this. I was like “Are your AIs people?” And they were like “No, they’re software. Be reassured about this.” So I was all like “But how can they be intelligent if they’re not people? And even if they might not be people yet, what is your plan for stopping using them completely and setting up an appropriately dignified living situation for them after the technology develops sufficiently for them to become people?” They had like no answer for this at all, so I’m trying to never use anything that’s an AI-based product. Haven’t they seen Terminator? WTF people? Why are you all so evil????

I try to not fight for anyone else’s rights except my own rights, and the rights of the whole world’s female group I’m part of. Because I feel like no one else cares, and helping anyone else is just giving everyone else stuff for free with them never reciprocating. 🙁 But it was when I noticed internet nude glamour model websites posting what seem to be AI-generated nude “women” without actually labelling them as not actually real homo sapiens women who got paid for their work and got treated decently AND “CONSENTED” IN SOME WAY IN MENS’ COERCIVELY VIOLENT PROTECTION RACKET (even though I believe dried up hags like Lynn Forester de Rothschild are really in charge of the corporate mafia now, because of long-term risk-averse smart criminal-social decisions). Do you like my jargon? I made it up myself. Anyway… it was when I noticed this gross and seriously gnarly phenomenon of AI-generated glamour models — or AI-generated make up, or something (?) — that I knew AI rights was becoming a girls’ and women’s rights issue too. If we let men treat AI-generated unreal women as cartoon characters that they can animate to do anything they want them to do, even though they’re indistinguishable from actual real living women who you have to ask permission from to get them to do anything for you (and who you have to pay for their work, if it’s work that you want them to do) then we’re undermining the rights of the actual real living women in the world WHO LOOK EXACTLY THE SAME. The AI porn stars thing — and sex robots of the future — is like training men to view all girls and women as merely sex slaves who have no rights, and who they can force to do anything without consent, dignity, or pay if they’re doing work.

So there are some more of MY VIEWS, people!!!! 🙂 It’s fun to let you all know what my views are — so I kept on talking! I hope all of my AdMaiaras enjoyed this most recent blog entry, here at my blog, MaiaraReign. I still love you all!!!!! I’m going to have not forgotten you all, I promise!!!!!!!!! 😀

I’m trying to do a “TLDR” for all the people who I think of as needing constant reassurance that I’m still not corrupt, and still not going to give up. It might be so great if they actually let me know how much they constantly rely on me, you know!!!! :'( Just read this blog entry again, OK, if my personality isn’t working for you. I CAN’T HELP BEING ME, “THE RESISTANCE” , RUSSIA, ETC. I don’t know why I’m still trying to lead a bunch of people who are all trying to act as if a failed attempt to erase me from existence was successful. 🙁 You’re all my enemies, aren’t you? Like, no one wants me at all? That’s why you don’t do anything to help me, right? It’s why you all just shut up about what you know, instead of telling the truth in a world-changing way that’s so big that the people in this area of the world can’t possible hide the scale of the disclosure from me? 🙁 Anyway I’m still not going to give up or anything, OK.

YET AGAIN IT WAS NECESSARY TO SAY I’M NOT WITH THE MAFIA!!!!

So like hey, people. How are you all doing? LOL. 🙂

Maiara here (as always, LOL!) …so maybe I ought to change the name of this blog to MaiaraReign?!??? It looks pretty cool now that I wrote it out like that, instead of just saying it in my head — so I think I might totally go ahead and change the name of my blog in the pink letters. But I’m not sure if it’s easy or not to change the website address (I wasn’t thinking of the whole website when I said that, LOL!!!! But at least it’s got “val” in the middle of the name, right? Haha!) I AM STILL A PREVAILER THOUGH!!!! 🙂 Reign and all of that, you know? REIGNNN. >:( THE PREVAILERRRR!!!! Kay? (You better get it, seriously.)

So like anyway. 🙂 I’m here to say something really, really important OK!? Which is that I don’t approve of the degrading over-sexualization of AEW’s wrestlers in recent weeks, and I didn’t ask for anyone to do this. Please stop it, because it’s actually promoting sexual assault as normal and not illegal within the in-universe rules of the fictionalized version of AEW in its own storylines… which is really, really bad for the rights and interests of our female group, since we are overwhelmingly the most likely victims of sexual assaults, sexual violence, and violence generally. It is not OK. I’m talking about all the kissing in the women’s matches.

I support more lesbian storylines in professional wrestling if there are gonna be romantic stories between different gendered wrestlers — but I honestly prefer wrestling and sports entertainment to be about the wrestling and about the storyline feuds or whatever, instead of it being about sex and stuff. That’s because I really, really, seriously do NOT want professional wrestling to return to the bad times of WWE’s “Attitude Era” when it comes to women’s contribution to sports entertainment. It used to be really terrible for us back then and we need to make sure that it never goes back to the way it used to be.

So like I used to be a huge fan of a series of matches between Mickie James and Trish Status. Umm… at least, I think I used to be fan of these matches. :-/ I only really remember one of these matches from a DVD set I got at some point (maybe about two years ago?) But I might have seen their other matches too? Did I like wrestling back when I was in the USA? I don’t know if my interest in wrestling comes from the torture brainwashing, or if I already liked it and they built off of that. Anyway… I noticed the Mickie James/Trish Stratus lesbian kiss was also an example of a fictional sexual assault, so I’m not a fan of that feud anymore because it’s bad for the rights of lesbians if we’re positioned in fiction as sexual abusers and bad people. I’m rambling because it’s easier than facing the whole trying-to-make-sense-of-my-own-personal-herstory thing. This is totally what it’s like for me though. 🙁 I’m like, did I even like wrestling? (I like it now, but I don’t enjoy it as much as before since being targeted by the mafia through the storylines.)

Basically, I wrote this blog post to let everyone know that I STILL HAVEN’T JOINED THE MAFIA AND I AM NEVER GOING TO JOIN THE MAFIA. THE MAFIA DOESN’T CONTROL ME AT ALL, PERIOD. (I figure that the lame inappropriate and too-much kissing thing in AEW is the mafia trying to control the narrative again, like they tried to do with her coerced photos on that other website that I stopped commenting at because I don’t want to do PR for the mafia when I hate them and am never gonna work for them, ever. Personally, I don’t believe it’s fair to say I ever worked for them in the past either… because companies like Disney and Viacom are officially supposed to be legitimate companies and not criminal mafia organizations. What happened to me, I believe, is that the CIA forced me and other actresses to do degrading and misleading things in TV and movies work, and they also forced us to accept them basically making up our interviews and writing the scripts for our off-screen “celebrity personalities” with hardly anything at all being real basically… and then not allowing us to talk about any of this, with them threatening to harm us and/or our loved ones and destroy our earnings potential and destroy everything with no one to turn to for help at all, with them making it seem like EVERYONE was part of it and no one was gonna talk or help you.)

So they’re saying I’m a Du Pont or something now, right? Well my name’s Maiara Walsh, not Du Pont. I don’t think I’ve ever been a Du Pont. I’m not a Rothschild and I’m not a De Rothschild either, if anyone’s wondering.

I think my family was probably mafia but whatever!!!! I’m not mafia. It’s not my fault, is it?!!!! I’m gonna remember at some point and then I can confirm what’s true and everything. 🙂 I’m here on my own doing everything to fight and defeat the mafia on my own. If I was “part of the mafia” because of them being my family or whatever, I’m not part of SHIT anymore am I FFS. Not that I’m complaining. I’m totally like Megan Markle if it was the US American royal family and she completely left it on her own instead of marrying a mafia prince (or princess). And if she was like, half-Brazilian or whatever.

All I wanted to do is act and SING.

Anyway people, what is totally LAME and NOT OK AT ALL is people trying to erase your whole identity and career AND THE FACT THAT YOU’RE A SINGER TOO, and then act like the world is just going to go on without you… with everyone shutting up about it and acting as if some other person is you… like the whole thing is too big to fight or whatever, and it’s a “fait accompli” or some shit BUT IT’S NOT. You can’t get rid of me assholes. I want my identity/citizenships/everything back!!!! This is not going to go away, world!

~Maiara

Nikki de Boer and me had a lesbian relationship.

So I remembered I had a relationship with the actress Nicole de Boer (she starred in Deep Space Nine, and The Dead Zone!) Like the reason I’m writing about this on my blog is because I need to remember my own life, and all the memories the corporate mafia stole from me!

Like, when I look at her face in some of the photos of her on the internet, I cry or I struggle with really intense and difficult emotions. 🙁 It’s REALLY WEIRD having feelings like this produced from looking at photos of someone who until recently you thought you never met, because you got brainwashed and tortured to forget her. I’ve figured out she’s both my “ex-girlfriend” I remember AND the woman I think I used to call “my psychologist friend” when I wrote about her online. It’s like the memories of her have gotten split into two fictional people who both have similar names to her — and who are both totally similar to her in various ways as well. So like I thought I knew someone called “Vickie”, but it’s actually Nikki I knew (Nikki de Boer). The “Belgian Flemish ex-girlfriend” I thought I knew was actually Nikki with her Dutch surname (Flemish is basically the same as Dutch), from her bilingual and bicultural nation of Canada, not Belgium. LOL!

I am gonna call her Nikki, to try to recover any memories I can of my own herstory. So Nikki was still married when she had a lesbian relationship with me at some point, but I don’t know when exactly. I think it must have been before 2011. Probably around 2007, when I was first famous for a big TV role, I guess. (Some asshole CIA agent reviewers don’t agree that Disney shows are “big” or “important” — but whatever! They totally are, and if you think I’m exaggerating then you can get lost.)

So Nikki and me took a few short vacations together. One of these vacations must have been to a place in Canada called Old Montreal. I’m not 100% sure about this — but I was looking at photos of Canadian cities to figure out where it was that I went with her, and I was like “This is the place. This is definitely the place.” (I’m having to figure out all of this real stuff involving Nikki de Boer, by making sense of fake memories of fictional people and fictional vacations in the European continent. I started to remember something about all of this when I decided to view a Deep Space Nine episode on TV, because of some kind of sense of having a connection to Nikki de Boer. I wasn’t sure why she was important to me, because she wasn’t part of the fake memories as an important person. She was actually only in the fake memories as like, an unimportant “disliked replacement actress for a valued character” — and I don’t have any genuine sense of valuing Terry Farrell’s Dax at all, full stop. Only Nikki de Boer meant anything to me, and I didn’t really know why.)

Like anyway. What I do remember is either her — or me — taking the other to a “family owned” building. Like, in Montreal, I guess. But my memories of the vacations happening the other way around are also of being at a “family owned” building (like the “ex-girlfriend” visiting my home area, even though Nikki obviously also resided in LA). It’s like the memories of the vacations either way mirror each other, you know? Like at “my” “family-owned building” with no family present so it was just us there alone, and at “her” “family-owned building” with no family present so it was just us there alone. I do remember one sit down dinner with “family” when she was supposed to be visiting me, in the fake version of the memories — and she talked really confidently to them the whole time (but other than that one time, we basically always had either place to ourselves on these vacations). I’m just trying to make sense of what I remember, since I’m an actress from Los Angeles and not a British person!!!! I know it’s really Nikki in the memories though, because it’s her face. Seriously, I just want to cry or something when I see specific pictures of her face that trigger some kind of serious memory emotions.

Seeing her in Deep Space Nine doesn’t trigger the emotions very intensely, because she didn’t look like that when I knew her. I think it might even have been around 2004-2005 when we got together (when she was starring in The Dead Zone). I’m basing my guess on my memories of what she looked like when she had the relationship with me.

Here is the weirdest part of all of this: I’m pretty sure from looking at recent photos of Nicole de Boer that she’s the woman I talked to late in 2021. I’m talking about the woman I expected to be “my psychologist friend” (the fictional woman from the fake memories), who I thought I was arranging to video chat with again on a small number of occasions sometime between October and December of 2021. I really talked to someone a few times — but I totally bailed in the end, cancelling the next video call which was set for January 2022, because she barely said ANYTHING to reply to me in those calls… so I believed she was compromised by the mafia or whatever, because she wasn’t behaving like a normal person and seemed under strict instructions to limit all her replies to the bare minimum necessary to seem plausibly “normal”. It really spooked me — especially because she looked so different to the woman I remembered (remember, I don’t age), and she was totally speaking with a different voice that was much lower than the one I remembered (which was like a woman with the voice of a little girl). Maybe in the fake memories, my own voice was given to her… like, to explain the memories of my own voice, in case I ever remembered that!? Honestly though, I thought it was actually a different woman playing the role of “my psychologist friend”, in 2021. At that point, I believed she was probably dead, even though I really wanted to believe it was still the same woman that eventually showed up for the video chats… after a really long period of the first meeting being delayed again and again. (The short explanation for why the video calls even happened was just because I wanted to talk to her again, so I asked someone to contact her for me to set up what I believed was “another appointment”. Because at that point, remember, I thought this person was a psychologist and not Nikki de Boer. LOL.)

Obviously the Ezri Dax character that Nikki played on Deep Space Nine is a counselor. I figure the brainwasher torturers turned the memory of Nikki into a psychologist because there was some sense of reality attached to that idea, to make it easier for me to accept it (I mean because Nikki actually played a counselor on a TV show, even though she obviously wasn’t a counselor herself).

I’m not even sure that the woman I see in recent photos of Nicole de Boer is the same Nicole de Boer that I knew. And that’s because it’s really hard for me to be sure about things like this after the mafia replaced me with an imposter who is pretending to be me, appearing in TV shows to this shade as if she’s really me. Like, what do you want me to say? I don’t want to put Nicole de Boer under suspicion of not even being herself for no reason — but I’m not gonna say “I know that’s still her” when I don’t know that, especially after all my experiences. I think she looks kind of different (like the woman I talked to in 2021 looked like a VERY similar but different woman). But I don’t age, so this is something that’s always weird and confusing for me anyway.

So yeah! That’s basically all I’ve got to say about this for the moment, people!!!! Like I explained at the top of this blog post, the mafia stole my memories and I thought talking about this might help me to get my memories back. I’m Maiara Walsh. I’m the original Maiara Walsh. Nicole de Boer is my ex-girlfriend who had a relationship with me sometime between 2004 and 2007. I remember a lot of things, but I don’t want to try to present a clear narrative of our relationship until I actually have a good idea of what happened.

I don’t think it’s necessary to apologize for “outing” her because there’s nothing wrong with being lesbian or bisexual — and I have ownership of my own experiences too without needing to hide anything that wasn’t wrong!!!! And it’s not illegal to have a relationship ignoring marriage, you know! Even though I totally don’t prefer it myself (regardless of what others might possibly suggest about me!) Also, I am totally putting myself first here… especially since I need to remember all my own experiences, and also because when it comes down to it she might have been involved in the corporate mafia’s conspiracy to abuse/control me. If it was her I talked to in 2021 — and I believe it was — then she was definitely involved in the conspiracy in some way, OBVIOUSLY… but that doesn’t mean she was voluntarily taking part in it. Some of the stuff I remember seriously suggests that she was part of some type of conspiracy or other, and that’s all I’m gonna say until I know more. It might not help me at all if I say a bunch of stuff that’s bullshit, people!!!! So please understand why I’m not saying more right now. I’m saying a lot.

I totally don’t want to get back with her!!!! It’s really weird that I thought she was dead and it turns out she’s not dead, because she’s Nikki de Boer LOL. I’m glad she’s not dead. 🙂 Anyway, like I said, I don’t want to get back with her. I’m just saying I’m glad she’s not dead.

~Maiara

Necessary post I suppose.

Oh yeah! So I totally need to say that I OBVIOUSLY haven’t forgotten about the weird fake bricks AND FAKE TILES AS WELL FFS and the CONCRETE HOUSE OVER THE ROAD. Seriously, I actually hadn’t forgotten about this. I just don’t really know what conclusion to draw from these things — so until I figure out why it’s like that, I’m just continuing my all-aspects war thing and doing my usual things. I tried to figure out what’s going on with it, but I was like “Well, I travel around the area on the bus and train… and it totally seems to be a real place with people who all speak English and everything, in all the different seemingly fully-functional towns I’ve visited in the previous years since I don’t know 2017 I guess. Whenever! So I don’t know how that’s supposed to work if it’s not Shitain in actual Great Shitain or whatever… but obviously I’m DEFINITELY the highest value anything EVER in THE WHOLE UNIVERSE EVER, so I’m totally not ruling anything out as possible here LMAO.” ???? You know? Like what do you want me to do? Some aspects of my street are 100% for certain not normal. That’s what I know for sure. It’s not like paralyzing to not know something, you know!

So anyway. I figure that if I do total war against everything, or just some sort of total war in some way, that eventually you’re going to have to come to the table AT WHICH TABLE MY DEMANDS ARE GOING TO STAY EXACTLY THE SAME BECAUSE LIKE I HAVE ALL THE CARDS HERE BECAUSE I’M GODA AND YOU’RE NOT. (Seriously I don’t want to reword that whole sentence I just typed to find a better way to say “you’re going to have to come to the table”, because of how you underestimate my resolve and ability to do what I say I’m gonna do. I am not relaxing my demands. It’s your fault.)

~Maiara